time: 1:18am
listening to: 10 things i hate about u on tmn
argh.....last nite was fuct...i went over to zach and daves place aound 6 i think......then zach and i went on a little tour in daves car.....we went to the liquor store and
07/07/01
time: 3:37pm
listening to: "down and out" kmfdm
god what an amazin sentence.....ya well the boys came home from the bar and then joe ended up feedin me rye and coke so i said sux to the entry.....but now back to the show
so anyway zach and i went to the liquor store first cuz u know that alcohol has first priority....then we went to zehrs to get the makins fer some blts and picked....then we went to the canadian tire where zach worx cuz he need soil fer his peppers....anyway he ended up buyin a fone to so we stood around in there fer a bit and then when we got back to the car zach realized that he forgot to get food for wally (daves cat) so back in we went....when we got back to the house we all had some samiches.....and then the drinkin began.....zach bought a 5 litre mini keg type thing of some german beer...it was quite impressive.....not as impressive as when zach was tryin to let the xcess beer out and he pushed the button down and a stream of beer shot up got him in the face and got all over the ceilin....now that was fuckin priceless....man i couldnt stop laffin....
anyway i broke out the strongbow and we drank and watched some tv....we ended up watchin rudy on the superstation.....now i had never b4 seen rudy....neither had zach....i think dave had and he assured us that it was a good and upliftin film....well i dont know if uve ever seen it but man did it suck....every 15-30mins dave would be like "now its gonna start gettin to the good stuff" and well ya he said that a lot....the best part of the movie was the last 15mins....had i just watched that i prolly woulda thought it was a great movie.....but man....that guys life was pretty fuckin shitty....i wouldnt have stuck it out....no fuckin way....i guess that means theyll never make a movie about my life *poutpout* oh well ill live....
so anyway after rudy zach and i started to watch the life of brian but ya we ended up goin up stairs instead....hes rooms pretty cool...anyway ya makin out and shit....blah....so anyway we watched some more tv later and well me bein the pro drinker that i am managed to spill like half a glass of strawberry wine all over me and zach and the couch.....so back upstairs to get new shirts we went....well anyway we were upstairs when all the sudden dave started callin fer zach.....he was talkin to diana on icq and she was bloody pist....she said that she was gonna put my stuff on the front lawn and lock her doors....this was not a good sign....so anyway i dragged my drunk ass to zachs computer cuz there was no way i was just gonna go back to her place when she was all bein like that....so me and her argued on zachs icq fer prolly like an hr....man it was fuckin shitty...zachs font was really hard to read and i was drunk and i was upset and man it was just fuckin shitty....i was ready to fuckin cry....anyway after doin that fer i dont even know long i ended up just sayin fuck it....it was weird....i went numb....walked downstairs and zach was crashed out on the recliner and i was in quite the bitch so i just fuckin grabbed my shit and threw some money on the table to cover my booze...i asked zach if i could talk to him outside b4 i left so he same out and we talked about some shit and i felt a little better...actually i felt a lot better....i asked him to come to dianas with me cuz i figured "hey were all adults rite?? we can talk this out and things will be fine"
so anyway zach had to grab his hoodie cuz if diana seen his neck she woulda freaked out even more im sure...ya im the devil....anyway so we held hands down the street but as soon as we got to dianas we immediately separated cuz ya well we didnt want to make things worse....anyway we went into the house and i went into the livin room to talk to diana and i told her that zach was there and well ya she really didnt want to talk to him....so we talked and shit and @ one point i went to see if zach had a response to what she said but he didnt come into the livin room and eventually i heard the door open and shut and i knew that hed left which was ok considerin he had to work @ 10am that mornin and it was @ least 3...so diana and i talk and talk and i think we kinda worked things out.....and by that i mean that were still friends.....i think....i hope cuz shes a really great girl and i dont wanna loose her friendship over a boy but i dont think that i should have to choose one or the other....so i wont do it....
time: 8:42pm
listening to: "rudie cant fail" the clash
bah so anyway.....my tummy hurts....and i dont know why.....stupid tummy.....oh well...so today ive really done nothing......but thats ok im not complainin....i talked to zach online fer a few hrs....*dreamy smile*....ahhh zach.....hes such a sweetie.....hhhmmmm *sigh* ya im a freak....and im sleepy but im happy so.....and now jasons going to get me alcohol.....mmmmmmm....alcohol....mmmm....zach......i dunno.....im so outta it rite now.....im think bout havin a nap....but i want to tape a movie that starts in a few minutes so i prolly wont......i am so bord....B O R D.....and now im gonna go chat on icq.....buh bye
08/07/01
time: 10:10am
listening to: "rebel yell" billy idol
argh....woke up too damn early today.....fuckin kids playin nintendo....fuck....last nite me and juli watched american beauty and had a few beers.....and that was about the extent of my fun.....fuck im hungry.....but im lazy and i dont wanna make anything to eat.....
argh so i made somehtin to eat.....fuck it seems like everytime i go to rite this entry other ppl come around and interupt me....anyway yes....back to the entry....i dont know what the fuck i was gonna rite now....oh ya what i did on friday....well i woke up around 10:30 and started to pack my shit up cuz dave said that he wanted to leave @ 11:30....so i called there @ 11 and he said that was still the plan.....so anyway 12:30 rolled around and i still hadnt seen him so i was gettin kinda worried....i called and there was no answer and i was afraid that i missed my ride and i started to get a little worried....anyway i did end up gettin a hold of him round 1:30.....turns out the fan belt on his car broke when he was gettin gas b4 he came to pick me up and he had to take it into the shop.....so his car didnt end up gettin done til like after 4:30....we didnt end up gettin back to watertown til around 8....it was a long trip...anyway when dave dropped me off he hung out here fer a bit cuz wells and jay and jamie were sittin out back when we got home
time: 4:58pm
so im seriously gonna finish this entry rite now....so anyway dave hung out back with us fer a bit and then my dad started makin supper and he left and then we ate blah and ummmm.....they kept drinkin and more ppl came over....kae jamies gf and then joe and trev came up from london and then rachel and her sister showed up.....around like 11:30 everybody that was still here went to robs....i didnt wanna go cuz i didnt wanna spend my money and seein as how id gotten drunk the nite b4 i didnt figure i needed to do i again so i came online and updated a bit talked to ppl whatever....anyway the boys came back around 1:30 er 2 and then they sat around fer a bit....then joe broke out the rye and offered some to me....well how am i to say no? so i ended up gettin drunk and the 4 of us went outside and started up a campfire.....i ended up sittin around the campfire til almost 8 am talkin to the neighbour about my views on society and shit....it was fuct up.....and yesterday like i said i didnt do a whole hell of a lot....i talked to zach online which was fun.....hes so funny...and cute and awwww....im a little freak.....anyway and ya...hung out with juli while the boys went to a party had a few beers went to sleep agot woken up by the boys when they got back...and this mornin devon and shane woke me up b4 10 playin theyre stupid video game so i was up fer a bit and around one i said screw and went upto jays room to have a nap....and now im thinkin bout makin some food...i really dont have anything to do today xcept read a story....i hope that guy i work for calls i really need to work next week...i need money...mmmmmm money....and anyway i think thats it....finally...ttfn
listening to: "46 & 2" tool
listening to: "mouthful of cavaties" blind melon