[name] lil mousie
[aka] mousie * yam * dork
[b-day] 12.16.84
[age] 18... i feel old =/
[height] 5"2' ...very tiny
[status] wish i was taken...haha JKin
[grade] senior =)
[skool] alhambra high skool
[clubz] uh..campus?

linkz:
[mai site] go sign mai guestbook =)
[sleepygyrl's journal]sleepgyrls thoughts

- tryin so hard -
everynite i stare blankly into the nite sky,
seein time passin bai slowly infont of mai eyes,
remberin all the times you made meeh laugh,
seein every moment that imma with you..
replay in mai mind,
everything jus seems to end with memories,
cant forget the fact that nothing last forever,
it feels like imma lockin mai heart away,
tryin so hard not to think, not to remember,
all the happiness that u've brought to meeh,
tryin so hard to push everything away,
makin maiself forget hoz i feel n what i think,
cuz imma scared, scared to loose a friend,
dont think i can hold it in ne longer,
all the feelins has taken the best of meeh,
tryin so hard not to cry, but wht can i do,
i choose to remain silent but...*sigh*
wonderin when will mai star come..
to guide mai way,cuz ur the one imma missin
- lil mousie 08.15.02


02.28.03 l

happie bday june!!!!


i didnt get to punch u todai >.< n sicne ur 18 u get to do all those things u said in ur info

meeh n diana couldnt decide where to go afterschool, so we stayed on the act bus for bout an hour. we cirlced alhambra one n a half times before we got off at wendys. we spent and hour writing inverted (upside down and bakwards) it was soo funnie. we were makin so much noise i thought they were goin to kick us out. got picked up later and went to watch Cradle to the Grave at puente hills. the movie was okie, it wasnt all that good. after movies went to safari. ish the first time i was there that i didnt shoot pool. dam eh, people at life plaza cant make drinks for nething. the ice coffee taste soo nasty, it was bitter. imma startin to like in-n-out now. thankie j'than for the food. ish not good for people without cell phones to wander off cuz ish soo hard to find them!!! >.< i thought this was funnie (quotin someone) " lets split up, some people with cell phones go back up there n wait for them, and well go walki round lookin for them *looks round* damn all of us have cell phones, onli the two person without cell phones wandered off" o.O we almost started a massive man hunt lookin for them two.

02.27.03 l 9:50pm
todai jus feels like a friday!! there was so much food at the service club banquet afterschool. i hab subway, cookies, sodas, n chips..i think i ate tooh much i still feel full. the scavenger hunt game was fun but Leo always wins >.< this ish the first time i actaully seen Campus work together to do something. most of the time people are jus separated into lil groups. so much for club spirit. blah, we didnt plan in nething this yr..well ish a givin cuz more then half the club didnt finish their hours -_-' after the banquet meeh and diana took public transportation to Life Plaza. i habent been window shoppin for a long time. it was so temptin to buy uselss stuff. i couldnt help it n bought a mashi maro photo album. i will make use of it once i pick up mai six rolls of film from costco. the shaved ice at Lollicup ish sooooooo goood!!! i got diana addicted to red bean shaved ice. this isnt exaclty the weather to be eattin shaved ice but it was sooo good. i would go for some rite now.

hab u ever read something that made ur heart skip a beat? wht does it mean when a werid feelin flow though ur heart? someone explain it to meeh...

02.16.03 l 4:47pm
orchestra went to disneyland. the performance was good, at least the music didnt fly this yr but i kept messin up on this one song. >.< it was pretty fun, we spent most of our time in california adventure. the lines were so long, we onli got to go on bout like three rides and two shows. the stupid a bugs life show "ish toough to be a bug" scared the hell out of meeh. damn black widows. i actually went on the rollar coaster this time. it was realli kool except in the picutre i look retarded. the Aladin show was soo good. i loved the special effects. i finailly bought mai mickey gloves =) i didnt spend that much money. i wasted 6$ at the stupid games tryin to win a dolphin. now that i think of it it was not worth it but ish okie, it was fun. we were stuck at disneyland for like two hours last nite cause these two freshmen didnt get on the bus. we were sorta in this state of emergency, where we hab to find them or we couldnt leave. we didnt get home till like 12. i jus knocked out when i got home. tired.

i spent the whole afternoon cleanin mai room. i found alot of stuff that i didnt kno i bought. now i kno that all mai money went into buyin the same thing over and over again because i thought i didnt hab it. =( on the brightside i cleaned out alot of useless junk n mai room ish not that messy ne more..

