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Hey all. I had an awesome weekend...Prom was this weekend...it was ok, but I liked all the preperation for it better...ya know the getting hair, make-up, nails. Then comes the big moment...when I got to see Jeremy in a tux...boy did he look good proms was alright....i could have been better though. The room was to small for the number of people that were there, they ordered a band, which would have been cool, if they hadn't of tried to sing other people's songs...that wasn't cool. But it's all good. Jeremy and I danced to all two of the slow dances, but the dance floor was to small, so we really weren't on the dance floor. Anyways, the next day we went to Cedar Point with Jeremy's friend Aaron. That was fun for the most part, but since I have a really bad cold, that wasn't really cool, and put a bit of a damper on the afternoon part of the day. At Cedar Point I rode the millenium force. It's a good coaster, if you can stay concious for the whole thing. Yep, I blacked out on it, on the first hill. I rode the power tower going up...that was really cool, it was a rush. Anyways, the last two hours we were there I went out to the car, and slept, cause I was so sick...anyways, it was a great day other than the fact that I was sick....well, I am feeling icky, so I gotta go now...bye!!!

Hey all, I am posting this funny e-mail I got. Thanks for sending it to me Sarah!!!
An Ohioan dies and is sent to hell. He was a horrible man throughout life and the devil really wanted to punish him, so he puts him to work breaking up rocks with a sledgehammer. To make it worse he cranks up the temperature and the humidity.
After a couple of days the Devil checks in on his victim to see if he is suffering adequately. The Devil is aghast as he looks at the Ohioan happily swinging his hammer and whistling a happy tune.
The Devil walks up to him and says, "I don't understand this. I've turned the heat way up, it's humid, you're crushing rocks, why are you so happy?" The Ohioan, smiling, looks at the Devil replying, "This is great, it reminds me of August in Ohio. Hot, humid, a good piece of work to do: it reminds me of home. This is fantastic!"
The Devil, perplexed, walks away to ponder this. He decides to change things a bit - drops the temperature, send down driving rain and torrential wind. Soon, hell is all wet & muddy. The Ohioan is happily slogging through the mud, pushing a wheelbarrow full of crushed rocks.
Again, the Devil asks how he can be happy in such conditions. The Ohioan replies, "This is great. Just like April in Ohio. Reminds me of working out in the fields with spring plantin'!"
The Devil is now completely baffled. In desperation, he tries one last ditch effort. He makes the temperature plummet. Hell is blanketed in snow and ice. Confident that this will have to do it, the Devil checks in on the Ohioan. He is aghast as he sees the Ohioan dancing, singing, and twirling his sledgehammer as he cavorts in glee.
"How can you be so happy. It's like you're celebrating. Don't you know it's 40 below zero!?" screams the Devil.
"Hell's frozen over!" replies the Ohioan, "The Buckeyes beat Michigan!"

It's been a long time since I upated this site, so this update will probably be quite LONG. Anyways, I know you said that you would be seeing some changes soon, and that hasn't happened yet, Jeremy and I can't seem to find the time to work on it, and since I am basically comp illiterate, and he is a comp programer, well he knows what he is doing, and I don't, so he can help me.
Well, lets see, I droke my ankle on the 8th of Febuary, that wasn't cool, and we won't go into how I did it, cause it's sort of (very) embarrassing. Anways, I did that two days before the Winter Homecoming dance, so I went to the homecoming dance with an aircast on my ankle, and I didn't use my crutches like I was supposed to....oh I looked sooo cool, actually it wasn't to terrible, cause Jeremy supported a lot of my weight, so I wouldn't have to put much on it. Jeremy and my two month anniversery was on the 13, and he gave me a dozen pinkish-white roses, half for our 2 month, half for valentines day. On Valentines day I had youth group, and Jeremy met me there aftewards. I didn't know it when I came out to see him, but he had placed a big teddy bear in my car for me. It's so cute. It's white with floppy legs, the paws a heart shaped, and it's holding a heart shaped pillow that says "Love" on it. It is the cutes bear I have ever gotten for Valentines day, and it's been the only present I got for Valentines day. Infact, this was the best Valentines day of my entire life. I also got accepted to Taylor University. I am going to go there for college, for awhile anyways. Operation Barnabas is coming closer everyday we speak, so I am getting really excited. The other night Jeremy taught me how to make homemade lemonade, and it is so good, I don't really like lemonade, but this stuff is yummy. Anyways, I gotta go now, cause I have a million and one things to do tonight. So bye!!!

