time: 1:27pm
listening to: "twitch" bif naked

sooooo kidz guess where i am.....thats rite st catherines....im staying @ dianas place and its pretty fun....i got here monday nite round midnite.....got a ride down with this dave kid that dianas buddys with and his gf beth...yesterday we went downtown and look around then we went to the bank and i saw chantles mum so i had a wee chat with her....then d and i went to the liquor store and much to my dismay they had NO STRONGBOW so instead i bought some strawberry wine and a bottle of scrumpys fer consumption later that nite.....then d and i took the bus to mystic jacks where she worx and we had some lunch....it was good...then we doggy bagged the leftovers and headed back here.....d had to work @ 4 so i napped til bout 7

28/01/06

time: 4:44pm
listening to: something thats playing on janines computer in the other room

oops...kinda left the entry hanging there yesterday....oh well...ill start where i left off i guess

so ya i had a nap....and then i sat around and watched tv til like 11ish....then dianas friend zach came over and the 2 of us started drinking....around midnite diana came home from work and we hung out on her front lawn (which consists of some grass infront of her house where if u sit down and stretch yer legs yer feet hit the sidewalk) and smoked and drank and basically just hung out......anyway @ some point in time diana and zach ordered pitas and then they went downtown with dave (zachs housemate) to get some money and i stayed @ the house cuz i was pretty much too fuct to move.....when they got back the 3 of us watched "dont tell mom the babysitters dead" on tv and zach past out on the couch...diana and i hit the hay when the movie was done...

i woke up yesterday @ 9am fer no particular reason....i just couldnt get back to sleep....anyway zach was gone so i watched some tv and chilled and shit....diana half slept half lounged til like 3 in the afternoon....when she got up i put up her hair (shes got a bihawk)and then me her and zach caught the bus and headed downtown....we went to out of the past and i bought a sweet pair of neon pink fishnet thigh highs...then we went to the bank cuz diana need some cash....we caught a bus to the penn centre (the mall here in st kitts) and we proceeded directly to the london arms a pub where much to my delite they serve strongbow....we put some david bowie tunes on the jukebox while the 3 had our beverages...it was pretty fun....then i had to find a dress...i felt and still feel bad fer zach...i am the worst person in the world to shop with....i have to try everything on and then i hate everything i try on...argh its horrible...so after about 10 stores and 10 dresses i finally found one...thanx to dianas help....but by that time zach had disappeared.....so we looked around and sat around and looked around some more but the kid was no where in site...

and no alas i have to go again....zachs asking me over to his place to hang...ill finish later i swear

time: 2:48pm
listening to: "first time" finger 11

so its later now.....shit i think this is the longest its ever taken me to finish and entry....anyway back to the tale

so anyway we lost zach in the mall....after about 20 mins of lookin fer him we were ready to give up...but then there he was.....then we went to binkini village cuz diana and i thought it would be cool to go swimmin @ brock...but after lookin around and seein that the suit were like $140 we hitaled it outta there....so seein as how malls in general just suck we went to get something to eat across the road...diana and zach were thinkin mc donalds...eeeww.....not to mention the fact that i cant eat the freakin french fries...anyway when we were crossin the little street thing in the parkin lot zach kinda walked infront of this car....but not really and the lady just freaked out and called him a fuckin asshole and she had like a 5 yr old kid in the car with her....oh it was just bloody priceless.....we laffed our asses off.....anyway after eatin and goin to the beer store we picked up some movies and went to the liquor store cuz god knows i needed more alcohol

30/06/01

time: 1:14pm
listening to: "knowledge" operation ivy

so ya.....i am one lazy bastard...startin on day 4 of the journal entry from hell....and since i am gettin the occassional msg on icq this will prolly take me hrs cuz god knows how focused i am.....ya.....so anyway where i left off....

