 12/07/05 10:45 p.m. It's been way too long.. Well I am getting the VS1680... it's in the mail. Merry Christmas to me... (and family) I started recording some video shots of random things... perhaps for later video footage that's actually worth it. Get ready Vh1's Behind the Music. Ha Ha. My school semester is coming to a close and I did surprisingly well (at least in my mind.) My catalogue of songs has grown to 3 finished on RYCA and 2 finished on Downfall since the beginning of this site, several months ago. I'll spout some more recollection when I update the NEWS section later on this week. In the meantime, I'm watching a battle with procrastination and a 3 page paper that needs to be completed for tomorrow and the former is winning. 
"Let's hear it for ADD" 11/24/053:10 a.m. Happy Turkey Day and all that Stuff...ing Boo... yeah I know. I wasn't even intending on updating today but I did. Looks like the VS1680 should be happening... hope to soon start putting together all my songs. The Nondenoms have a myspace account now too. Enjoy. Been practicing my stage show or at least running around with a guitar. Getting the hang of it! Hell yeah. Can't wait to play on stage. The real reason for this posting is to show off my new picture. Thanks to King of Bitterness, while I was enjoying some delectable pancakes from Tex and Shirley's, I was inspired by some Cheap Slutty Pancakes. 
"Just check out that sloppy, slutty, sticky mouth." 11/19/058:20 p.m. Do you hear what I hear? Well for right now I've still decided to not release the Downfall of me, but I've heard good things about the Final Blow. It needs some reworking so I'm back on the urge to get a multi-track recorder. Probably the VS 1680. Wish me luck. That's it for now. 
"Your moment of zen for today" 10/29/054:20 a.m. Well it's that time again... I'm pissed Why the hell must people do this? I ask for something simple. I mean simple... and it just becomes an impossible task. Could it be in spite? Could it be in sheer laziness? Could it even be just lack of caring for me? I hate emo, so why do you encourage it in me. Sometimes it would be just easier to disengage myself from everyone. How would you like me then? 
"The Shit has hit" 10/20/053:48 a.m. Tick Tock Goes the Clock Wow. I'm in such a Powerpop mood. Olympic Hopefuls, err... well the Hopefuls... Motion City Soundtrack... Fall Out Boy (Dance, Dance)... I feel like such a cheater. Damn. Other than that... my hump, my lovely lady lump. I have a paper due in 7 hours... ugh... need the first words. "Facination with Procrastination" 10/17/058:48 p.m. Sinners and Saints Went over to J.D.'s studio (Makeshift Productions) and layed down some tracks for several different songs. The intro to this site will be revamped as soon as the intro song is finished production. We also worked on two other songs, a "King of Rock & Roll" and "Tributal." Tributal was just a rough copy and I may eventually put it on the website since the whole song is completely finished as far as having music and vocals, there are bass lines and horn parts that need to be added but that's what overdubbings for. Tomorrow I plan on working on "Mr. Suave Debonaire." The most awesome song ever... very big swing. I never realized how many songs I have in my catalog. Thanks for your thoughts... for those who are actually out there. "I know I'm an asshole, but at least I can admit it" 10/13/054:32 a.m. Professional Stalker... that could be me outside your window Well I just figured I'd update the journal page once more for the hell of it. Tonight I just got addicted to Over There, a show on FX. It is a great series that shows some of the struggles of the war in Iraq. Very graphic. It's like a modern day Mash and Saving Private Ryan all rolled into one. By the way, I forgot to wake you up when September ends. Sorry. By the way, Billie go cut your hair. Also, I told you I love Christmas in the news, well everyone remember to get your MISLETOE BELTBUCKLE "I know how to spell SUSHI!" 