Wondering what I should do,
Things just don't seem real.
I try to get out,
Or let someone in,
But it doesn't work,
Nothing ever seems to work.
I wonder how to let people know,
Know exactly what I feel,
Know what is going on inside of me.
I try to tell them,
I try to show them,
But they don't listen,
They can't hear my cry for help,
No matter how much they try.
They can try all they want,
But they'll never see,
See what's goin' on inside of me.
What's goin' on I can't describe,
All I know is it's eating me up inside.
Burning hot, intense, like a lovers unspoken name.
Each breath taken is quenching of thirst,
Brought on by the touch that came first.
Passion explodes, with each tender caress,
And leaves the heart, beating in the breast.
Passion consumes, like the stars in the night,
Each tender kiss sending the soul to flight.
Passion controls, like a lover's embrace,
Feeling each breath as touches each place.
We feel the need for passion, and it tears us asunder,
As we come together, and bodies collide like summer thunder.
Each touch is a fire, burning brightly forever,
Each kiss brings us closer, closer together.
FOR LOVE IS LIKE THE SWEETEST BLOOM THAT GROWS UPON THE REDDEST ROSE...
IT IS UNDYING AND GROWS IN THE HEARTS OF THOSE WHO LOVE AND ARE FORGIVING...
LOVE IS UNINHIBITED AND CARRIES UPON IT'S WINGS, PASSION AND DESIRE BEYOND OUR WILDEST DREAMS....
FOR TRUE LOVE KNOWS NO END, AND WILL BLOOM AS LONG AS THE ROSE REMAINS TRUE AND PURE...
Brightened by its pinprick holes of light.
Silver radiance shimmering from its moon,
Dancing shadows showing bright.
Grassy meadows show their eerie glow
As dew is laid upon it's blades.
Calls of lonely creatures echo
Through the canyons God has made.
You reveal your silken skin
Showing your naked beauty to the night.
Your long hair, silhouetted against the moon,
Tracing outlines of splendor in the light.
Lovers as one, your kiss is mine
Sending pulses through my hot blood.
Our tongues dance, entwined in passion
Sending forth our lovers flood.
Your heaving chest pierces the night
Rising to meet our every breath.
My tree of life standing erect and tall,
Aching to please you before its death..
Clouds chase the evening sky
As our love rages in the grass
Streaks of light race across the heavens,
And our strength lingers, not to pass.
Faster and faster, disheveled in nature,
I hold you tightly in my embrace.
Your touch is soft, holding me close
Showing me your loving grace.
Our breathing as one,
Hits a frantic pace.
Wave after wave crashes,
Long coming in this race.
Slowly, we gasp for air,
Sweat pouring from our brow.
The night air cooling us
As a breeze is blowing now
Looking above us,
The moon radiates it's silver light.
My love for you grows ever stronger
As I hold you tight.
The clouds move in
And darken the moon.
While I lay next to you
Forming a spoon.
The night creeps into day
And the sunrise casts its magic hue.
The only thing I can utter...
I Love You.
I open my eyes
And already I think of,
You...
Makes me realize
You're the sun in my sky...
Hear your heavenly voice when you talk
My heart starts skipping a beat...
Makes me want to show
The love, I have for you...
So you will stay,
By my side...
To be beside you
Every waking moment
For the coming date
Where you will be mine...
remember the times we spent looking back.
We stumble and fall, feeling remorse,
for the times we shared not following the course.
As we look ahead, and see the light,
we live our lives, not in fear or flight.
As we look ahead we meet our goals,
and not have to fear for our mortal souls.
We will achieve and thus grow stronger,
never having to fear that our lives will be longer.
So don't look back, with fear in your eyes,
for it is that fear in which hardship lies.
Walking around and trying to find my trend
Thinking of you I think of what could be
But also what is not,
I see Bittertears agonizing through my heart
Everytime we are apart
Lost and alone no one to hold
Someone to hold and still feeling alone
Empty and confused inside
Wishing, hoping things would reside
Knowing there's a strong passionate love between us
There's also not knowing what to trust
Trust and let your heart guide
For we belong by each other's side
Take a look at what has arise
The heart has developed for us in size
Open your eyes and they will see
The greatest movement is between you and me!
No bitter fears
I wait for your embrace.
Knowing all will be fine
I anxiously rush to met
Our destiny before its time.