02.14.03 l 9:27pm

happie valentine day's

nothing much happened todai. this day doesnt realli hab a meaning to meeh, ish jus like ne other day. sometime people ask the stupidest things in the world. todai ish not exactly the day i would go and kick it with u n ur bf. i dont want to feel stupid when everyone ish in pairs. went to rosanna house for a while and then bak home. disneyland tomorrow, something to look foward to =) sweets hearts ish being postponed to another day in march. those stupid people makin death threats, ish jus so retarded. if they were gonna do it they wont call in before hand and tell them. i bet ish jus some freakin person that wants sweethearts cancled..argh..

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02.08.03 l 10:53pm
i dont kno why but nothing feels right ne more. i feel like imma driftin apart from everyone. i need time alone to set mai self straight but that onli means isolatin maiself. things jus happened and i cant think like i did before. there ish a problem i choose to turn away from it. i dont feel like imma apart of it ne more. i hate the feelin of being left out. imma not invisible, stop ignoring meeh. so mani things goin through mai head rite now. i dont kno wht ish wht ne more. "Bottom line is even if you see 'em coming, you're not ready for the big moments. No one asks for their lives to change, not really. But it does. The big moments are gonna come. You can't help that. It's what you do afterwards that counts. That's when you find out who you are."

i got mai swthearts dress todai. total came out to be $171 >.< hopefully i can find a cheaper one and return it. did alot of shoppin todai and imma still not done. gonna finish it up tomorrow and then off to tammy's to film the stupid econ commerical.

02.07.03
- lisa q house
- pamela's bday dinner @ HomeTown Buffet

02.06.03 l 9:03pm
to sum it all up, learned helplessness..

i was jus lookin at the sweethearts ticket, it looks funnie. it doesnt even look like a ticket. if i didnt kno that invitation lookin thing ish the ticket i would of thought they didnt gib meeh the ticket. the picture packets are gettho. all of the packets onli come with 8 wallets >.<

self note: http://www.mycreation.net/tears/meteorgarden.htm

02.05.03
TITAN AZN: why didnt u go to skoo?!
LiLnEzUmi84: cuz imma sick
TITAN AZN: tsk tsk
TITAN AZN: kissing too many boys aye?
LiLnEzUmi84: hell no..that ish u
TITAN AZN: haha..its only diana =)
TITAN AZN: heeh
TITAN AZN: she da only boy i be kissin ;-)

interesting... o.O

02.04.03
no school. more sleep. feel better. still sick. *cough cough* =(

02.03.03
i feel sick... *cough cough*

02.02.03 l 6:41pm
recap on this weekend. on saturday meeh and mai sis took a tour bus to vegas to watch F4, fob concert =) the bus ride there took forever, she was drivin like 62mph >.< bai the time we got there it was already like 2:30pm and we left at like 8:30. on the way there we stopped at like an tiny outlet. i dont kno why they call it an outlet, half the stores were not even open yet, but then i managed to still spend like half a bill. the impusiveness kicks in whereever there ish stuff to buy. i am never goin with sea gull travels to ne more tours. those idiots forgot to book the hotel and we watsted two hours sittin in the lobby waitin for the stupid hotel to gib us the room keys. Excaulbur looks very fruity. i was goin in circles for bout half an hour lookin for the stupid front door. every corner the freakin hotel looks the same, everything ish gold. M&M Factory ish sooo kool. there ish soooo mani differnt kinda M&M ^__^ i love that place. i think u guys would like the stuff i got for u durin mai stay in vegas.

F4 Fantacy Forever Concert at Mandaley Bay Events Center 9pm. i got the 78$ seats for the concert but then i jus kept movin n i ended up sittin in the 120$ seats. the concert was alrite. i couldnt hear the lyrics, the music especially the base was freakin loud. in the beginin they were playin these werid trace ish songs. the costums look sooooo funnie. i cant believe they wore half the stuff they did. it made them look so gay. the concert ended round like 11:30pm and then i went sight seein till like 2:30 in the morning. i habent walked this much in a long time. this morning our freakin bus was stuck in traffic on the way home. it took forever n with her speed we managed to get bak to alhambra in five hours.

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