Lonely and lost
No Clue what's next
But helpless to change what will be.
Just yearning to be set free.
Caught in a world where I can not be.
I yearn for a world that does not exist.
To touch to feel
Am I lying to myself?
That's what I do best
In my dreams I see a time
when things have settled down
The windy storm has died
I am alone with you, happily
But where is my son,
my daughter, my flesh?
Uncertainty grabs me and I awake in tears.
It's like being caught in a whirlwind
with no safe way out.
I can't have what I want unless
I give up what I am
Perhaps the wind will let up
Perhaps the rain will cleanse me before it dies
Some say that silence is golden,
but sometimes I feel silence is a step toward insanity.
The music fills my heart and soul.
But I lack the ability to feel the vibration.
I can't sing for my voice is lost.
I can't play for all the instruments are hidden.
I can't dance for lack of strenght.
I hear anything but screams of silence.