"The woods would be silent if no birds sang except those who sang the best"
Henry Van Dyke
And Then I Go Home
trying to do my homework
thinking hard
an idea pops into my head
hunger growls in my stomach
mind wanders aimlessly
drop the book, find the answer somewhere else
come back later and sigh...why can't I focus?
another day of work
prolonged by my lack of attention span
How Not to Stress
I can do all things through Him who strengthens me
"Come to me those whose yoke is burdened" He said
He clothes the lilies and feeds the birds,
how much more will He provide for those He made
in His image
let tomorrow worry about itself
seek Him first
give it to God and let go
a prayer and the stress is gone
a sigh of contentment and the day continues
my burden is now light
God took it all away
Defining My Needs
life's not perfect
if only I had just a little more
than it would be alright
is it want of popularity?
struggle in the soul

Superchic[k]'s "Big Star Machine" comes on
it
is a monster
conflict in the soul
He said...I said...
guess who wins

engineered attention
it comes and I shy away
not what I want after all
it's what He wants
humbleness in training
Teenage Tragedy
I see a glimpse of her
tears streaking down her face
everything is traumatic to a teenager
if you don't fit in
you fail

I walk up and give her a hug
clasping her hands
look into her eyes
try to convey a wonderful message
"It will be all right, joy comes with the morning"
slowly she opens up, explains
I listen
"What cannot be cured must be endured"
Martin Van Buren
Jeremiah
I know my life has purpose
but I still find myself feeling worthless
Lord your love is all I need
I seperate myself from worldly desires
and find peace
citizen of heaven
I know I have promise in Him
so accomplishments on earth don't matter
only His love matters

"little girl with big hopes and big dreams
don't get swayed by the sex fiends
I understand you want a man
but a real man will help you stand"
--Raze

"everyone needs to be loved everyone needs their own teenage fanclub any attention can feel like a good thing dress to impress can be oh so tempting you can noticed w/your body sexual hypnosis by being hottie you might feel like public property you might you might you shouldn't be not girl should have to feel she has to trade her body for love or be an  old maid and yes there are guys who are willing to wait ask a Barlow girl on her wedding day..." Superchic[k] "barlow girls"
"You're close, very close But Lord I miss You Here's where I find hope You're coming soon and I long so much to see You--that I cry I say come quickly, Lord when the sun grows dark and the moon will shine no more/quickly Lord/when the starts fall out of the sky above/won't You come, dear Lord" Rebecca St James "come quickly Lord"
Rejoice
since I met You "smile God love you"
doesn't mean what it used to
thank You for making me me
rejoice rejoice, run around and shout
for you've been washed clean by the blood of the Lamb


someone loves you so much...you're forgiven!
God loves you so much...smile and shout!
I'm forgiven...I've been forgiven


how can one who's sinned so much enter Heaven?
forgiveness for all our sins
Father, forgive me for I have sinned
rejoice rejoice, run around and shout
Jesus died for my sins

all our sins were on His holy back
so much that even God couldnt' look on him
that was our daily sins piled up
rejoice rejoice, run around and shout
at the cross we were cleansed forever

party in Heaven, I've been fogiven
now I'm "hot for Heaven" once again
I know it won't be long before I'm stuck in the mire
every time I jump up I only sink a little deeper
every tiem I stick my neck out
I get pelted with rotten fruit
O Eden!

We've been cleansed from the dirt
that makes us more vunerable for the dust to catch
its an eternal circle
rejoice rejoice, run around and shout
His love endures forever!
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Rain Song
Lord, I'm trying so hard to get out of this place
I look around me--
the rain is pouring
people rushing everywhere
hidden under their umbrellas
hiding from the world and its pointing finger


the rain cam down
we were made clean
all our dirt washed away
everyone was made pure on that day
His grace is so awesome--
no umbrellas are wanted when He rains down
no ponchos on sale when the "graceflood" comes


dirt is running down the streets
the children delight in the mud puddles
the learned mothers pull them away
now it becomes their secret desire
children love to get dirty
don't we all?
it's a good thing Jesus came...
"do not conform any longer to the patterns of this world"

"your citizenship is in heaven"
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Wait For Me ~Rebecca St James
Darling did you know that I
I dream about you
waiting for the look in your eyes
when we meet for the first time Darling did you know that I
I pray about you
praying that you will hold on
keep your loving eyes only for me
I am waiting for praying for you darling
wait for me too
wait for me as I wait for you
darling wait
darling did you know I dream about life together
knowing it will be forever
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
and darling when I say
Til death do us part
I'll mean it with all of my heart
now and always faithful to you
now i know you may have made mistakes
but there's forgiveness and a second chance
so wait for me
People are living beings
why we are here, we know not the meaning
People can have eyes of blue
some of these will prove untrue
People can have hair of brown
some of these heads may once hold a crown
Some people's skin may be tan
while other's may need a fan

I've lived here on this earth
ever since my birth
And this is what I've learned
We just need to follow the same idea
and not let it get to the media
Longing
Flying through a sea of black
you come across a sunlit patch.
Emersed in a happy world
sunsplashed blue, orange, purple;
all seems warm and living.

Hear the human voices chatter
listen to their laughter
you're back home again.
But it's almost all gone in a crack of a whip
almost like it was never there.
Now only scattered stars
can soothe your longing.
"why do you run why do you hide don't you know I just want to be with you...I'm waiting for you"
Kutless "run"
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