I GOT INTO UBC!!!!!!
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT??? I REALLY DID IT! I
can't believe it! *happy
dance around the room*
"I'm inside outside upside
downside happy all the time! I'm inside outside
upside downside happy all
the time!!!"
Well...now that the initial
elation has worn off, the pessimist returns: "Do
you really want to go to
university? After all, it's so much harder isn't it?
Will you even get in? It
is conditional acceptance, you could still be rejected,
and then what would you
do? What if you don't even get one of the earlier
registration dates?
Then your courses may all fill up, and you'll have to
take early morning classes!"
.... Shut up.
I forgot the form...figures
doesn't it? But I remembered my grad pictures,
which I believe is way
more important...
Let's see...what other important
things are there to say...? I've no idea...I'll go
eat dinner and then see
if I can think of anything...=)
Now that I've finished dinner,
... nothing changes. I still have nothing to
say. Besides the
fact that I'm now cheerful and happy! Kinda.
Strange thought of the day:
Let's say you hid something, but you don't
think you hid it well.
Does it mean you really hid it well if no one else
notices it? Or just that:
a) people really don't
notice because they never thought to or don't care to
b) people think it's normal
because you do it all the time
c) people don't know what
to say about it but they notice sometimes
d) they just really don't
care what you're doing
There's another strange
thought I want to share. After I had a small chat
with someone online yesterday,
I realized something. And I wish I hadn't,
because what I realized
was that I believed that there was no more hope for my
little dream. But
that's okay...'cause I think I already knew it would never
happen. Now, I just
have to get used to the idea, and hope that my dream will
return. Because it
really looks like it won't.
"A little responsibility
is all I ask. Honestly, don't you ever think about
anything besides
boys and clothes?"
"Saving the world from
vampires?"
"I swear, sometimes I don't
know what goes on in your head."
~ Joyce (Buffy's mother)
and Buffy