Who Am I?
Who's this?
Who Am I? I'm this web mistress of this web site. Obviously, you should have known. *duh* :Þ Anyway, some things about me. My full name is Wong Lynn Xuan. Everyone tried very hard to fine me a suitable Christian name. But till now, I guess none of the names fit me. There's even a name 'Bubbles' given to me. Birthday, June 18th 1986. Very proud to be born in June. Consider so many other people born in the same month as me. Ahem..¤
Character-wise.. Okay, I'm not pretty or attractive, never even been one. I'm the plain sort of person, but I guess if you really know me, we will have many in common. I admit that I'm a very determined person. Very focused in what I'm doing. I know I have to work to change the situation. But one negative side of me is; pessimistic. I never dare to think about the bright side because I know I will be hurt deeply if it doesn't work out the way I want it to be. Some people think I'm very arrogant and never greet the others. Erm.. I think I'm not the 'show-off' type. I want to do things naturally. And I hate acting 'fake'.
Growing up... I can never deny myself growing up as one who's quite conscious about studies. I haven't drop out of the top 3 position in class before since I started Primary One in 1993. I don't see this as something to be proud of actually, but I see it as .. ermm I don't know. It's like I've been growing up grabbing the top positions in class. I never felt the feeling of being the 'average' student. When I can marks just a little lower than the top scorer, I feel disappointed. As I think about it, I really feel that at some point, I'm overdoing things. That's why I now vow to be someone not that 'dorky' or 'nerdy'. Instead, I want to relax and enjoy my studies.
Social concerns... Honestly I think I'm in good terms with everyone. But people seem not to understand me. But it's okay. I also have to admit that I have very low self-esteem. I look down on myself. Not very good yah? And when you have an all-sisters family, what do you expect? Problems mixing with boys. That's my problem haha :-)
Physically... ermm I'm very short! Just 158 cm. Oh dear.. I used to thought I was very tall because in primary school, I was one of the tallest in class. I guess I grew earlier than everyone else, and now they are over taking me in terms of height. In form one, I was still one of the tallest, but I guess you can call me one of the shortest in my class now.
Spiritually... = Christian since birth. Baptized in the Methodist church, but haven't got my baptism certificate yet!! Last time, I was the Christmas-time Christian, only going to church during Christmas, but now things got better since I moved here. Haha..maybe I can call myself the Sunday Christian now.
I like writing and corresponding to friends' emails. So you can mail me [email protected] or icq 35321797