Hey everyone...long time no see!!! Anyways, I haven't udated this site in quite awhile, besides changing the color of the font, and the background. I would have updated sometime earlier this week, but I had the flu, and wasn't feeling up to updating my site. Anyways, now that I am better I am gonna update it. Over the next few weeks this site is gonna go under some major construction (hopefully) the benifits of having a boyfriend who is a computer genious!! I have been out of school all week, and have quite a lot of make-up homework to do. But since Jeremy is at work all night, it gives me something to do!!! yeah!!! or not. Anyways, don't be shocked when this place compleatly changes!!! Alright...ok....bye!!!

Well, it's been forever and a day since I updated this site, but I have had no time for anything....quite frankly, I have been running around like a chicken with it's head cut off. Anyways, Jeremy and I celebrated our 1 month anniversery...and he was so cute....he sent me roses to school....three purple ones, and a white one. I was theroughly supprised, because none of my other boyfriends were ever that sweet. That night we went to the movies and saw Save the last dance...such a good movie...everyone should go and see it!! I also got a job yesterday, and I start today! It's at KnowPlace....it's like a teachers helper. So I'll be making money again, which will be nice. But it will take time away from Jeremy which is sad :-( But I'll live, because then when we get married then we'll have some money saved up, which will be nice. We're thinking that we are gonna use that money to go on a trip next summer, since we are probably only going to go up to my cabin for our honeymoon. Anyways, I am excited to start, which is tonight. I am also very upset with my ex-boyfriend Aaron, because he accused me of writing in his guestbook that I know he cheated on my, which is not true...I never wrote that, infact, I haven't hardly even been to him page in like a month...I am never on the computer long enough....and why would I even care if he did....that whole relationship is in the past, over, and done with. I have moved on, and quite frankly would like to forget that relationship ever existed. it wasted 7 and 1/2 months of my life, and the only thing it was good for was helping me ignore Jeremy's first letter. I believe that if I hadn't of been dealing with him at the time of the letter I would have responded, and Jeremy and I wouldn't be what we are today, and we wouldn't have a fun story to tell everyone about how we met. But anyways...oh well, the whole thing is just a bunch of BS....it's some stupid person trying to cause problems in my life, but it's not gonna work, because I have already told Aaron that I did NOT write the entry. But anwyas....that's all I have to say for now...talk to ya all later....BYE!!!!

Wow, it's been forever since I have updated my site...sorry bout that....I have been so busy. Anyways, life is just wonderful right now....Jeremy and I are very happy together. On Dec. 30, he took me home to West Virginia to meet his family. That was a lot of fun, then he spent New Years Eve at my house with me, and my family. Infact, he spends every night at my house with me and my family. But that's besides the point. I am applying for a job, that is very badly needed...I have applied to Holcome's Know Place...I love it, cause I confuse everyone when I tell them where I am applying for a job. It's great fun. I had to quite training today, because I can't work, do teen advisors, youth group, school, training, and have time for myself and Jeremy, so I gave up training. It's sort of a relief, but at the same time sort of sad. Anyways, that's all that I really have to talk about, so I'll update this site again sometime before the end of the century...lol....it probably won't be updated for awhile, because I am so busy all of the time...anyways, that's all for now...bye!!!

