Six months ago, I met you on ICQ. We shared some secret parts of our life. We knew each other in person but thanks to this technology, we learned to know each other better. I learned to know you better and so did you about me.My dear friend Our heart melted together so we could learn from each other. Seems we have lots in common. In this short path of life, we learned to support each other.
The day you told me about your sickness, I was really shaken and sad. Walking along with you on my side, you thought me to look at life differently. It was like you lifted the weight from my shoulders and I was finally able to see myself for who I am. Accepting myself and not be ashamed of the whole me. I hear the birds singing in a very different way.
Why do I fear losing you? You are the best friend in which I can confine. Never judging me, never laugh at me, we just laugh together and see life in a very different perspective. How great this is. We both can thank the One upstairs for this lovely path.
Watching you getting sicker and sicker that hurts. I have a very strong faith that our Lord is just testing you how strong you can be.
Listening to your voice today, I knew something is not right. Look at you, still smiling and flambloyant of happiness. What a lesson of courage and determination you give me. Always a smile and always forgetting about yourself ready to help others.
Thinking inside, why can I help you the same way you do to others? I must not give up since you and I know we are no quitters. Someone will send me a light to see the famous road to give you what you deserve.
Nothing in this world is more precious than the caring for one human being. Doing so is the greatest reward anyone can have.
You allowed me to have your two precious stones in my classes. Always told you how great they are. Within themselves they carry your torch of caring for others. Those two are the most proud joy of accomplishment. Hear the soft music coming out from them, a sweet melody of loving care. They will be able to carry this from generation to generation, reminding everyone how sweet you are to them.
My dear friend, maybe one day, I will find the courage to let you read these words. Today they are just my thoughts, which comes from my heart. As you know, I write but very seldom let anyone read my journal. It is my way of expressing my feelings nothing more nothing less.
Tonight, tears slide on my cheeks but not tear of sadness. They are joyful cause I know you are in good hands. I know how you fight for your life and I admire you. I will always be there to support you in the most positive way I can.
I send you my angel to watch over you and guide you. My sweet angel will never fail me. Trust and ask for help. From my heart I send you all my healing power. Let it warm you up and revive you.
You can not give up yet. Look at the lovely future you have in front of you. Those precious stones need you. They are not ready yet to survive all by themselves. They need more music to nourish their soul. I need a longer path to share with you. You must know how you teach me great lessons. Still need more lessons LOL. I am a slow learner hehehehehe.
Tonight, I will say good night and wish you sweet dreams. Sending you all the love so you can rest peacefully. Tomorrow will be another day, we will walk again another mile stone. You and I will make it threw this rough time.
Your brother in God
and forever your friend
Robert
