"Today"       4/2001

It's another cold day, but I'm feeling okay.
It took too much time, for worry to leave my mind.
With all the love around me, I feel like the open sea.
Everyone has helped, no more deathly yelp.
And the sun shines over me now.
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                         "Explanation"     2-2001

    You don't know what it's like to be used,
    By someone you thought you knew.
    They reel you in with the words they say,
    And you swallow it hook, line and sinker.
    You can't  seem to tell it's abuse, despite the use,
    People just can't understand why you take it so long,
    But you didn't want to be the one wrong.
    Just tell them they don't know what it's like being used,
    By someone they thought they knew.
             "Hurricane"                 1-2001

As I try, as I cry, as I fly,
         Above you, hurricane.
                 As I fly, I ask why, say good bye,
                       To you, hurricane.
                             Dry the rain, ease my pain, I remain,
                                       In spite of you, hurricane.
                                     Here I stay, and pray, come what may,
                                No more hurricane.
                          As I try, I do not cry, and I fly,
                  Beyond the hurricane.
                             "My Guardian"    12-2000

Lies, fraud and theft engulfed me,
A cowardly man hurt me so easily.
I prayed to you for a sign,
So I could reclaim this dignity of mine.
You opened my eyes after tears were cried,
You comforted me as I wished I'd die.
Now I am free, and happy too.
All because your love is true.
Thank you, my glorious God,
You led me from a treacherous clod.
Keep me strong, wise and far from blue,
I am forever devoted to you.
                   "reality"      1993

reality is life, which is reality.
pain, joy sadness, love.
there's always something.
reality is death, is reality, and life
the never ending circle
it hurts to realize death and live
but that's life, reality.
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