Something Very Important Worth Looking In!
(Take A Swim Into The Water Of Contemplation!)
A person, going back in his memories about the past, remembers several bright moments which unfortunately are not possible to be extinguished. Quite often we feel sorry for our actions, sharp or too gentle or cowardly said words. Remembering this we become angry, dissatisfied about ourselves, about our stupidity and missing of will-power. We acted so, because it was assumed so in that moment, it was more safe and comfortable. Oh, really, why should we stand right in the wind if we can go aside? Most of people didn't listen to voice of their hearts or show their freedom, but hid behind bothering if society would receive them. It is a life of nightmares and lies.
I feel sorry about the bygones school years which I didn't live on my own mind but always bothered what would others say. And so every day. Yes, yes, also today. Somewhere I lied, didn't say my real thoughts when it was needed. We are so weak. But it is so.
Many people, including me, feel sorry about the wrong doings several years ago, but it is absolutely clear, that sometime in future we'll accept how stupid we have acted at one time.
In that moment it seemed easier, we tried to avoid something, we were scared of the unknown. But in the future you'll feel ashamed for yourself. You'll think your life has been stupid and wasted.
That's why native people, sensible men! It's not easy, but in everything you do, how you act and think today (or right now) always think, how would your thoughts change
after 10 years because then it will be too late to change anything.
This thing has to be rooted in us deeply, otherwise maybe
right you will feel awful remembering your past!
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DP, [email protected]
Translated into a English by Lee and hk