2/20/2004
I just want to be accepted.
Why can't you accept me?
I love him with all that I am,
why can't that be enough?
I'm not asking for you to love me,
all I'm asking for is acceptance.
Can't you see the pain
you are putting him through?
Can't you see
his heart is breaking?
How can you do this to him,
if you truly love him?
How can you tear him apart like this?
You are suppose to love him... to be there for him,
and you have abandoned him.
If you truly loved him,
you would support him.
Are you truly so selfish,
that you can't accept the woman who makes him happy?
Would you rather he give in to you, and throw me away, and be unhappy?
I am there for him, I love him.
I give him my all.
What do you do for him?
Monster
10/25/2003
Why did I have to be so naive??
Why did I actually believe you were who I thought?
I fell in love with a monster.
I thought you were different, that you were better than that.
How did I fall for another player?
You got what you wanted.
I gave you my heart and you threw it in a blender.
I don't understand how people can do such things to people.
My heart just can't comprehend how people can play with other people's hearts.
I thought you were something special, but I was wrong.
You are no different from the losers and players.
But the worst of it all is not that you got me to fall for your game,
but that you broke my heart.
My heart is falling apart because of you, and you aren't even worth the pain.
They say the only man worth your tears won't make you cry,
so if thats true... you are not worth my time.
So leave my life, and let me be free of your cruelty.