Jeremy left today for West Virginia :-( I miss him already. Christmas break is going good...it has been nice and relaxing...I needed a break from school, I was starting to go crazy....I was really starting to get stressed out....anyways...since you are going to read this later Jeremy...I MISS YOU :-( CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO GET HOME!!!
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Today has been the happiest day of my entire life...I GOT ACCEPTED TO OPERATION BARNABAS!!!! WWWOOOOOOO....I have been waiting to hear from them since the first of December. And I finally did....I was so excited....and my favorite person in the world was there when I found out....yep....my boyfriend Jeremy was there to celebrate with me. Now I am going to get ready to send out letters, and stuff asking for donations. And I need to get a job, so I can save some of the money.
Last night Aaron called me, and quite frankly I almost fell over dead from a heart attack. He appologized for being such a jerk. And explained why he did that...and it really ment a lot to me, that he actually thought to call and appologize. Anyways....I want to say thank you Aaron for appologizing. That ment a lot to me, expecially since it was the Christmas season and all, and I was stressed out about that, even though I had moved on, and had a new boyfriend. Jeremy has actually been great about that....He is the best boyfriend I have ever had...and I am being dead serious......I never in my life imagined having a guy like him....I mean, it's just great...anyways....I compleatly switched subjects here, and I am out of stuff to say, so I'll update more later, when I have some more to say....BYE!!!

This week has been the greatest week in like forever. Monday I did nothing. Tuesday Jeremy came over, and we hung out, Wednesday Jeremy came over, and that night we started dating (yes, I Elissa have a boyfriend) and he is the greatest guy in the world...everything I could ask for in a boyfriend, plus so much more. Well that night there was a huge ice storm here. And I had to go to school the next day! The roades were solid sheets of ice...well not all of them, but most of them were, the only ones that weren't were 315 and 23. The rest were really bad. Jeremy drove me to school that day, so I was in a really good mood, having gotten to see Jeremy in the morning. And today it's friday, and we are going to see the lights. That is gonna be so much fun I think. Anyways, that's all thats really going on.

Well, a lot has been happening lately. I have been going to school, training, ballet, youth group, and talking to my friends. Last night I had a hot date!! It went to see Bounce with Jeremy, it was a lot of fun, but my head hurt, so that wasn't all that cool. After the movie Jeremy and I came back to my house, and watched a Christmas Carol, and talked, and he gave me a back massage. That felt soooooo good. I don't think I have ever actually had a good back massage, so that was a treat! I have decided that He is the most awesomest guy around. He tops all the boyfriends I have ever had. He pays for everything, opens doors, gives me his coat when I am cold, gives me back massages, and the other day he gave me roses, just because he knew I liked them. They weren't purple, but that was ok, cause they were pink, which is my second fav!! Anyways, that's all that really had been going on.

Well, it's been awhile since I hav updated, but not a lot has been happening...I have been going to school, training, ballet, and youth group. I have also been talking to Jeremy a lot. He's cool....I feel like I can be so open with him. And I think he feels the same about me. Anyways, I am still coughing a lot, so that's not cool. Anyways...I gotta go now...bye!!!

BUSH WINS!!! SORE LOSERMAN DOESN'T!!!HAHAH!!!

Well, the stress of having Aaron and Shizuka harrassing me is over!!! Praise the Lord for that! I changed my sn, so they can't get ahold of me...yeah!!!! The e-mail link above does still work, so if you wanna e-mail me, then feel free too. I am just so relieved that I will not have to deal with those two anymore....they were causing more stress in my life, than I could deal with at the moment. So no more meaness...the nice Elissa is back to stay!!!

Lisndey maybe you're right, maybe Aaron didn't like me before hand. But then that shows that Aaron is a wussy....he's no man, he's a scared little boy. And he obviously isn't mature at all.

