| My Poems |
| Broken Hearted As I press my hand against the window, I feel the cold, lonesomeness of the rain. The water clings to the glass, Like tear drops on my cheeks. My heart grows heavier with each breath I take, I can almost feel the coldness of the rain in my heart. I think of you and what could have been, And I sigh a deep sigh, My mind is telling me to let go, That you were never mine, But my heart is still holding on to you. You came into my life unexpected, And I let you into my heart From the moment you looked into my eyes. Some days I wish I'd never met you, Then I woudln't have this pain inside, I wouldn't be so broken hearted. |
| Tears I feel like I want to cry, But no tears come. They are locked inside of me, And they can't get out. I've built a wall around my emotions, And they can't break free. |
| Do Not Judge Do not look at me like that, Do not judge me with your eyes, For your eyes are not fit to judge. You are as weak and flawed as I, Yet you judge as if you are not. It is not your duty to pass judgement, It is you who will be judged, Not by me, for I am as unfit as you. Not by any human, They are as flawed as we. But by the Lord Savior, Who judges with love and kidness, Unlike us who judge with ridicule and hate. |
| Storm Inside My world is crumbling beneath me, Everything is getting blurry, I don't know who to turn to, No one understands. My walls are closing in, I'm in over my head, I can't escape. The clouds are rolling in, The sky is getting dark, I feel myself letting go, And giving into despair. |
| Drowning I can only give so much, Sometimes I need to take too. My heart has given too much, It feels empty, Like no one cares. But I do not tell people how I feel, I do not reach out for help. I just sink deeper into my emotions, Drowning because I do not know how to swim. |
| Darkness Inside I thought that if I told myself That I was happy, I would really be happy, But I was fooling myself. Deep inside me, There is a flower that grows, It is lost and lonely, Cold and afraid. There is no sun to shine upon it, No light to keep it warm, There is only darkness. |
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| Just Friends The tears are coming, I can't hold them back anymore. My heart is broken, The pieces are lying on the floor. I thought you were the one, That I had been waiting for, But I was wrong. I know I can never have you, I know we can never be, All this I know, Yet you're still special to me. Sometimes I wish I'd never met you, Then I wouldn't feel this way, I'd live my life, Not thinking of you everyday. It hurts to know that you don't feel the way I do, And that you probably never will. All I know is that everyday, I go on, Loving you still. |
| Love Song Everytime I hear it, It makes me want to cry. The words haunt me, Following me where ever I go. It reminds me of days long past, Of a love that I can never have. Like a broken record, It plays over and over inside my head. I can't escape the melody, It will forever play in my heart. Just the thought of it, Makes me think of you. Maybe if I could forget the song, I could forget you too. |
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