Chapter Nine
There are a lot of mysteries in life that I have noticed, things that I do not think can be explained. Aliens for one, they can not be explained. We are told that there have been some on this planet. Some days I question if I am really human or if I am an alien, I�ve always been told I am too smart for my age, that I know more then I should and I question more then can be explained. How do we know if we are human? We have the same blood? But what if aliens have the same blood as well ? What if they look like you and I ? I question a lot of things all of the time. Here�s one that I think will always remain a mystery. Why when we end up with someone does someone else come forward and tell you that they have always had a crush on you? Is it that they finally had the guts to tell you or is it that they want to see if they can take you away from your spouse? I know this is probably a stupid thing that can most likely be explained but, along time ago how did they put the gas in light bulbs? I know now a days they use a machine to, but how did they do it back then? Now also I wonder how Albert the guy that figured out that what comes up must come down, how did he know everything he did know? Think about it for a moment, is one just born with a brain to figure it all out? I know if I throw a ball in the air it will come down, but here is something I�ve also thought about, when your in space there is no gravity so what goes up keeps going up, there his theory is not correct. Here�s another saying I never understood, One step for man, one large step for man kind? Think about that for a minute, it was not one step it was a few, and man kind ? uh, uh , I don�t think so, people went to the moon before the guy from America did, just no one recorded it. I don�t know maybe it is just me to question everyday things, maybe I should just except the fact that some people are smart enough to figure some things out. Christopher Columbus was a wise man, he was told the world was flat but he thought otherwise he went on a journey to prove everyone wrong if it were not for him we would still think that if you sailed so far you would fall off the world. That I can understand, I can understand where people were coming from back then, if you�ve ever looked out at the world it looks like it just stops, so I can see where their point was there. I do not believe there is a god out there, here is why I think this, if there was a god people would not be ripped from us, people would not starve, people would not live in poverty. Mary was not a virgin give me a break do you honestly think that Joseph would not want a piece of ass from his wife? Give me a break. I can explain a lot of things myself, maybe my mind wants to believe some of them but also facts that I�ve read take most part in it. Here�s another thing I think about, everyone always says �It�s mind over matter, if you are sick you can cure yourself� my ass you can cure yourself, if you�ve got cancer you can�t just think �Well damn , I don�t have cancer, I am not sick, I am perfectly healthy� I don�t think so , you can not think that and then the cancer go away or hell how about �I don�t have aids, I just have a cold� sorry does not work that way any person with half a mind can understand that, mind over matter would only be if you are trying to levitate something, not trying to cure yourself. People try really hard to convince us of things, and the sad part is sometimes it works. I know I can not cure myself if I get cancer, I know that if I get aids that I can not say go away and it will just vanish. I have more brain cells then that. Here is my theory that I have still to prove. We know that the moon and sun revolve around Earth, but think about this what if the planets revolve around the galaxy? Every so many hundred years the planets align exactly to a Mediar shower. That right there is reason enough to believe myself that it could be possible. That all the planets can move around and align exactly and each planet get hit by the shower. But then again maybe I could be wrong. Never know but then again I can not prove it is right either .Maybe someday everything I have ever wondered will be explained to me or maybe I will just read enough and figure it out. Hopefully no one was offended by what I have said and if you are I am sorry that I have offended you.