Well, I haven't updated in awhile, because I have been pretty sick. Actually, I have been sick since last friday, so over a week now. Anyways, ontop of being sick, I have both Aaron and his g/f like harrassing me, so that's not cool at all, cause I really don't have the energy to deal with that, but I have too, and it's about to drive me over the edge here. I am gonna loose it soon, if people just don't stop acting like I am some big jerk, when it's really other people asking for it. I wrote Aaron that e-mail, so I wouldn't have to deal with this anymore, and now I am having to deal with it even more. Why his g/f imed me, I don't know. How she got my sn, I don't know....but I can guess. Why she started to make trouble, I don't know, but I don't like it. And why Aaron put it on his web page, now that just pisses me off big time, cause this has nothing to do with him. Expecially since he didn't put up what his g/f said to me before I said her head looked like a bowling ball (which is true) So, if anyone who knows anything about this situation, and has read Aarons site, and saw what I said...here's the rest...Shizuka called me an F-ing B, before I even said anything about her head. So now everyone knows.

My life is going crazy right now. I talked to Aaron for the first time since I wrote the e-mail. Basically it was because his girlfriend imed me, and was just basically being a jerk. She was telling me that I was stupid, because I couldn't see that Aaron no longer wanted to be my friend anymore, and all this other stuff that wasn't true. I mean she was just being really mean, so I got mean back, and said her head looked like a bowling ball. But other than that I didn't say anything really mean. Didn't go out of my way to be nice, but wasn't mean. Then I talked to Aaron, and explained why I wrote the e-mail, and explained that he had really hurt me. Then I asked him if what Shizuka (his girlfriend) said was true, that he didn't like me before the e-mail, and he told me it wasn't. So I know she had no clue what she was talking about. She might wanna try to get her facts right before she goes saying things. But anyways, I told Aaron that I didn't want it to end with us hating eachother, and that I didn't hate him, and he came back it ok...I gotta go. So I think he basically hates me, and I never wanted it to end that way, but I think it has. Oh well. I am just really upset about the whole thing, because I tried to make things somewhat right between me and Aaron, but I don't think it worked. Oh well, can't win them all...I just want Aaron to know that I don't hate you, and I am sorry.

I found these graphics on a web page that Sarah gave to me, and thought I would put them up here, showing people all sides of me...some of these sides most people have never seen before, because I don't show them, but others of these sides, everyone has seem. I just thought it would be fun to show everyone the other sides of me!

Oh my gosh....why are guys so freakin immature? I regret the day I met Aaron, and dating him was probably the biggest mistake of my life.....I mean, yeah I enjoyed it while it lasted, infact I loved dating Aaron, but now he's totally harrassing me . He blew me off three times in a row, and that was the last straw for me....he had been treating me like crap for weeks, and finally I was like no more...I want nothing to do with you anymore. I wrote him a letter telling him that I never wanted to see him, or for him to speak to me again. And I thought it was over, but it's not....

take a wild stab in the dark - 11/18/00 04:10:23
Comments: Well well I see that life w/o Aaron has gotten much better for you.. So with that all said and done Im not all to worried about the hooded sweatshirt you have, and by the way just for the record if your going to tell people that I ditched you on wednesday then your very stupid for not hearing my side but oh well.............. enjoy the rest of your life I sure will.

That's from him, and was in my guest book when I read it yesterday. Oh yeah....by the way Aaron if you ever read this...I did hear where you were....you had "other plans with your friends" That's what his mother told me when I finally got ahold of him to see if he was still coming....he didn't even call me himself to tell me he was blowing me off. So I e-mailed him, telling him if he felt the need to explain himself he was more than welcome to, but it wouldn't make a differance because he was so mean, that I no longer had a desire to be his friend. And this morning I got an e-mail back from him, this is what it said.

So you just talked to me (so you just did what you said you weren't going to do) I would explain myself but since im such a "mean" person I wont.

Oh my gosh....how immature can we get? he said I should listen to his side of it, after I heard from his mom he had other plans with friends and wasn't going to youth group, after promising that he would. So I told him he could explain himself, but it wouldn't make me want to be friends with him anymore, because he had hurt me way to much. so he comes back with that....please, act a little more like a 3 year old....I would say Kameron is more mature than you are Aaron...that's pretty sad. So all I have to say is...
STOP ACTING LIKE SUCH A JERK, AND GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE, CAUSE I SURE AS HECK AM GETTING ON WITH MINE, AND YOUR HARRASSING ME IS GETTING REALLY OLD, SO STOP! AND GROW-UP!! AND MAYBE WHEN YOU FINALLY DO, YOU'LL REALIZE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE WAS COMPLEATLY JERKY, AND MEAN, AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN DESERVE ME AS A FRIEND.

