Epic
A girl I know
When we first met
She liked me and I liked her
I took her out for some ice cream
We talked forever
We went back to her place
After two hours of talking to her
I was all over her
I was suave
She enjoyed the way I touched her
She wanted more and I gave her more
Then she grew a concience in the middle of something
So we just kissed for about 30 minutes
I kissed her neck, and then she kissed mine
It was the first girl I felt kissed me back
I saw her beauty that no one else saw
She had a low self-esteem
And I was determined to fix that
So everytime I saw her I kissed her
Holes in the road
I had a date
She broke it off
We met on the internet
The last place I imagined
I went driving
with my new cd player
in the car
I was listening to New Radicals
"Someday we'll know"
That song makes me think
But the cd has a scratch on that song
So it jumped evertime I hit
a bump in the road
Today the road I drove had too many holes
It was message to think about shit on my own
Without music and then I realized
that music has an important part in our lives
I didn't meet her tonight, but there'll be other nights
And I hate holes in the road
Faked ORGASM
You just thought I did
But it's misunderstood
I laugh at your happiness
Because I know it's not true
The gift that you gave me
Did not happen
You gave me experience
But you couldn't take it from me
I'm not dumb
I wasn't the first
I won't be the last
Too many diseases
Too much pollution
The first time should be special
You meant nothing
Just to make her feel special
I think that was her downfall
She got a big head
She got attitude
And I fell under her spell
Then I was trapped
Then she broke it off
Cause she tought she could do better
She didn't
and now she's sorry
But she won't tell me
I won't let her tell me
I'm still under that spell
That spell I created
The platform I put her on
And now I paying the price
I want her to think she's better than me
When I'm better than her
She tried to play games
That she didn't know how to play
If I wanted I could spell her
But what good would that do
Fuck her than leave her
I could get her in three weeks
and never see her again
Why would I do that?
I have friends like that
And I don't envy that
In a month, I'll never see her again
So why do I call her and be friends
I'm still under her spell
I don't see beauty in her,
No one else does either
I stopped charming her
Cause I don't give a shit
People throw her in the gutter
But she won't tell me this
She still thinks I want her
Which is probably still true
So she has to spell me
The spell I gave her
Just to make herself feel great
And now I realize it's not working
But who I am kidding
I still like her
And it's not a spell
She's a warm, kind, and caring person
But no one knew that except for me
It's hard for people to get attention
And not let it go to their heads
But deep down inside I know she's hurting
She try's to show the image
That she's tough
She holds things in
I guess that's why I'm stronger
Cause I can let everything out
She's hurting bad
Yet she's keeps her mouth shut
She thinks I'm simple and honest and open
And she thinks I don't know
How's she is hurting
I know she's hurting
It's the things you can tell about a woman
that are so easy
You just hafta open your mind
Women are dumb
and you can figure them out in 2 minutes
I guess that's why guys are dummer
Because we think we know it all
And can figure everything out
Girls think too much
And guys think we know it all
I guess that's why we're meant for each other
If all girls could talk like this to me
I would never play a game again
There is a reason for everything
And finding out why things are the way that they are
is half of life's purpose
The other half is living it
50 bucks
Someone owes me 50 bucks
Because I was too nice
Give me my money
If it cost you 50 bucks
To never call me again
You idiot
I want a refund
no one's bitch
I am no one's bitch
I don't lie down
I don't let peole walk over me
I just understand
I feel your view point
And I allow you to speak
But I don't take shit
From people who take advantage
Of me
And you will never know who I am
Because my passion is movies
I write screenplays
I tell stories
I am a story teller
and everything you think I feel
Is just a story
or is it?
How can you tell
I'm a story teller
And there's no way you can know how I feel
Close friends do
Enimes don't
People who open their minds do
Close minds don't
People that make me feel good do
Those who think I'm their bitch
Can fuck off
My Zippo
My zippo
As I light my cigarette
I think of worries
As I light my cigarette
I look at non-smokers giving me the eye
Wondering why I do it
As I light my cigarette
I dream of being someone
More than I am right now
As I light my cigarette
I wonder who I really am
As I light my cigarette
I know who I am
A smoker
3rd
It'll cost you a nickel
To tickle
My third nipple