time: 9:42
listening to: "play that funky music white boy" george clinton
so ya......i found something better to do friday than update but ill get to that....i swear......
wednesday: so erin patricia and i drank to temptation island....and ya.....i was drunk by the time it was over.....as were the others.....at least erin was....so anywho then it was time to get ready to go to the trash cuz wednesday is retro nite...the only nite i go out *cough cough*.....
so us girlz got all purdied up and we all piled in matts car and headed to the trash @ about i dunno 11 er 11:15......so the trash was fun.....i was drunk and more into dancing than usual....so ya...while dancing i happened to notice a boy with blue hair....he was cute and dancing relatively close to erin patrica and myself......the details r a little blurry but somehow i ended up dancing with him......and then i end up with his tongue in my mouth....and ya...at that point i didnt even know his name...but it didnt really matter....i found it out eventually....
his name was niles.....he bought me a drink....we sat down and talked fer a little...hes a townie (resident of peterboro) but he goes to school at the university of windsor for economics er something...he was home fer reading break...ya so anyway the rest of the nite was spent dancing with him and making out on the dance floor....fun for me.....and then well he said something about him and his friend going back to his house er something (it was very loud plus i was drunk so i dont really remember) but somehow i ended up getting his #....great....chalk one up fer linz......the last time i got a # at the bar it was kirks.....nice....
anyway i thought he was leaving then but he wasnt so i pretty much got his number fer nothing cuz well he invited me back to his place.... :) .....so i went over and talked to erin and patricia....they were very proud of me and told me that they didnt mind if i didnt go home with them.....so i grabbed my shit and ended up going home with niles and his friend...
now this in itself was quite the xperience for me cuz i have never made out with some guy i met @ bar just once let alone gone to his house.....but i was drunk and he was cute and he liked to kiss me so i went along....so we got to his house (side note: it was soooooo nice....victorian and really well decorated....oooo) and i called mir to tell her that i wasnt coming home....anyway the 3 of us ended up watching "bedazzled"....so niles' friend....jay i think his name was...was on the love seat and me and niles were spooning on the couch.....that boy i tell u! he wouldnt stop kissing me.....not that i was complaining it was nice......
so anyway ya....blah.....i spent the nite there and no dont give me that look i didnt fuck him thank u....im not like that.....i wouldnt even let him in my pants....i mean i just got fuct over by kirk....all i needed was to make myself feel more used by some guy i didnt even know....but anyway....
the morning was kinda weird and awkward.....when i left i gave him my # but i had the distinct impression that he wasnt going to call.....not that i really cared i mean i didnt do anything i was ashamed of....i had fun.....i like fun :).......
thursday: so my thursday morning started really awkwardly and i had to walk to the bus stop at trail in my bar clothes.....it was a little chilly for fishnets and my little zebra skirt...but whatever....
i got home i dunno around 2 i think.....i dont know what i did.....nothing really....but that nite erin and i went to traill (downtown campus) to visit our friend sue.....so we got there some time b4 11.....and we all got drunk.....it was pretty cool....i really like both sue and erin.....theyre really nice and theyre not fonies like so many ppl i know.....
so then at i dont even know what time the 3 of us and sues friend christina went to the rooster cuz we had free passes.....man i was sooo drunk....i drank almost an entire mickey of silent sam without even realizing it....and at the bar i bought myself a beer.....a motherfucking beer....i dont drink beer......i fucking hate it....but i drank that beer and i liked it cuz it was booze....im a sad sad individual....
so the 4 of us girls danced and then erin said she was going to get another drink and she kinda disappeared....well actually she took the bus back to campus but we didnt really realize it at the time.....so i ended up sleeping at sues place thursday nite....and at the end of the nite i seem to remember something involving some british guy telling me he was going to marry me er something and taking off his shirt and rapping it around my left hand.....i know it happened....im just not xactly sure why....oh well....