Life has been awsome lately. I got my grade card yesterday, and it was the best one I have ever gotten. 3 A's 3 B's, and a C+. My goal for next semester is all A's and B's, no C's, but who knows what will happen. I became an athaletic trainer today! I am excited about that. Hopefully I'll letter in training...hahaha....that sounds funny. But you can, so I am hoping to letter. I am going to lead a teen advisor meeting al by myself for the first time. There were supposed to be more people there, but they were no shows, so it's me and Miss Marvel. So I am looking forward to that. Anyways, that's all that's going on right now...talk to ya later...BYE!!!

Well, I did something the other day that I thought I would never do, I told Aaron I never wanted to see him again. Simple as that. Basically it was because he was being terrible to me. He was telling me we would do stuff, on a certian day, then stand me up, for his other friends, two of the times he told me, but it still upset me greatly, because I hadn't seen him in forever, then the third time, being this past wednesday he didn't even tell me he made other plans, and I found out from him mom. So that was what did it, I wrote him, telling him I never wanted to see him ever again, and I didn't ever want him talking to me either. He wasn't a friend, at all. And then he wrote on his web page that he hoped I was happy with my decission. Really, I was just saving myself from more pain that was inevidable that he would cause. Anyways, I feel good about the decission that I have made. Because I know that I am escaping an unhealthy relationship, and saving myself a lot of pain. So I have no regrets about doing it. I do not hate him or anything, I am sad that he hurt me so much though.

Well, this week has been sort of interesting. I found out that I was accepted to both Pensacola Christian College, which I don't want to go to, and that I was accepted to Mount Vernon Nazarine College. I would like Mount Vernon, but it's not my first choice. I just got an e-mail from Palm Beach Atlantic College, and I believe that I was accepted there. But I wasn't quite sure, cause the e-mail was a bit obscure, so I wrote back asking if I had been accepted, and if I got accepted there, I will pee myself I'll be so excited. Anyways, that's all that's been going on, so I gotta go get ahold of someone, so I'll talk to ya later

Well, it's friday night, and I am sitting at home watching a movie, and feeling a bit depressed. I have come to the conclussion that people have never really gotten to know me. I don't think that anyone besides my family really knows me, and it really bothers me that they expect to always be this happy person, when I am just like anyone else, and I have problems too. Just like anyone else. I am not exempted from problems, but no one cares. They just blow me off.

I am pretty sick of all my friends acting like I really don't have any feelings. They just think that they can use me. And I am sick of it. I can't wait to go away to college, and make friends. Hopefully they won't use me. (I just want all of you to know that this isn't all of my friends, just some of them)

Coming Soon Area 51 Fall Retreat!

This weekend was so fun. My youth group (you should come back Aaron!) Went to Camp Catoobic for our fall retreat. I had to go a day late, because of ACT (uggg...my brain was fried) But that's all right, I still had a great time. It was so stinkin'cold though. I had on jeans, a long sleaved shirt, a hooded sweatshirt, and a fleese, and I was still cold! It was so cold there, that we had the bonfire inside...yes, I did just say we had the bonfire inside. Now you are probably asking how on earth we had a bonfire inside...well, in the fireplace of course!! It wasn't much of a bonfire though, but we did get to rost marshmellows in it, but since I don't like marshmellows, I didn't rost one. And we turned the clockes back at 8 pm, instead of midnight, so we could have extra time. We played Gastopo, but I didn't, cause the cold was bothering my knee a little. Anyways, when I get my pictures back from the retreat, I'll post them up here, and you can see all of my friends, and the wonderful camp food, and me, in my pj's, cause I didn't feel like getting dressed today!!! Anyways, that's all...bye

Poem to someone I love

I love thee still
with all my heart,
why I said I didn't,
I shall never know.
I believe I hurt you badly,
which I never intended to do,
because I love thee still
with all my heart.

