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The Outcasts
is a fictionalized account of
Lois's
ancestors passed down through her family's
generations of women to Lois by her Mother. The
following short essay,
The Naming, provides an inside glimpse at
Lois's heritage.
The time I
searched for, longed for, and feared was here. At my
feet, the waters of lake
Lucy murmured against the shore. They seemed to entreat me to "Go!" I
questioned, to what? I smelled the smoke. I
could hear the crackle of the wood as it succumbed
to the flames. I imagined that orange and red sparks
of the ceremonial fire were throwing invitations to
come home into the dusky evening sky. I the final
Daughter Of The Flame was ready to answer the
summons. Would I truly have the talent necessary to
fulfill that which was said to be my special
destiny? My Mother had thought so. She'd gifted me
with the oral story that had begun the trail that
led me to this gathering. Was she watching me from
heaven?
The creamy doeskin
fringe of my dress swished against my moccasins.
Their thunderbird beading was said to allow me
passage among the herbal gifts of Mother Earth. How
far and to where might my life's journey take us?
The drumbeat
began. People from many tribes had come to this
gathering. They formed a procession. We moved to the
opening of the log circle that surrounded the
ceremonial fire. Each passed through the smoke of
burning sage held by the honorary Grandmother of the
night. Its purpose was to cleanse, to purify the
spirit.
Once inside,
prayers of thanks were offered in gratitude and
respect to He Who Created All for our many
blessings. Next, we joined hands and danced the
friendship dance around the fire.
I had always been
proud of my Irish and Dutch heritage. I planned to
visit these countries. I dabbled in their histories.
But our bond remains an easy, curious, distant kind
of camaraderie. To join a tribe, a person must have
at least one sixteenth Native American ancestry. I,
therefore, would be the last of my line to have this
privilege. I didn't look like the others. Neither
had the first Flame.
In awe, I waited
my turn. The elders of the gathering called me
forward. From that time on, among the People, my
name would be Daughter Of the flame of the Munsi
clan of the Lenape Tribe of the Delaware Nation. I
receive the gift of my naming necklace -- a carved
from bone wolf pendant suspended from a thong
decorated with silver beads.
The namings
completed, the drums' rhythm intensified in speed
and volume. A flute sang a distant, melodious tune
to call our visitors to come into the circle. The
dances could now be joined by our guests. My
daughter and the sister of my heart came to grasp my
hands. Together we danced. Together we forged
another memory in our feminine family circle.
Have I been worthy
of my name, my lineage? If my special destiny is to
write that which I learn of our clan, then I've
begun my journey. My first fictionalized account of
our history tells how the original Daughter Of The
Flame saved her people. Soon the massacre that
occurred at the Battle of Pavonia will be ready for
publication.
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