| A Life's Journey |
| "Me" 1993 Cowering and crouching in my darkened land. Longing for someone to try and understand. Lonely, empty and terrified, I wish for someone to be by my side. So many times I've hoped and I've prayed, For my death to be so graciously made. But I am here, still surrounded by constant fears, As I hope no one dares to see my tears. Here, I sit, rocking to and fro, I am beginning to wonder where they all go. Those whom I've loved, those who leave. Taking with them all I believe. Worn and withered by the actions and words of some, When will my battle finally be won? Stripped of my dignity and all of my pride, Why will no one fight for my side? Told how to be, my feelings are wrong, No one cares if I sing my sad song. I reach out, yet get burned in the flames, Proving that I have no one, no cane. So afraid to stand up and shout, These feelings are what I'm all about. This is me, my pain is real, cannot you see? Someone help this all go away! Can anyone, I ask, now please stay? |
| "Her Crystal Ball" 2001 Kill her, it would have hurt less. You stold her, you must confess. Buried her, beneath deadly lies. You laugh when she screams and cries. Then she left you, out in the cold. At least she'll be happy when she grows old. |
| "Good Bye" 11-2000 I am divorcing you, You man, pathetic and cruel. Keep believing you can come back. Because I'll tie you in a garbage sack. Dubious, deceptive and dumb. And you still suck your thumb. Insipid, irresponsibility, Blatant disregard for sensibility. Voluntary, vipid crimes. Misusing and abusing this heart of mine. Outlandish, outrageous stories, Disgusting tales of pity and glory. Repetitive, reproachful lies, Pulling the wool over my eyes. Consumption and corrosion of us, Cunningly destroying all of my trust. Every theft you have done. Enough is enough and thank god, Good Bye! You lying thieving worm, I'll let my lawyer make you squirm. |
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