Ok, my doctor gave me some medicine for my migrane that I have had since monday, and he told me that one of the side affects would be that I might get wired. Boy oh boy am I wired. I feel like I could run miles right now, but I doubt I really could, cause I am really out of shape, speaking of out of shape, I am so compleatly out of shape. Last week at youth group we played booty sherades, and my thighs hurt for days afterwards...anyways, since this is making no sence I will go now...bye!!!

Well, the past three days have been a little painful. Monday night I developed a migrane headache, and was in savere pain since then. Well, it caused to me miss school for 1/2 a day yesterday, and all day today, but I got a big old shot to help it go away, and I am feeling much better now.

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Well little lady let me tell you abotu guys for a sec. they are good people and if you decide to talk about them in such a way that you are then maybe you dont deserve to date this guy. Thats just alittle FYI......

Ok, who does this guy think he is?? I have never bad mouthed any guys on my web page, so I don't know who's page he was reading, but it wasn't mine. What the heck?? I did say something about PEOPLE but nothing about guys, infact, the thing that I was talking about had nothing to do with a guy. So whoever you are, please don't presume to know what I was talking about, or what I was talking about. Anyways, that's all I really think on the subject.

Well, tonight I went to Joshua House, that was a lot of fun, and the inside of the new part of the building is very nice. It is so big though, very overwhelming. The speaker was very good, but the room echoed a little, so I found it sort of hard to understand, plus I am used to the very quiet setting in church, and this guy behind me was muttering, and that also distracted me. But that's all right, cause I got some of it. Hopefully the most important parts. A guy from my school was there Nate, so it was nice to see a familiar face, besides my cousins. And really that's all that went on.

Well, everything in my life, is compleatly back to normal, which is a good thing, cause I don't like it when my life gets all out of wack. I was feeling a little out of the loop for awhile, but all is well again. But tonight I cussed someone out for the first time in my life, this guy said some things really mean, about my best friend, her boyfriend, and me. And it got out of control, so I cussed him out, then he cussed me out really bad, so when I told my best friend about this, she said she was gonna kill him too, and then some of her friends found out, and they all wanna kill this guy too, so this guy has got nothing going for him right now, he's got a lot of people really mad at him right now, so he's in trouble. Anyways, I saw the Matrix last night, and it was so good, except I didn't understand it. But I am gonna see it again, I asked Aaron if he wanted to watch it with me, and he said that he would like to, so we are gonna watch it together. Anyways, that's all, so I am gonna go...BYE!!

I have really come to realize how mean, and insensative some people are, they don't care about other people's feelings, yet they call them their friends, now would a real friend, keep things, from their friends, and then let them find out about that thing from something other than them. I think that's really terrible. I think that the only that can come of someone treating their friend like that, is one less friend. People who treat other people with no decency or respect, don't deserve to have friends, expecially friends who really care about them.

I went and saw remember the titans Saturday night, and it was sooooo awsome. I don't even like football, and I was screaming and yelling right along with the rest of the audience. It was so good, I really felt like I new the characters when I walked out....ok....that was so cliche. Well, that's all for now...I'll right more later.

Well, I switched schools, I am now a senior at Olentangy High School....and I love it....I have met so many nice people...it was shocking, when people I didn't know...which was everyone...just came up to me, and introduced themselves to me, and excepted me for who I was without judging me....it was wonderful...it's the best feeling in the world, to walk down the halls, and not get durty looks from people, for saying hello....I would not change my disicion to change school, for the life of me.

Today I went to visit Olentangy High School. Little did we know that they didn't have school today. But it was sort of all right, cause there were still people there working. I got a course guide, and looked at what's required, compaired to what I have already taken. And from what I figure, I only have to take four classes there. So if tomorrow when I go to talk with the guidence councler there, and he lookes at my transcript, if he says there is enough credits to graduate there without having to go to summer school, or be in a junior standing, if I can graduate in June, on scedule, then I am allowed to tranfer to that school. I just hope, and pray that I have enough credit's. So that's what's going on in my life right now...

