[[ Part 7- Adele's Diary ]]
I skipped Geo. I can't believe that I did that. Me: model student, A-Grades blah blah blah. And then I change to the public school and turn out to be the kind of girl who skips a class, just because I couldn't find my way. Geez. What am I turning into? I took a bus� and guess where it ended up? Sorry, I keep forgetting this is a diary� and a diary can't reply. Now I'm apologising?!? Well, it took me to the College and I was about to run away until Matty found me. I didn't really have a way to escape. We haven't talked for ages� I guess that is partly my fault.
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Matthias Cromwell III. Yes. He even has a title, but he isn't at all like his father, Matthias Cromwell II. He is really down to earth and all. We talked about heaps of stuff, from all the stuff happening at the College, to his dad, to my new school. I told him all about how I hate it there and all� Also told him about the stupid debate that we have to do. I learned something pretty major today, though. Matty knows the freakish airhead who keeps emailing me, what's her name again? Oh yeah, Jaycee. When I asked him how, he told me that he had to go. Maybe she was an ex of his� but I know all of his girlfriends, he only ever has had one, and it wasn't this Jaycee chick, so I have no idea how he knows her!!! I guess Jaycee could qualify as a total new subject�
She's kind of ok I guess� for an airhead. I mean, she actually offered to help with this whole debate thing. "The Music Industry is too commercial". I guess we've got a few points so far� but just struggling to put it all together in a convincing way. She's been wanting to know more about me� about what happened before I got to this school. So what am I supposed to say? "Oh yeah. I got kicked out of the College just for being who I am." "Who are you?" "Oh, I'm just the supposedly insane, depressed daughter of a world famous scientist and a Hollywood psychiatrist!" I mean, that would just freak her out majorly. You'd think that I would want to get rid of her� but I can't help thinking what it would be like� what it would be like to be popular� only that Mariah thinks I'm a total bitch and I'm too depressed to keep up with all of their popular stuff anyway.
School's going ok, but after going back to the College, I really want to go back. Maybe I should just go back. No one really misses me here anyway. I miss everyone back there, even Claudia. I can still remember the time when we were little and shoved ice cream down Claudia's shirt. After that, we were enemies forever. I miss Matty heaps... I've already talked about him, I know, but things between us have been a little crazy. I know that he's got the hots for Susannah and all� but it feels like he's been ignoring me a lot lately� even with me changing schools and everything. He's my best friend. I expected him to be there for me with the whole change. But no, he wants to keep ranting and raving about Susannah. I don't know what happened. I guess the whole thing has been building up since a while back, but I never expected us to almost stop being friends. There's hardly any time anymore to see people. I'm always busy with school, or feeling depressed�
Mum's been really annoying lately, asking me questions about how I'm feeling and everything. I keep mumbling how I'm fine and to stop worrying, but deep down inside I'm really confused. Dad hasn't been around lately. He's not coming home for dinner or anything, always saying that he has to work late. Zachary, my little 8 year old brother is being a cutie as usual� but he's been really upset with Dad being gone out for such long hours. I guess sometimes I hate my dad. He's never there for Zach and Mum always gets really stressed about everything. I kind of wonder if he's really working or going out for a drink. Or should I say drinks? I can smell smoke and beer all over him when he comes home.
Enough said� written. See? I'm seriously going crazy.