To be with you my heart on fire
The taste of your lips so sweet
The feel of you close
I feel your heart beat
They become one
A fully blown expression of love
And to know it can only grow
Hearts beat as one
She is to me the Sun
She is my Queen, my Love, My one.
And only one knowing the danger...
The friendship grew as the days come our way
The heart grows fonder and I'm asked to stay...
Not knowing what is happening
I eventually find out without even trying...
I hear those three precious words of, "I Love You"
And I'm asked if I feel the same way too...
Hearing those words is were it all seems to start
Scared to open up my heart...
My love for you was like no other
And only felt whole when we were together...
But time went on, and one couldn't change
So you tell me things much be rearranged...
No more lies, no more cheating
For your heart can't take this much beating...
You tell me that we must go our separate ways
And I find myself asking you to please stay...
Once again time goes on
And you come to me, saying that you've found someone...
No more words of, "I love you"
For there meant for someone true...
My heart is bleeding with sorrow and pain "Oh My God";
I can't go through this again...
No more crying, no more sorrows
For this is where I start my new life tomorrow...
You say that friends we will always be
But that I just don't see...
Now that there's no more danger
We will go out once again as strangers...
The plans I had of my life leave me now in sorrow
The hardest I seem to find is leaving you my friend behind
You've shared so very much with me
Your problems and your fun and this is all
I leave to you for all that you have done
I feel so damned depressed today
I can't help knowing why
I have no one to comfort me no one to watch me cry
I can't help feeling hopeless
I can't help feeling blue
I wish to hell I wasn't here and instead with you
NO, you've sheltered me long enough it's time for me to go
I've got to learn the way you did it's hard, you've told me so
I've got to be more than you
I have to capture me
It was really never us it can never be we
And so I say goodbye my friend
My thanks for all you've done
You'll be remembered in my thoughts and prayers
Goodbye I've got to go
A family never seen
And yet we are here
Me for you, and thee for me.
Never sure that love would grow
Now at night as I lay me down to sleep
I could never let you go
And lying here with you, I still can't believe it's true
Never thought that I would ever find a love
That lasts forever
Be the man that's mine
Find the love that never goes away
Be the heart I know will be
The one that beats for me, be the man
Used to be scared if I would ever get this close
I'm not afraid to touch you now
Long before I knew, I'd be making love to you
I dreamed that maybe I would one day
Lose myself in someone, someday
Be the man that's mine
I always try to find the love that never goes away
Be the heart I know will be
The one that beats for me, be the man
Take me where I have never been
I will follow you; you'll never be alone
I will run, run to you
I never thought that I would ever find a love
That lasts forever
Be the man that's mine
I always try to find the love that never goes away
Tell me we will always be together
Make us stay in love this way forever
Be the heart I know will be
The one that beats for me
Wherever you may be
Always be with me, be the man
Our fears put fourth
For each other we provide support.
And seem to come round
Making some hot
And others not.
Laughter tears
Emotions so dear
And never do we push away.
And to you who would demean us
This I declare...
A family not to be undone
Caring for the whole
And ever bold
Ready to defend
Our caring never ends
For love does live in these walls of electricity!
What was a candied-apple in my mind,
Vile memory. Again you take a breath.
Pungent stench of death as you stand behind
Again she realized her fears,
The man she loved so,
Has left her feeling low.
I stay on the level path free from you
Throwing your hollow stare into my eyes
I play their puppet. Subservient? Who?
With friends all so dear,
Each with a view on life,
All to help her in this time of strife.
Why couldn't two have lasted forever?
Death took you, without warning, like a thief
Will I see you again, maybe never?
We know how to end the streak of blue,
A grin and smile all worth while,
Even a tear or two.
I won't forget "we" my lost and dead friend
Looking so pale with a little touch of rose to your cheeks
So fragile, and petite
So sweet and loving, so kind of heart you had
Wanting so much for me to have
Giving your all, with nothing less
A painted smile is what you gave
A tender touch everyday
But now the end has come to rise
I squeeze your hand, and kiss your lips
Tears feeling my eyes
Pain feeling my heart
But knowing you are in a special place
Knowing that God will now take my place
Now I lay you down to rest
Wanting the pain to deminish
Praying to God that I may be next
Wanting to hold you once more
Wanting to feel the love again I feel a gust of wind
Taking a deep breathe, and inhale it in
Feeling the love enter my soul
That I once felt as I had you to hold.