Last night was so much fun. Melissa my friend who goes to Kilbourne high school and I went out to dinner, then we went and saw scary movie, I can't believe I actually sat through that movie, it was so stupid. Then Melissa and I went over to her boyfriend Aaron's house, and Aaron and Melissa's friend Evan came over there also. Then we all went back to Evan's appartment. We went out to eat at Applebee's, but since Melissa and I had already eaten we didn't eat...just the boys did. Then we went back to Evan's appartment, and hung out there for awhile. I had never met Aaron, or Evan before, but I found them both to be very nice, and very easy to talk to...the only real problem, was I am to shy...it's just crazy, considering, I can be so outgoing sometimes, maybe it was because I didn't know either one of them, and I only knew Melissa...infact, that was probably it...anyways...that's all now...I am gonna go...bye!!!

Ok, so I haven't updated in forever...I have been so insanly busy!! The last week of summer I became a certified scuba diver...that was so exciting...it was sort of freaky though, cause we would be under water for like an hour and a half, without once serficing....that just seemed crazy. Then I had to pack up, and help my mom get the house in order, so we could come back home. I got home, and the first few days back, were not good, and were rather hard. But as you can see I servived. Then school started...oh my...talk about hectic!! Our guidence counsiler couldn't be found the first day of school, so I sat around doing nothing the whole morning, cause I had no classes, then when he was finally found, we had our meeting, then I was back to doing nothing until 4th period. After lunch was government/Econ. Talk about killer....Mr. Crace slapped us with two pages of notes on the first day....lets just say no one walked out of that class to happy at all!!! But now that the first two weeks are over, and things have settled down I'll be able to update my site more...so anyways.

Today Aaron Todd and I went down the the St. Micheal's fest...oh my, that was so boring, but once we left, I actually had fun, we sat at our cars for like 2 1/2 - 3 hours. Just talking, it was so funny, at least I thought it was. Then I came home, and my mom thought I was like drunk or on drugs, cause I was actually in a good mood, (I haven't been in one for a few days now)and everything was funny, so I was laughing so hard that I had tears rolling down my face. Like on the local channel...there were a bunch of fat old women, dressed up in flag colored dressed who were tap dancing, and being compleatly tired, in a good mood from the night, it seemed hystarically funny....now that I think about it though, it doesn't seem as funny....oh well though....it's late, and I have to go to bed, so I'll update later...BYE!!!

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BNYC 2000!!!

Missing Peoples report

OK, I met all of these really cool people at BNYC, and I made a lot of new friendships there also. Well, BNYC has been over for about two and a half three weeks now :-( And I miss everyone so much. Right after I got back I came up here to Michigan, to spend the rest of the summer, and while I am having fun up here (getting scuba diving certified) I miss everyone back home, and all of my new friends that I made at BNYC. I know that I won't see my friends from Organ (Mel and Nicole) until at least next summer, if they go to BNYC again. But Levi and I are trying to figure out a time (that works with Sarah also) when we can get together, and spend the day hanging out together, since he only lives an hour and a half away. So that's not bad, at least I can visit him if I want too. Anyways, I just wanted to tell Leah, (my new buddy for the school year, RIGHT!!!) Shelle, Sarah, Jessie, Levi, Mel, Nicole, Tiffany, and everyone else, that I miss you guys, and I love ya'll (yes I did just say ya'll!!!)

An Axe Murdinging Incedent

At BNYC there was this off campus option called Daily Community Outreach and training. The first day we went to a presbaterian (I believe) nursing home. When we got there our group split into two groups. One group went and visited with people who were confined to their beds, while the rest of us sang to the people who wanted to come and listen. We were singing our BNYC songs, and they were really enjoying it, and some were even trying to sing along wich was cool. Then after we sang all of the songs that we knew we asked the audience if they wanted us to sing any songs, knowing full well they would most likely be hymns. They asked us to sing Amazing Grace, which was cool, since we knew that song. The last song requested was the hymn Old Rugged Cross. We said that we would sing it, because two or three of the people said they knew the song. The rest of us were like we'll just fallow their leed, anyways, it turned out they knew the song, but not the words, so we ended up mumbling all sorts of stuff and ocasinally someone would say old rugged cross until we were so stupid sounding that we all started to crack up....needless to say the Old Rugged Cross was axe murdered....later the words were found!!!

