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| I love writting poetry and I hope you enjoy what you read here.My poems are from my lifes experiences and my personal feelings and emotions. I would enjoy your feedback on them if you would. I also enjoy talking about my family and eventually I am sure you will hear from them on this site as well. They are wonderful and believe me the stories they can tell are pretty darn good. |
| My Children |
| Rachel age 14 Jacob age 11 Taylor age 8 Landin age 7 |
| Mom and Dad |
| LISA'S ADDICTION |
| when I was a little girl my step father taught me about the evils and the goods of course it took lifes challenges to get me to see what was really right and wrong |
| SOME SAY IT'S AN ADDICTION. I SEE IT AS MY FRIEND THEY SAY THAT I AM POWERLESS, BUT THAT IT'S NOT THE END IT TAKES MY MIND, BODY,SOUL AND EVERY SINGLE THOUGHT I TAKE IT EVERY CHANCE I GET IN IT'S POWER I'M CAUGHT I GET SO ANGRY WHEN IT'S GONE AND I THINK OF WAYS FOR MORE IT'S GOT ME BY MY OWN HAND THEN TURNED AND CLOSED THE DOOR GIVE ME MORE IS WHAT I SAY IT IS MY ONLY DEMISE IT DOES TO ME WHAT IT WANTS THERE IS NO COMPROMISE IV'E GIVEN; UP ALL I HAVE INCLUDING THOSE THAT CARE LOOK INTO IT'S AMBER GLOW ALL I CAN DO IS STARE AFTER ALL IS SAID AND DONE AND IT'S THE ONLY LIFE I KNOW THERE'S ONLY ONE THING TO DO ONLY ONE PLACE TO GO I WANT TO GET A GRIP ON LIFE I WANT TO REARRANGE DO I WANT TO STOP RIGHT NOW HOW DO I MAKE THE CHANGE? AS FOR NOW MY LIFE IS THAT MY FRIEND IT TENDS TO BE I KNOW I CAN HOLD IT TIGHT IT WILL NEVER FLEE I LOVE TO FEEL THE COOL HARD PIPE, TURNING BURNING HOT TAKE FROM ME ALL YOU WANT IT MATTERS TO ME NOT IT GOT MY ONLY PRECIOUS JEWELS THE FOUR I LOVE SO DEAR FOR IT IS MY ONE TRUE FRIEND THE ONE I HOLD SO NEAR THEY SAY IT'S AN ADDICTION, I SAY IT'S MY GOOD FRIEND FOR YOU IT NEVER STOPS FOR ME IT IS THE END |
| I never had a problem admitting that I was a drug addict so I guess I had that first step beat. Now on to the second, heck I can't even remember what that is now. What I do remember though is how I let my family down so much. When I wrote this poem I was high which was my usual self at the time. I am proud to say that I now have very well over a year clean as a matter of fact I'm close to two. I will write more so stay tuned |
| Hi my name is Lisa, I am a 35 years old mother of four beautiful children. I have had many trials and tribualtions that you will all eventually know about. I don't believe in skeletons in my closet. Always be up front with people and be truthful then nothing can come back and haunt you. So I am hoping that this is the place you can come to to just let go. |
| I sure hope that one day I can make a difference in people's lives. You know I hear people say " if I can get just one person to stop doing drugs, then I would be doing good". Well I don't want to stop at one person. I want to change the world. I know that is not reality to you but it is to me.. Sure maybe not in my life time but one day it will come to pass that the world will be a better place. I have a saying " I would give you the world if I could". Well I guess in my own little way I am. Maybe all these little poems aren't very good but they are me and about the things I have not only suffered but I put myself through. I don't blame nobody for my mishaps. I claim them they belong to me. |
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| To read my story click on Lisa's Addiction |
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| Grandma, Rachel, Mom and me 4 Generations |
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| still looking for dad |
