The Long Way Home
I
wake to hot, wet warmth sliding down my spine.
Cracking my eyes open I see Xander’s arm braced on the bed beside my
shoulder. Looking back over my shoulder
I see him positioned on his hands and knees above my back, head bent as his tongue
glides down my spine.
I
start to turn and his hand stops me pushing me gently back onto my
stomach. His licking is now peppered
with open-mouthed kisses and harsh little nips that fire my blood.
“God,
Gray, you taste good.”
“Good
morning to you too.”
I
hear him chuckle and realize just how much I’ve come to love that sound. And I’m not impartial to waking up this way
for the rest of my life either. I suck
in a sharp breath as his tongue teases down the crease of my ass.
His
hands shift my legs farther apart and I feel him move further down on the
bed. The rough moan that escapes me as
his tongue traces my hole earns me another chuckle. I raise my hips toward his mouth and am
rewarded with his slick tongue sliding into me.
“Yes. Oh, God, yes.”
His
hot breath ghosts across the checks of my ass as his tongue delves deeper and
harder. Oh Holy Christ that feels
good. His hands grasp my hips and haul
me to my knees. I whimper at the loss of
his tongue only to gasp as he roughly sucks the line of my perineum.
Sucking
my balls into his mouth he rolls them gently with his tongue. I feel his mouth leave me and I watch as he
slides face up under me. Oh God, he
knows what this is going to do to me.
“Say
it Graham. You know I want to hear it.”
My
mouth moves but no words come out.
Swallowing I try again.
“Suck
me.”
His
eyes roll closed as he moans. His mouth
opens and I sink into his throat easily.
Oh Jesus this isn’t going to last long.
I feel him swallow around me and our eyes meet. His tongue feels like it’s everywhere at once
and the pleasure is making me cross-eyed.
My gaze moves back and forth between his eyes and his mouth. Christ I can’t watch this or it’s going to be
all over right now.
“Harder. Yeah, just like that. Fuck, Xan, I’m gonna come. Your mouth feels so fucking good wrapped
around me.”
He
moans around me and the vibrations go straight through me. God he looks so fucking sexy. His lips stretched around me; the hot fire in
his eyes that tell me just how much he’s enjoying this.
He
slides his finger into his mouth next my cock, slicking it. My breath catches as I feel that same finger
circle my hole. When I feel his finger
sink into me I know it’s over.
“Oh
shit, Xan. I’m coming, baby. Oh…fucking…God, I’m coming.”
I
scream his name as I grab his head and hold him still as I pulse down his
throat. I feel him swallowing around me
and it sends chills down my spine. I
roll from him before I accidentally crush him under me.
After
collecting my breath I reach across him and grab the lube from the
nightstand. Quickly slicking two fingers
I reach behind me and slick myself. His
eyes follow my movements, stark hunger staring back at me.
Pulling
my hands free I push him up the bed and straddle his thighs. Taking the lube I slick him and position
myself over him. His eyes go wide and
his breath stops as I start the slow slide down. Oh yeah, he’s gonna enjoy this.
His
hands reach for me and I grab them in one hand.
Placing his hands around the posts in the headboard I raise my eyes at
him. I see him nod. Good, he understands.
I
rock back and forth slowly enjoying the feel of him inside me. It’s never felt this good and suddenly I’m
stunned. I forgot the condom. Oh holy shit.
My movement stops and I hear him whimper. I lean forward to whisper in his ear.
“You
make me crazy, make me forget everything but you. I forgot the condom.”
I
start to rise, better late than never.
“No. I’m clean.
Please, Gray, I’m safe, I swear.
I’ve been tested. Please, don’t
move, God, please. You feel so good.”
“Xan,
we have to.”
He
reaches across the bed to the drawer and pulls out a condom.
“I
know. I’m sorry.”
I use
the end of the comforter to wipe him clean of lube. Taking the tip in my mouth
I roll it down with my lips. After
lubing him again I re-take my position.
I
catch his eyes as I start to move.
“Some
day, I promise, just skin.”
“Promise?”
“Swear
it. Some day there won’t be anything
between us.”
I
rock back and plant my hands on his thighs arching my back sharply as the thrum
of need rolls through my blood. I hear
his soft moans of frustration. He wants
to touch, wants to move and I’m not allowing him.
I
bring myself upright again and watch his face.
His eyes are shut tight as his body strains against mine, his bottom lip
pulled between his teeth.
“Look
at me.”
His eyes snap open and his mouth opens on a silent moan as raise and lower
myself slowly.
“You
like this don’t you? Like seeing me ride
you. Like having your cock buried balls
deep inside me. I do. Love the feel of you so hard and thick inside
me. Filling me like no one else has ever
been able to do. Tell me what you want,
what you need.”
I
watch his tongue come out to moisten his dry lips and I moan. I can still feel that tongue wrapped around
me, and it sends a jolt through me.
“Make
me come. Please, Gray, I’m so hard for
you.”
The
low resonance of his voice rips through me.
To know I can do this to him is electrifying. His body writhes under me, his head thrown
back, his exposed neck is something I can’t resist.
I
lower my head, my teeth nipping his adams apples. I hear him scream as his hips frantically try
to push into me. I move my lips and
tongue and teeth all over his neck until the only words he can form are a
constant litany of ‘please.’
I
take his hands from the headboard and plant them on my hips.
“Give
it to me, baby. Take what you need.”
His hands
shake but they hold me steady several inches above him as he pounds into
me. Hard, fast strokes with no
rhythm. I shift just slightly until he’s
nailing my prostrate with every thrust.
I
feel his legs start to shake and watch as his face tightens further.
“Gonna…oh,
fuck…gonna come. Oh God, Gray. Nownownownownownow.”
His
hands slip from me as I slam down hard grinding into him. A few quick strokes of my cock and I’m right
there with him. Fuck, I’ve never seen
anything so hot as Xander underneath me, coming inside me.
I
move to the side and pull off the condom.
After tying it and tossing it to the trashcan I lean over and lick him
clean.
“Oh
damn, Gray, that feels fucking amazing.”
“Mmmm,
all clean now.”
“Listen
up you bloody wankers, I know you’re in there.
I could hear you shaggin’ all the way down the hall. Now get out here and answer the door. Don’t fancy getting’ a tan.”
I
feel him start to laugh against me. I
watch him get up and put on a pair of sweatpants before he starts for the door.
“Uh,
Xan, shirt?”
“Nah,
it’s only Sp--, yeah just let me grab one.”
He
smiles sheepishly at me before pulling it over his head. My message is clear. I don’t share.