The Mother Who Matters

By Kristy White

I have eyes that are said to be "cow brown," amd my long blond hair is my best feature. My nose is a little too big; my face is oval shaped. I am not overweight, but I'm not skinny either. The only way to describe my height is "vertically challeged".
I'm relatively happy with my appearance, but where did I get it? Do I share the same features as some unknown stranger? Oftentimes, while walkin down the street, I try to pick out that stanger, imagining that one of the women I pass could possiblu be my biological mother.
I never me my birth monther. I was adopted the moment i was born, and I was taken into a wonderful family. For a long time I wondered what life would be like with my birth monther. Would I still be the same? Where would I live? WouldI be happier? Who would my friend be?
I was never dissatisfied with my life; I just never stopped wondering what it would be like to have been raised bu my biological mother. And then one day, i was baby-sitting with a friend, and I came across a poe, on the nursery wall. it compared adoption to a seed that was planted bu one person and then taken care of by another. The second person had watered the seed and made it grow to be tall and beautiful. I would that it compated perfectly to my situation.
I realized that my mom had made me who I am today, no matter what either of us looks like. And I started to notice that we had the same silly personality, the same outlook on life, and the same way of treating people, along with some other things. She curled my hair for my first dance. She was there for my first heartbreak. She held my hand every time I got a shot at the doctors. She'd been smiling in the crowd for my first school play. She'd been there for everything that ever mattered, and what could compare to that? She's my mom.
Sometimes when we're out somehwere, people comment on how mch we look alike, and we turn to each other and laugh, forgetting until that moment that it wasn't she who carried me in her womb for nine months.
Though I may not know why I look the way I do, I know why I am who I am. The mom I have now is the best one I ever could have hoped for, not only because she holds a tremendous amount of unconditional love, but because she has shaped who I am today, my qualities and characteristics. She is the one who made me beautiful.

I found this story in Chicken Soup for the Teenage SOuld part III, and I read it and was like wow, someone else knows how I feel...I hae often wondered what I would be like if I had been raised by my biological mom, but then I always realize that I wouldn't be me...and as much as I don't like me sometimes, I wouldn't want to be anyone else.

Hey everyone I am glad that you came to my site...Enjoy!!! I am just starting out on this page really, so you're gonna have to be patient with me, because it's gonna take a while for it to really get looking good..ok??? Cool...Anyways....

Why is it that everyone thinks that Leonardo DiCaprio is so hot...he is a littke skinny wenny bod....who is gay!!! I am glad that he died at the end of Titanic...it makes the movie all that much better!!! He is a terrible actor... DOWN WITH LEONARDO DICAPRIO!!!!

I went and saw the movie Shanghi Noon today for the second time...and I tell ya that movie was just as funny the second time around as it was the first, and of course for some reason my mom and I were the only ones really laughing in the theater again...everyone else was like poopoo heads, and wouldn't laugh, even though the movie was so funny. Anyways...that's all that is going on today....so bye!!!

Today I went to work....and I sware I am gonna hurt someone there sometime soon. I am hostess, and therefore "Dinning Room manager" accourding to my boss...it's my job to keep the dinning room clean, to seat the tables, to bus the tables, and to tell the waitresses they have tables...Basically I am doing everyone elses job....and that SUCKS!!! They are getting paid to sit around on their butts, until I go and get them, while I do all the work....anyways....I think that is soooo stupid that they get paid, and get tips, and do nothing in between tables, and I do everything, and only get paid....no tips...that's not cool....we even have a busser, and I still bus the tables...what's up with that???

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