The Best of Friends We Were, and always will we be
Through the tests of time, forever we will be, the best of friends
So, when we part, our separate ways, let's hope we'll rememember these times Til our dying days
--Valerie Smith
Flowers in winter, sunsets at noon
The time together spent, ends all too soon
But they are there in your heart, when the night becomes dawn
And there they shall stay, til their pressence is gone
--Rebecca Johnson
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(This is my published one)
The Goddess of Heaven reigns over all,
she reigns over the dead and she
reigns over the living.
But most of all she has to make sure
that the ones left behind are not
forgotten.
She cares for the weak and she cares for
the strong, she cares for the suffering
and for those who have done wrong.
But most of all she cares for you and me,
and will never turn her back in our
time of need.
So if you ever find yourself crying and
weeping, because you just see no hope,
please remember to look up towards the
clouds. For the goddess of heaven is there
waiting for you.
With all her love, beauty, and glory, she reaches
for you with hope of morning.
She is not hard to find, for she shines
like the North Star; glowing in the
night with all its radiant light.
Always ready and always willing, she
stands waiting to lead you back to happiness
By Polly Long
2-2-01
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To The Group (October 1998)--
I have determined that all of us within this group are abnormal. I'm so proud of you all! Brothers and sisters, let us prepare ourselves for the days to come. In a short while, let the phone begin. Halloween is upon us all. The Senior riot will begin. Has anyone seen my mind? I think I lost it. Beware one of you will be visited by a clown. HAHAHAHAHA. Oops, that wasn't good. Did I say that aloud? I plead the 5th. I swear I didn't... she was......Why won't the flying monkeys leave me alone? Ding Dong the witch is dead adn the boat sank, get over it!!! Sometimes I can not take the place inside where the voices taunt me and poke me. !!!EM PLEH
K BYE---- The Freak (David Rogers)
We have walked the long road together. We've seen each other through good times and bad. Some of us will stay, some of us will go, but we will always be together though we go our separate ways.
As we walk out the door together, just one last time, we give hugs of joy and happiness, yet deep inside, we are sad.
We think of things we have shared and the memories all come back.
When we all meet again, we can think back on the times we shared when we were young and laugh at the stupid things we did.
--Shanna Gollihar
It's the last time, I'll take it no more
This little girl has been hurt before
No more "I'm sorrys" will be believed
My "friends" can no longer have me deceived
It's all over and this is a fact
No more sweet angel friendship act
This is goodbye to hurt and pain
Good bye to tears in a shower of rain
It's sad to watch as another part of me dies
After hearing all of my ex-friends' lies
These tears I cry shall soon end
Knowing these friendships are unable to mend
As I sit in my room and cuss them all
I find I have no more tears left to fall.
Misery and sadness is what this place brings
The darkness of life is the misery seen
No where to go, no where to turn
Guess there's nothing left for me here
I go the way that I know
And the way that I know is far from here
No one knows quite where I am going
No one knows where I have been
I've been on this road before, and I'm ready again
I'll go the way that I know and I'll reach a better place
A place with new beginings
A place for a better life
I'll do whatever it takes, finding a place of my own
No one's left to hold me back
I'm on my own, it's my choice now
All alone with my will leading the way
And I go, the way that I know
And the way that I go is far from here
Where no one knows where I am going
No one knows where I have been
I've been on this road before,
Now I'm on it again.
From the moment I saw you
I knew you were the only one for me
Two hearts, one soul, together we should be
In that moment, my life changed
In that moment, my life was rearranged
Now I won't yell, now I won't plead
Isn't it clear, in this moment
You are the only one I need.
It's my belief that all deserve a chance
And I believe that all is good, until otherwise noted
But when all I see is tears and blood,
I start to believe that we are a people of hatred and fears
I want to go back to my days of innocence;
Where the world was colored, not shaded by grays
Back to the belief of joy and happiness-
Not sorrow and sneers
But that place exists only in my dreams
And so I escape to sleep-
To be in a place I can believe in
And leave reality behind
The sunset keeps me awake
I want to take in it's glow
Bathe in it's glory
Before it will have passed
And has gone
Covered by the night's eye
Once to behold the making of pure annoyance
Then to behold a friend.......
After that came a soulmate
And now there is a man.
A man who has become the answer to a prayer...
A man who has become new
But now my aching heart cries out....
"Must we stay as forever friends!"
As I gaze out my window here on the fifth floor
I watch the hustle and bustle of the people galore
They rush to their jobs, shopping centers and homes
Down on the streets where crowds of people do roam
It's "3 am" and I am "sitting on top of the world." As I sit and ponder, I realize "I don't want you back" and that it's "time" that I "get another boyfriend." Our "groovy kind of love" is no more and left we with a "total eclipse of the heart." The "shades of gray" have cleared and now I am "walking on sunshine." "Without you" I am "stronger." I can be part of the "independant women" and I don't need you holding me back. I now know that you aren't "the one", so take your "fast car" and "drive" away. Or better yet, "sail away" to "Africa."
She walked down the hall with just one thought in her mind and a smile on her face
No one could see the pain she felt inside, or may be, no one cared to look
Just one more bell and she'd be gone
For the last time she walked past her friends and one last time she raised her hand
The bridge would be waiting for her later that day, to put an end to her demise
Will her white knight show himself? Will her gaurdian angel be revealed?
Cinderella, Snow White or Sleeping Beauty, could it be true?
Forget the pumpkin, the kiss and the prince.
With one last broken heart, she already had.
It's the first date that we have shared
Now is too early to tell me that you love me
I like to kiss, hold hands and each other
You want mores, so you tell me that you love me
If you don't mean it, I don't want to hear it
So please don't tell me that you love me
We've been together for quite sometime
I know your secrets and you know mine
The time is right to tell me that you love me
In a drunken rage, you throw me against a wall
It won't change my pain if you tell me that you love me
Being strong, I leave you behind
No more will I hear you tell me that you love me
Said I was sorry time and again
But never, you say, you'll forgive my sin
What must I do to make you see
That never again, you I will leave?
When I came back, I promised and swore
I won't be a jerk to you anymore
Yes, in the past, a liar I have been
But, your broken heart, I am ready to mend
Still, you slam the door in my face
Tell me to get my things out of your place
So, I will leave, never return
I'll do as you say, go away and burn.
Anguish, hurt pain
All of this is driving me insane
Bitter, cold, cruel
Why must these becoe the rule?
The rule that so many follow,
The rule that leaves us hollow.
Why can't this rule be changed?
After all, it leaves us drained.
"There is no way!"
Our minds say
We choose to listen
Because we don't know what we are missin'
Missin' in our heart's words
that are badly heard.
But our heart knows the truth!
We once knew it in our youth.
There is a way to change the rule,
So that it is not so heartless and cruel.
All we must do is believe,
After that, He'll set us free!
It is the Son that I speak of,
And He comes from up above.
He comes to fill our hearts,
So that we may never be apart.
Just do your best
And He will do the rest
Jesus is waiting
While you're debating
He's standing there
Showing that He cares
Just let Him in
And it will all begin
Joy, peace, love
Now I have all the above
by: Lu aka Dancer in the clouds
I'm not afraid
Life can only be scary
If you fear death
I'm not afraid
Facing reality can be tough
But only if you're living a dream
I'm not afraid
Fear is just a word
Emotions cannot be captured
I'm not afraid
Lead me through the path of destruction
And take to wherever I'm supposed to be
I'm not afraid
Take my hand
And there will be no more fear