June 8, 2003
In collaboration of talks, exchanges and open eyes, it's hard to take one thing and focus. A day out, a day in, a day of though.
You think that sometimes you know things so well...in fact you know nothing. Everything be put on the shelf and to know nothing is to learn everything. Appreciation comes from having nothing. Is this possible living in a world that we do. This is a platter society. Hand outs like the charities that we seek to ignore. Each one of us as individuals seek to become better people, but from what stand point are we looking at that from. We are all at different levels in our lives. What is better? Better for yourself, Better for everyone, or just better as a frame of mind.
The natural progression of life is that as you get older, you grow. You grow in life and in spirit. Shouldn't it be that you understand the ideology of being humble. But as you get older, your material needs get stronger and you start to forget the free spirited ideas that you once a valued. Things do change. Better.... Worse.... Do you know though. Do you a want to know.. Or do you know and just don't care. We fail to see the balance between the development of our emotional needs and the needs from the physical world. So how to grow from inside out.....
Mindlessly going on with life, day to day, we forget. It sometime takes a person to look back before they can start to look forward. We sometime (more like always) forget about the things that use to be. We forget about who we are and where we're going. Distractions come from every corner. A we really can't tell that we are changing. There are no chronicles on our life giving us an update on how we are doing. We don't know. We forget. We just become.... Sometime into people that we don't want to be.... but we forget.
I know nothing, and I listen. In the strength
of the voices of those who talk, I listen ..I learn.