Oh, the pain that lingers
My body and soul fight it
But still
It lingers
The ache
Oh, how my heart turns
Everytime a word is spoken
It aches
It turns
My mind
It cannot comprehend
Why I get this pain from them.
My mind.
It loathes
Their faces
Oh, how their faces twist
They no longer are noticable,
Just are,
And aren't.
Their ways,
Oh, they survive on me,
Thrive on my hurt
They love,
And they hate.
My pain
Is accelerated
To the point no common sense.
I hurt
I hate
They talk
About me no doubt of that
About my hurt, my pain, my heart
I anger
I hate.
Their words
Oh, how their words pain me.
They watch my pain,
My life,
My strife.
My personality
Is suffered by their fates
Is tortured by their hates
I loathe
I venge.
My revenge
Is all but weak
They die horribly
I smile.
I laugh.
Laughter,
Something I have not seen
For years than can count
Ha, Ha
He, He
Their screams
Oh, how it excites me.
They shrink to my feet,
And pray,
And beg.
Their graves
Oh, it once excited
Now it destroys me.
Inside,
I wither.
It hurt!
It hurt so much
I destroyed the hurt,
But I didn't.
It came back.
the pain
In the process of destroying,
I destroyed myself.
And now
I die.
My body
Lifeless, it becomes now
I join those I killed
To hurt
And pain
Faces
Flash past my eyes
flash in my soul
As it leaves
And flies.
I swing
From a beam I once loved
From a world I once knew
No longer
Do I live.