so ya.....me christina and sue left the bar....and i fell on my ass...and it didnt hurt at the time but it still hurts now...when me and sue got back to her place we made easy mac.....mmmmmm.....sue was carrying hers back and she dropt it in the middle of the hall....oh my that was some funny shit......so we went back and she made more....in a plastic bowl this time....then we went back to her room and she set up this little bed thingy fer me and we chatted fer a bit and then went to bed....thursday was fun
anyway....sue and i got up and went to lunch....its weird cuz here at otonabee we have flex meal plan....our caf is open all day and we just swipe whatever it is we want to eat....traills different.....they have meals at certain times and then u pay specfied amount depending on whether its breakfast lunch or dinner and then its all u can eat.....unfortunately armark...the company in charge of the food...sux big donkey dick...i thought our caf food was bad....and it is....but man.....it was so much worse at trail....mmmm all u can eat crap.....
so i caught the bus home and didnt really have any plans fer friday nite.....but then i saw eman (a girl i played field hockey with) in the caf and i asked her what she was doing....she said she and some friends were going to the trash and she invited me along.....so i made plans with her.....
we ended up going to the trash at like 11:30......as soon as i walked in the bar who did i see but niles friend jay and he was with some other guy so i assumed it was niles even tho his hair was no longer blue.....so i told eman and her friends...and they were like "r u embarassed??" and im like "nah" cuz i mean really what do i have to be embarassed fer really....so anyway we went and danced and blah....and then i saw jeremy so i went to bother him fer a bit....i borrowed money off him and went to the bar with him to get a drink.....and niles friends were there....it was pretty funny cuz when the jay guy saw me he like did a little like girly freak out thing and told the other guy he was with and then he looked back at me so i waved and said hullo....lol....oh my....so on his way by i asked him if he had a smoke fer me and he told me to ask his friend....so i did....and hes like "so i hear u know my friend niles" and im like "uh ya....kinda" and i couldnt help but laff....i dunno it was funny......
so ya.....ummm....the rest of the nite was ok.....i met some guy named barry.....he told me he liked my shirt and my hair...cuz hes seen it up b4.....i told him i liked his it was spiderman..my favourite action hereo.....he told me that he knew the owner and was trying to get him to do a punk nite....that would be soo cool....so we chatted it up fer a bit and then i danced with him and his friend cuz eman was dancing with a guy and i was letting her get her groove thang on.....lol...so that was cool...
so ya at the end of the nite when we were waiting fer a cab to pick up some creepy old balding man hit on me.....eeeewwww....then we went back to emans friend jenns place...jeremy and i hung out there till like 4:30 er so and then we left cuz i was sooooo hungry and it was getting kinda boring....and that was friday
ok.......now its late and i dont feel like talking about saturday now....ill do it tomorrow....i swear......i really gotta catch this up.....argh.....not like anyone really cares anyway but @ least later ill be able to read about my fun university xperience.....wooo.....ttfn
time: 3:45am
listening to: "the alcoholic" chaos uk
today was rather uneventful....i got home from sues some time after 3 i think....then i tried to read some of the "radetzky march" but alas i was tired and it put me to sleep....i ate dinner updated this and spent most of the nite talking on icq and reading "mein kampf"...im going to take it out of the library tomorrow but at least i got it started....its not really that bad a read....better than the damn "radetzky march"....and oh ya i dyed my hair again....purple bangs and now the bottom part of my hawk is green....ya i forgot....i wondered where the nite went...oh well....i still have to clean the shit off my bed...bullox....
oh well i should sleep like a baby tonite once i get there seeing as how i kept waking up this morning...so now its off to bed to study greek and then sleep...hopefully i get up for greek...i really really need to ace that final...ok maybe this week i can do the go to ever class thing or at least every seminar.....ya every seminar...im gonna try...but i doubt it...once again i am a sad sad individual....but i dont like lying to myself so why do it?? but i will try...ok...im going...mmmmm.....bed