so we took a cab back to dianas from the liquor store....diana and i sat down and watched "quills" a pretty fuct up movie bout the marquis de sade and zach went to brock to do something school related....he showed up like half way thru the movie and started drinkin and well i just had to break out the booze too...so anyway sometime b4 the movie was over dave (the guy who drove me to st kitts) and his gf beth came over....it was a big fun get together of sorts....with the drinkin and the pot and the sittin on the the tiny front lawn on the chairs from the kitchen....all and all the nite kicked some ass....now i was pretty drunk and around like 3 er something me and zach and diana were in her room and janine (her roommate) and her friend were all cuddlin on the couch...her friend is a lesbian and i think janine is bi...not that i have a problem with that...hell i go to trent fer godsakes...but janines kinda strange...she gives off bad vibes and theres some other shit and blah but anyway back to the story....so anyway i got up and they werent on the couch anymore and i figured the chic was gone and janine was in bed so i said in my loud drunken whisper "its ok to come out now the lesbians r gone" and well when i proceed to actually walk out of the door of dianas room what do i see but janine no the computer not 5 steps away from me...oh ya...im so fucken cool...anyway i managed not to go into a fit of hysterically lafter rite there on the floor and i went back into ds room shut the door and then told d and zach and we all proceeded to laff @ my stupidity...oh ya im the man...anyway sometime zach left and me and diana went to bed around 4 er 5 er somethin....next day was pretty uneventful....the 2 of us slept mosta the day and then diana went to work @ like 4...so i sat around on my ass fer a bit and started to rite this huge ass entry...then when zach came home from work he msged me and ask me if i wanted to come over and hang out @ his place down the street...so after i told janine what was goin on i headed over to zachs place....we hung out smoked some pot and me being the little harlot that i am eventually got us into holdin hands....all and all it was a fun nite...around midnite i decided to go back to dianas cuz well she kinda doesnt want me hangin out with zach....just the 2 of us i mean....she actually told me that she threatened to beat him up if he did anything with me....and ya...thats not cool cuz ya...hes definitely pretty...and to me he seems really nice and we get along and blah blah blah...and i dunno i been talking to him on icq fer a few months and we always have good chats and stuff....whatever...but dianas all afraid of me gettin hurt and shite cuz she doesnt think that zachs @ the relationship point and well ya thats obviously what i want but when ive been talkin to him online hes been sayin that he wants that kinda thing and ahhhh so many different things and i dont know what to think and he was holding my hand and god im such a girly girl freak......whew...

anyway back to the story....so i walked back to dianas place cuz zach was gonna go to bed and well i ended up walkin back to his place cuz janine had locked me out...oh yes...fun stuff...so zach and i watched alf until diana got home and called to see where i was...so then i went home to bed.....and now im almost all caught up

yesterday diana and i woke up around noonish...we were gonna go take "quills" back cuz it was due the day b4 but im a lazy bastard and i was @ zachs so i said "screw it ill pay the late charge" so anyway i was in the shower gettin ready and diana bangs on the door and is like "we gotta go now" and i start freakin out cuz i have no idea how long ive been in the shower and i didnt think it was that long but i guess while i was showering dianas boss called and told her that she had to come in an hr early....so we rushed around gettin ready so we didnt miss the bus.....we left....realized we fergot the movie went back got the movie got to the bus stop sat there....sat there sat there...realized that the movie was in the rong case said screw it to the bus decided to order take out and get some pop instead....went to the store got pop walked out of the store just in time to be rite beside the bloody bus stop when the bus pulled up....oh ya...were fuckin cool....anyway we got back to dianas ordered some pizza and waited fer it to show up....it finally did like 10 mins b4 diana had to leave fer work....we eat she left i came online updated a bit talked to woody and mir and pud and shit and then zach came home from work and told me i could use his iron so i went back over there....i ironed my dress then he made some french fries and then we smoked some pot and fer pretty much the rest of the nite we sat there holdin hands and watchin tv and smokin on occassion...diana called when she got home.....zach said she sounded pist...so i walked back here had some leftovers watched a bit of "sid and nancy" then diana and i went to bed...b4 we fell asleep i told her that i liked zach and she went into the whole thing about how hes a player and not ready to settle down with just one girl and she doesnt want one of her friends gettin involved with him cuz hes her bestfriend and she doesnt wanna lose a friend when things go bad and stuff....so once again im stuck...confused and i dont know what to do...argh...ya my life is SOOOOOO complicated i know (sarcasm => i know im a spoiled little brat and i dont have sweet dick all to worry about) argh so anyway i end this now cuz rite now im not doin anything and diana has woken up *yay* and i love her cuz she made me yummy fried rice....im out yall....ttfn

time: 4:07pm
listenig to: "tin" sinclaire

argh....so diana read my journal b4 work.....and she didnt say anything about the me and zach holdin hands shite....its weird how u can choose to ignore certain things....i mean i chose to ignore the fact that she didnt say anything about it too...man ppl r strange....just in general....they way we act why we do things....its all pretty fuct up....like why the hell do i rite this? and why do i feel the need to be so truthful...i mean i could come on here and fill these pages up with totally shit....shit that mite make my life seem xciting er fun er weird er xtraordinary in some way.....but i really dont think it is...my life is normal...my life is easy.....im the one who makes it so hard on myself...im the one who creates all the retarded little complexities....oh well....i spose thats just me....maybe i do it subconciously to save myself from perpetual boredum.....hell if i do i still dont do it very well im still bored all the time.....sheesh even my subconcious is lazy....good sign....alrite i think im gonna shower now.....its almost 4:30 time to get ready to face the day

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