I'm self centered in a true sense of the term I'm centered around myself
which doesn't make me selfish. I simply believe I'm the most important
person in Laure's world and if I don't take care of myself, nobody will
and if I'm all messed up, I can't take care of nobody else so it's for the
well being of everybody if I'm THAT self centered.
Sylvie and it's very accurate, even a generic chart can be extremely precise.
This is so true that I look for someone with a strong personality, a bit bossy
to take over. I know, I know, in America people are very hung up at being
their own person, nobody controls them and all that good stuff. They'll make
a mess of their lives, but that's their making so it's okay.
I don't know where they got that concept of if they let someone take over the areas
of their lives they are clueless about, it's being weak. Since when giving power to
someone who knows something you don't a sign of weakness? I think it's more
of a sign of wisdom to be able to let your ego down and put someone else in
charge. I believe we are all clueless on certain subject and I choose my opinion
over any other else's then and I assume the concequences of my mistakes.
I was confused at first, since the feelings were so strong, and tried to
take my meeting with my soulmate in this direction. We were both
attracted to each other but the Providence had a whole different view
of the subject so I did what felt right to my soul which brought us to
totally different directions. I don't regret one bit my decisions of then
and they have made me what I am now. I need my soulmate but I don't
need to possess him in any human form. Seeing him doing something is
enough for me to reflect on myself. It seems that by listening to what he
says or looking at him, he often hits home by getting my attention on
an area of my life that needs work by giving me an answer that I was
not able to find on my own.
It's the old story of being able to see the bigger picture when you are
not that close and involved in the very picture. So being around him is
like being out of myself yet seeing myself much better and closer that
I can from the inside. I would possibly lose that quality of gaining the
perspective by being with the person. Almost like being close to him
would put me close to myself in the way that would blind me and
conceal all the great benefits of the distance. And it's not to mention
that you don't question much when you have answers around you.
It goes against my view that people come together to add something
to one another and the addition must be greater than the inconvenience
an uneasy the feeling would be to be near another 'me'.
myself in him, hear comments on one of this behavior and think to myself
" Oh God! I do that too! No wonder I have this problem if it's perceived as such!"
90% of the population around has never stopped a minute to consider that perhaps
not everybody function the same way than they do. They naturally assume that
everone they come across think like them, act for the same reasons etc....
They will never understand him or me, perhaps anyone by keeping such a narrow
minded view. Actions and words are only the tip of the iceberg and
Underneath the surface lies a whole ocean of realities.
we took them in and what the world sees is only the way we are expressing
what we've learnt. From the same event, every single one of us will get
something different and a few of us will get a completely unusual approach.
That's the substance artists are made of but also any genius, inventors
and criminals. Some will bring us electricity and some will engeneer the
most heinous genocide, out of a simple experience taking an odd meaning
in their mind. It goes back to the message I will be trying to convey my whole life.
When it comes to messages, miracles, signs, words of wisdom :
Don't be in awe of the miracles but of God who makes them.
Don't make the signs you find on your way the final destination.
Don't discard a good advise coming from an unsuited person.
Don't make your soulmate your lover but the mate of you soul.
Don't separate God's Law from God for they are one and the same!
And don't listen to me either, just listen!
Nothing is ever quite what it seems to be...
