the feelin of missin u jus settles in mai heart
its hard to explain but u kno it when ish there
the empty feelin inside when i cant see you
brings emotions to meeh from all over
wonder where u are, wonder wht ur doin
ish it selfish to ask jus for a lil of ur time
i realli never kno how to cope with this feelin
cant sit still,cant do nethin without thinkin of u
somehow,somewhere faith pushed us together
moments in time if onli it can freeze n never end
its on goin,time passes without us knowin
eventually we'll know where this will lead us
02.17.04 l 1:23am
i dont seem to hab the time to update mai journal during the daytime ne more so ill jus update it in the morning =P ish been like a little over a week since i last updated. there realli isnt much to rite about tho, jus stuff i do here n there with the soroity and even when i go home i dont even do nething at all. i need rest during the weekend in order to keep up with the buzy work scheduel i hab. stress kinda realli gets upsetting when it seems like all the work that ish done ish for nothing. i dont even kno wht i am doin..dont seem to hab a goal that i want to work for. ppl need to start gettin their act together, i kno i need to get mines together...
"dont run away from what u feel..embrace it...or solve it...try to understand why u feel that way"
02.09.04 l 1:18am
i guess a journal ish something that can listen to meeh vent about stuff that i cant hold inside. stuff goin on around meeh ish buggin the hell out of meeh rite now. life ish frustrating..little stuff ish irritatin meeh rite now cuz of mai lack of sleep this weekend. seriouly there needs to be a change in things especiallys people's attitudes. i dont kno what to say ne more..maybe a stressful schedule ish not the best thing for meeh
"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover." - Mark Twain
02.08.04 l 3:35pm
it seemed like a long weekend cuz meeh and gina were both down in SD for a lil bit tooh long yesterday. meeh and gina went down to SD to meet with the girls from our Rho Gamma Chapter for their informals. it was sooo kool to see Tina again..she ish soo sweet =) after we presented the gifts to the SD pledges we went to the Rho house for an after party. after that we went over to friends place to chill. it was kool those,,didnt realli expect to stay there the whole nite but it was fun. i saw sun rise...its prob not as nice as sunset but seein the sky light up over the ocean ish so capativating. i think i fell asleep at like six in the morning, woke up, ate a lil and heading bak down here to finish stuff and study for mai midterm. come to think of it, i should start on it rite now..bleh..this week ish goin to be hectic...2 midterms and a trig quiz >.<
02.05.04 l 3:12am
ish been a while since i actually updated this thing. alot has happened since then..i cant quite remember what i did for the last couple of days but ish been a long week. imma glad ish almost over...i still got so much stuff to do up until i dont even kno when..imma gonna be pretty busy here on out with pleding and stuff. mai sn will be online but i dont think i would be near the computer. call mai cell if u need meeh. i'm prob at the library durin mai free time finishin mai library hours...fun huh? umm..all i hab to sai ish that ish been busy, fun, hectic, and its a whole new experience =P