A quick introduction to this newsletter.

When it comes to soulmate, the same rule applies that the fashion rule.
If you need to ask if it's too much, it probably is.
If you need to ask or question if you've met your soulmate, you probably haven't.
I don't have a shadow of a clue of what a soulmate is about and why we have one.
I don't know what they are supposed to be, I don't know if they are of opposite gender.
Perhaps there is as many type of soulmates that there are people on Earth....
All I know is that you know, it's like a voice screams in your head, "It's your soulmate
you are looking at!" It's got nothing to do with romance, sexual attraction, being the
same, well, not in my experience. I think a soulmate could very well be someone
who doesn't even speak the same language than me, I'd still get that 'je ne sais quoi'
telling me that it is my soulmate.
I don't know if you are to marry your soulmate, I don't know if you are in love
with her. I simply don't know. You feel something very strong but I can't call it
being in love, it's just an alien emotion, just about as whacky as the very concept.

I don't believe in reincarnation one bit, so it's not someone you have known before
and not someone you feel you've known forever. Well, mine isn't, even though
there is a familiar feelings, like it's a fated encounter.

In my case, I met my soulmate 'soul before I've met her in flesh.
I had the same feeling when I heard the music that when I first talked to him,
like I just found something that would change my life forever, for better or worse.
The feeling is weird. When your soulmate hurts, no matter how far apart you are,
you'll be in pain, like someone is stepping on your chest. You can literally feel
physical pain. I, personally baby my soulmate like my own soul, as much as I can
to avoid such torment so I guess you can say it's a very selfish motive but it's
because you have not experiment the pain that goes with it....
I still haven't made peace with meeting mine. Even less cuz I always believed it
was another fairy tale, I still wish it was every day of my life.
It's bothersome to  me, in my very organized system of beliefs, this one has been
added and I have no idea how to fit it nicely without cropping & editing.

I don't throw the towel easily to understand what I'm supposed to do with mine.
I can have an army of angels coming of the sky telling me I'm tripping and I'd still
have to ask for a second opinion!! To tell you how hard it hit me when it happened.
Then again, it's about as likely as God Himself coming out of the Sky to confirm
that He doesn't exist! Let's keep it real, why would He make the trip down??

In fact, it's so strong that I added a line to the credo saying that I believe what's his
face is my soulmate and well, it's to wonder if I have to invent a language and a special
category, sort of like 'ad lib' of what to do and think and feel.

Since then, the question has been :

Is there a life after you've met your soulmate?
How do you get over your very soul?
Luckily mine is super low maintenance so I don't have to blow up a fuse trying to
answer my own questions. Unfortunately, I came across the one thing in my life
I can't do on my own and it's answering those questions.

We're heading toward the 4th Anniversary of my meeting with my twin flame
and even though, I have learnt to sit on my pretty derriere and wait, learnt to let
go of the very idea that I will ever have an answer to my many questions, it'd still
be nice to know what's going on.

Then again, my whole religion is based on the unseen world & loyal to my life
biggest lesson that "nothing is ever quite what it seems to be......" .
I guess, there is still some wisdom to this madness.

Same old Heyoka phylosophy that run my life from the start..........
Truth is I do love myself, I love being by myself and enjoy my own company
so I often thought that it'd be good for me to be with 'me' as a boy.
It sounds pretty logical in a way but then again, there is one thing I enjoy more
than my own company and it's to interract with people from whom I can learn
something and grow. Someone who is a reflection of myself, ask himself the
same questions, hit the same limitations, comes up with the same answers,
so it will be an eternal status quo of non growing for both of us.
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