2/15/01
You are always there for me,
I truly don't deserve you,
I am glad that God put you into my life
Because of you, I am rich
Because of you, I am truly blessed,
We have known each other for so long
I feel like I've known you forever
every time i need a hand or a caring hug
You are always there for me.
Whenever i need a listening ear or a shoulder to cry one,
You are always there
Now as our time together quickly runs to an end,
I realize that the best times in my life,
were when i was with you.
You will always be the best friend I ever had
I will always love you
You were my first love
you are the seed that grew the rose in my heart.
Why
9/26/02
I wonder why it is i cant escape,
Its true, I loved you.
But you didnt treat me right
so why oh why wont you let me go?
Why cant i get past the pain that is welling up inside me,
This shouldnt hurt like this
i should be relieved
But the thought of never seeing you again,
Never having your arms around me again,
Hurts me so deep
why does it hurt so much?
Why did things work out the way they did?
why couldnt things have gone right?
we were so happy in the beginning...
But that was the past,
why did everything have to change?
why did you have to change?
and break my heart?
Why couldnt things have stayed the same?
why??