Thurs Nov 27 03
i write like a child. bleah.

Wed Nov 26 03
need sleep.
it’s the holidays and every inch of me is crying out for rest.
and some how sleep eludes me.
need sleep.

Sun Sept 07 03
i just watched spirited away for the millionth time.
i love it.
i really really do.
i love the idea of a parallel world existing out there.
one of magic and wonder.
one of beauty and far far from reality.
wish i could visit such a world.
mmm...

Sun May 18 03
i need to lose weight.
well, so do a million, gazillion other people. or so they claim.
but i really need to.
when night comes, i feel like running in the morning.
when the morning is here, i feel like running in the afternoon.
when noon is here, i don't feel like doing anything anymore.
life's a bitch.
i'm so tired. it's irritating being a light sleeper.
i wake at the sound of someone talking outside my door.
sucks.

Sat May 17 03
the great gatsby.
i want to be able to write.
to be able to phrase the intricacies in inexplicable emotions into sentences.
i want to be able to express it all.
i want to be able to write.

Sat May 17 03
been long.
tired.
everyone's going away. ning, evelyn, alvin.
or gone. siyu, lois, chris, leana.
everyone.
and i'm stuck. stuck as can be.
bleagh.

Fri Feb 28 03
just got the yearbook today.
god i look like shit.