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| Flood Jars of Clay Rain, rain on my face It hasn't stopped raining for days My world is a flood Slowly I become one with the mud But if I can't swim after forty days and my mind is crushed by the thrashing waves Lift me up so high that I cannot fall Lift me up Lift me up - when I'm falling Lift me up - I'm weak and I'm dying Lift me up - I need you to hold me Lift me up - Keep me from drowning again Downpour on my soul Splashing in the ocean, I'm losing control Dark sky all around I can't feel my feet touching the ground Calm the storms that drench my eyes Dry the streams still flowing Cast down all the waves of sin And guilt that overthrow me Lift me up - when I'm falling Lift me up - I'm weak and I'm dying Lift me up - I need you to hold me Lift me up - Keep me from drowning again |
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| just some poignant lyrics... | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| yeah they're all jars of clay: 2nd Corinthians 4:7 "we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us." |
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| I'm Alright Jars of Clay It was the fear of God that led me to you And it's the fear of you that takes getting used to I've never been one to hang my heart on a thread But you spun me around and you loved me instead I know I could turn to something other than you 'Cause I don't understand you and why you're after me I've never been the saint you wanted me to turn to And I can't see the view from the eyes you look at me through, oh no But I'm alright, I'm alright, I'm alright, I'm alright I'm alright, I'm alright, I'm alright So cut below the surface and try hard not to notice That I could be so foolish thinkin' I'm alright I've got no one to hold me, I've got no one to carry Everything inside of me that I won't let you see |
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| Unforgetful You Jars of Clay I never minded calling You a King If that meant that I could count on You To give me everything I never thought to ask You I always thought You knew It was never my intention to question You You never minded calling me a child Well, I guess that's how I acted all the while But You live through every tantrum, You see through every lie Though they seem to be more common I just wanted You to know why oh why Unforgetful You, unforgetful Unforgetful You, so unforgetful You never minded giving us the stars Then showing us how blind and unaware of You we are You painted me a picture and showed me how to see Though I just won't behold it Unless it pertains to me... |
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| Goodbye, Goodnight Jars of Clay A flower for your vanity, a penny for your thoughts About the world's insanity and how we've gotten lost Strike up the band to play a song as we go waltzing by And fake a smile as we all say goodbye Goodbye, oh goodbye Say a prayer for recognition, kiss the ones you love Gather up the ammunition, sigh for all the lost Strike up the band to play a song as we go waltzing by And fake a smile as we all say goodbye Raise a glass for ignorance, drink a toast to fear The beginning of the end has come that's why we all are here Strike up the band to play a song and try hard not to cry And fake a smile as we all say goodbye Goodbye |
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| Something Beautiful If you put your arms around me, could it change the way I feel. I guess I let myself believe that the outside might just bleed it�s way in. Maybe stir the sleeping past lying under glass. Waiting for the kiss to break this awful spell. Pull me out of this lonely hell. Close my eyes and hold my heart. Cover me and make me normal. Change this something normal into something beautiful. What I get from my reflection isn�t what I thought I�d see. Give me reason to believe you�d never leave me incomplete. Will you untie this loss of mine, it so easily defines me. Do you see it on my face. That all I can think about is how long I�ve been waiting to feel you move me. Close my eyes and hold my heart. Cover me and make me normal. Change this something normal into something beautiful |
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| Dissappear I watch you smile, you steal the show. You take a bow, the curtain falls in front of you. You�re magical, on display. I gaze into your eyes, you turn to look the other way. But I�d really love to know. I�d really love to climb my way into your heart and see what I could find. I�d walk into your skin, swim through your veins. See it from your eyes. Cause I�d really love to try, yeah. Standing still but in my mind trying to escape. Looking for a place to hide. It�s not safe but I�m so near. Invading every place you go to disappear. I�d really love to know. I�d really love to climb my way into your heart, and see what I could find. I�d walk into your skin, swim through your veins. See it from your eyes. I�d really love to try. I�d really love to know. I�d really love to climb into your soul. Walk into your skin, swim through your veins. See it from your eyes. I�d really love to try. I�d really love to try. I want to get inside the you you�re hiding from. I want to get inside the you that you�re hiding from. |
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| Fly Be still let your hand melt into mine. The part of me that breathes when you breath is losing time. I can�t find the words to say I�ll never say goodbye. I�ll fly with you through the night so you know I�m not letting go. I�m not letting go. My tears like rain fill up the sky. Oh my love I�m not letting go, I won�t let you go. I saw the host of silent angels waiting on their own. Knowing all the promises of faith come alive when you see home. Hold still and let your hand melt into mine. Shed your heart and your breath and your pain and fly. Now you�re alive. I�ll fly with you through the night so you know I�m not letting go. I�m not letting go. Tears like rain fill up the sky. Oh my love I�m not letting go, I won�t let you go. I�m not letting go, I won�t let you go |
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| Silence Take, take till there�s nothing, nothing to turn to. Nothing when you get through. Won�t you break, scatter pieces of all I�ve been. Bowing to all I�ve been running to. I, I got a question, I got a question - Where are you? Did you leave me unbreakable? Leave me frozen? I�ve never felt so cold. I thought you were silent. I thought you left me for the wreckage and the waste. On an empty beach of faith. Was it true? Scream, deeper I wanna scream. I want you to hear me, I want you to find me. I want to believe but all I pray is wrong and all I claim is gone. I, I got a question, I got a question - Where are you? Where are you? |
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| excerpts of Love Song for a Savior It seems to easy to call you "Savior" not close enough to call you "God" So I sit and think of words I can mention to show my devotion "I want to fall in love with You" "my heart beats for You" |
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| **3/28/03** | ||||||||||||||||||||||
| some of my own poems: page one page two | ||||||||||||||||||||||