by T-ONE
Ahhhh a new year. What shall this New Year in this new Western century bring? Hope? Peace? More leftist infighting and taco bell dog advertising? Who knows? One thing we have to get a grip on though is our direction. Now direction.. The path one takes in their personal 'development' in relation to the environment surrounding them. Sounds like fun. Ha! The only problem is we are constantly devolving. Our minds are becoming like putty every day we spend on this earth. The constant repetition and manifestation of boring, drone like thought is killing your mind! No? Of course you won't agree - at first.
Let's break it down. We used to eat, shit and die. Perhaps a bit of reproducing. But now we have to make a million boring decisions everyday. Even now as I write this my mind is elsewhere.. Need to get to the licensing centre before it closes and renew my license. My god, will I have time to finish this rant?! We are the eclectic pawns of a state we have all created. Well, we have been subjected to its creation. This mental state has evolved over the years as our personal mental state has devolved. Free thinker?! You think you�re so enlightened?? I sincerely doubt it. You my friend are just another fried fool.
Sorry but it was inevitable. Working 9 to 5.. Socialising at a level of unconsciousness. Dying ever so slowly. Bored to death but not quite dead! A walking drone.
"But wait a sec man.. I have stimulation! I aint no veggie!" Well yeah you are quite right.. Biologically your body is working at a complexity level you will never understand. Your society around you is so fucking complex that you can barely take it. Little own understand it. But you are blind to the environment around you. You are stimulated by it to some extent. But there is no understanding and therefore no point in stimulation. You work for this society - this society doesn't work for you! Of course this is all open to personal interpretation and therefore what I'm saying shouldn't be taken to literally. I'm just another star-crossed child in the madness of reality! Never the less I've been thinking about it all lately. Our relation to society. What is our fucking purpose? What is your purpose?! To slave away for the system? Romantic infatuations, self-loathing, suicidal temptations, materialistic obsessions.. Running to the clock that will never stop! Heavy!! Only one question remains while you crawl around in a mindless zombie like daze. When are you going to die? So we live without living only to want to know when it will end.. Is it that bad?? Well it sounds like it..
But hey I'm not getting all down on your social understanding.. Life has a lot to offer as well. Emotion in the moment is all you will ever truly know. So let's start there. We react to an instant in time and feel a sense of relation and understanding. It triggers past feelings and our body reacts. Emotions, memories, understanding. True animal feeling. All that we will ever know. Past love and hate. Our emotions are really just memories, comparisons and understanding of past and present emotions.
If our emotions define our direction. As they should as they are all we know. Then this year will bring new direction, just as every day does. But we have to move from this superficial direction into a more deep social direction. At the moment our world consciousness is one of confusion. While the elite are declaring war, breaking the backs of the working class, slaughtering, jailing and brainwashing our brothers and sisters. A new underground of resistance has formed over the last few years. Since those ugly buildings went down (more victims of a system out of control). Wake up call. But we are still not really awake to the environment we find ourselves in.
So what to do this year? Well I am only one being is this infinite universe. But some personal advice may help. Regardless of what you think of my views and understanding of the world. Listen to all people. Try and understand and APRECIATE the environment you find yourself in. Life, to me, is about experiencing moments and learning from your experiences. Now as a part of this movement or social direction we must learn that first and foremost WE ARE PAWNS IN OUR OWN INEVITABLE DESTRUCTION. The elite control what we do, think and want. Of course they to are in control. This system has become a mindset more then a physical body. But it can be changed. Firstly we must reject this system and it's social, economic values. Then we must revolt against the physical body. The media, government and their tools. Once we have freed ourself somewhat from their grip. For example not subscribing to their materialistic idealology. We have the power, when united, to overthrow this tyranny. And then create something new. Not just a new physical system but a new social understanding. It will only be through doing this that we ever experience any form of true enlightenment in our environment. Peace, hope and understanding. True human emotion.
So righteo, righteo old chap.. That is all good and well. In my opinion of course. But let's now talk about how this is all going to happen. How are you that whore of the system going to break free? So say your John Asswhackich - John for short, your working from 9am till 5pm at a factory in.. Ahh some industrial, polluted redneck filled suburb. You have a wife named Joan and two kids - Tom and Jerry. You have a few mates who you spend time with when you aren't slaving away. Drinking and watching the footy. Now you aren't doing too well but you are making ends meat.
OK now I want to tell you that you are a fucking whore. A tool. A bit of flesh being used by the rest of this system. You mean nothing to your society and if you died tomorrow no one would give a damn. Sure your wife would be a bit upset until she takes off with a bikie named Bob who shoots cats for fun and can drink a keg in 15 mins flat.
Your boss at work is a very well off man indeed. Yet surprise, surprise he only comes to work once a week and chats up the cafe girls. Now of course that doesn't matter. I want you to be safe. Not rich. Now you aspire to be this man. To not have to work so hard. To have it just a bit easier. But let me tell you. Your boss is going to die. Just like the rest of us. His miserable existence isn't worth considering. It is his and he truly isn't happy anyway. How do I know? I know no one is truly happy. We play our games and kid ourselves. But in the end we know no true feelings. It has all been modified to conform to society. When is the last time you just ran down the street screaming with joy? No don't dare show emotion! Bad, bad, bad!
Anyway back to your life and your great human dream. You wish to be more like your boss. You are mentally conditioned to be what they want you to be. No choice in what you want. Indoctrinated since birth. No choice. And of course, no voice.
OK so this existence of your's kindahhh.. Sucks! What I suggest you do firstly is to try and feel true emotion for a change. I'm not talking about the shit your mind has been subjected to. Fake romantic devotion is for the birds. Animal instincts are all we have in the end. So lets fuck away with all your connotations and definitions. They are after all not yours. And fuck what others prove or provide. Fuck this society as a whole. None of it means anything to the individual. All manifestations of hopes and dreams of other beings in this maniacal system. Start a new. Trust in what you cannot control. Sex, devotion and obsession. In an uncontrolled manner are true emotions. Deciding between what you have "chosen" because of your subjection to the environment you are in and what actually happens as a direct reaction to the moment. This is possibly the hardest decision we will ever make in our awakening and understanding of this environment.
OK now I've gone off on many tangents without even attempting to form any basic structure. Accidentally I have simply taken my eclectic thoughts straight here without interference.. Perhaps they make no sense.. But who gives a fuck eh..
Let's continue. Now I'm not talking Nihilism here. If you want to experience the greatest moment with the truest emotions possible you want your fellow beings and world to be at their best as well. Otherwise your mindset is tampered by feelings of sorrow for these suffering majority. So let's create a new understanding. But let's all make it together. "If only this was possible". To want safety and protection for all those in this earth. It is possible!
Stop. Say. I love all beings. Let go. Stop the thoughts. Let the darkness of your mind consume you. And just think of peace and happiness for all beings on this earth.
OK now there is a physical body we must also attack. That feeling you may or may not perceive. That feeling and need of peace. It isn't true emotion unless you are willing to put your existence on the line for it. Your existence is made up of all your individual emotions in every moment. If you are not true to those emotions YOU ARE NOT TRUE TO YOUR EXISTENCE. So rise up. Rise up and create a new. A new understanding, a new world, a new existence for all that share it. True natural emotion in this environment will only be experienced when there is true peace and equality in this world. It all starts in your mind.
So fucking do it.
