War Between Friends

The words you said
Lashed at my heart
Like a whip.
My heart is bleeding now
But it does not bleed blood,
Like a normal heart should,
It bleeds sadness.
With every beat of my heart
More and more sadness is
pumped throughout my body.
Despite all this I do not cry,
I can not cry.
My tears are walled up inside of me,
Pushing against a dam
That they can't break through.
Is there a light
At the end of this dark tunnel?
Or is this the end?
I never thought it would
End in a bloody war,
But it has.
All I can do
Is pick up the pieces
Of my wounded heart
And pray that there
Is still hope for us.

My Poems
Inner Strength

Life is like a tight rope,
That I'm slowly walking across.
I'm loosing my balance,
And there is no bet to catch me.
My knees buckle,
But I do not fall,
I am holding on with all my heart.
No matter how many times I stumble,
Nothing can make me fall.
Nothing can take away,
The strength I have inside.


The Mask I Wear

Why do I wear a mask to the world?
I hold my feelings inside,
Never letting anyone know how I truly feel.
My heart grows heavy with these feelings,
I don't know how much more it can bear,
Before it turns to ice and shatters.
I need someone to warm my icy heart,
To hold me in their arms,
And tell me that they care.
I need this person so badly,
But no one is there,
There is no hand to hold on to.
Inside

Outside I'm smiling,
Inside I'm crying,
I feel so alone,
Like no one understands.
I feel like I'm falling,
But there's no one there to catch me.
I just fall deeper,
Deeper into a pit of emotions,
Where there's no way out,
No matter how hard I try.


Friends Forever?

We said we'd be friends forever,
But does anything last forever?
We've grown so far apart,
Yet in some way we are still close.
Will our friendship survive high school?
I thought it would,
But I guess I was wrong.
We never talk anymore,
It's like we were never friends.
Forgotten Dreams

Childhood wishes,
Sugar plum dreams,
How far away all that seem.
My life is changing so fast,
I can no longer live in the past.
I must look ahead of me,
And stop dreaming of what will never be.
Hope

The sun is my protector,
Shining down on me,
Lighting up my life,
With its warm golden rays.
Its energy seeps into my skin,
Filling me with strength.
Better than the best medicine,
The sun heals me.
It takes away all my pain,
And replaces it with hope,
Hope that no matter how dark
The sky gets at night,
The sun will always be there tomorrow. 
Blind

Why are you too blind to see,
That you mean everything to me,
And that you and her will never be.
She doesn't care for you,
The same way I do.
Yet you want her,
And not me. 
Behind My Smile

I'm hurting a lot more
Than you'll ever hear me say,
Just look into my eyes,
There you'll see my pain.
I try to smile
And pretend nothing's wrong,
But my voice gives me away. 
This is the story of my life
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