10/08/056:32 p.m. Kamikaze... That's it I've decided it's final. If I call you and bitch you out for something... you deserve it. If I berate you in an e-mail, you deserve it. If I pull you over to the side and beat your ass down... well... you deserved it. If you ever meet me and I hope that many will, you'll see that I'm one of the most understanding guys ever. And because of this understanding that I do so well, it allows me to contemplate over the situation that has occured and how you might have been led to f*ck it up. Well people there is just enough understanding I can do before I blow up, so please don't f*ck it up. "F-it" 10/07/0510:32 a.m. Reach out and beat someone... Don't you just love it when you try to contact someone and no reply ever occurs? Well, how bout 5 or 6 in one day? Yeah Yeah... supposed to be understanding but it's just annoying in a time when we exceed the normal communication abilities, that it's so hard for a phone call return, an e-mail, an IM, or even a txt message to come about and these are just a few of the ways to try and stay in touch. It's just one of my biggest pet peeves. "Just call my name, and I'll be there" 10/06/05 1:42 p.m. Someone took something... Well... I had a journal posting of my classmate's band. I guess I should call him a friend... well J.D. come on down. Him and Daniel, his longtime buddy (since they were in diapers), have come together to form a two man band (as of right now) that for now will be called "Makeshift." They are looking for a new band name and also a drummer... so if anyone in the triad area is interested go look em up at their temporary website I know what you're thinking though... Makeshift... makes shit. But it's not like that... their album is really good. A lot of producing went into the album, consider it a good thing or a bad thing. The songs vary from Tom Petty sounding to a white rap sounding Crazytown, to one instrumental track sounding very mmmBop-ish by Hanson (what's with that, guys?) My favorite song on the album has to either be Left Behind, or 10,000 miles away. Check these guys out... they are worth the listen and J.D. if you read this, we should do some collaborative work, either with a recording space or just creating music. And if you're really desperate and need to play live, I know very little but I can somewhat drum. Raw sounding! "Somebody spread some Chunky peanut butter on me... cause I'm too smooth." 10/05/051:54 a.m. Wishes and Screams HAPPY BIRTHDAY is in orders for a... uhm... [checks e-mail]... a Peter Uhl. Congratulations Peter on turning 21 today from all of your pals and from the most important person in the world... Guess... it's so fun to guess... go on... that's right... Me!... asshole. In lighter news, I have joined up with myspace [AHH!!!] so I can contact people if I want. It's a monopoly... but it's free in a sense. Find me on MySpace and be my friend! "Sometimes you're just going to feel like a whore" 10/04/0511:45 p.m. Being Pissed, what's it really about? So I've decided to take a brief look at my little hobby of being pissed. Generally it comes from a let down from one form or another. Anger has a funny way or making the angry one look like the asshole. You can get angry when someone doesn't call you back or even if a waiter doesn't continuously check up on you, but there may be some underlying information that isn't present. Perhaps the waiter was busy being yelled at by her boss about something she hadn't done or perhaps another customer who was being a dick tried to get out of paying for an item. (G.R.U.N.T.) These are decent reasons for the waiter to not fully pay attention. The person who didn't call you back might have had a shitty day and did not feel like returning the call or perhaps maybe they did call back but your phone was out of range and did not receive the call. Either situation, these people had their own reasons. I guess we all just have to be understanding but in a world where we have to be understanding all the time, it gets tiresome. "Being bitchy's a bitch" 09/30//052:45 a.m. Closing a Window, Opening a Door. Well a chapter is about to close in my life. Perhaps there will be tie ins to it later on in the book. Member how I mentioned I was trying for a job over a month ago, but didn't think I would be able to obtain it. Well life's funny that way. I wound up getting the position. It's funny because in my last few days at my current job, I still hate showing up, but the thought of leaving it makes me uneasy. It's not the true G.R.U.N.T. Army style, but I've made a lot of solid friends there and don't want to leave the few that are still left behind. I'd hope they'd miss me as much as I'll miss them... so here is a farewell message from me to them. Whatever. I guess I've finally said "F-it." Take care, "Beans, Psycho Beans, Mr. Beans, Ferris Beans," and of course "Little Shit" 
"You don't know what you've got til it's gone." 09/13//0512:45 p.m. Death comes a little too fast Sometimes I wish I had more time. "Life is Fast. 2:45 a.m. My Roots are starting to show Quick journal entry. Steve Berkowitz and everyone at Askjeeves.com, thank you for sponsoring the 9/11 documentaries and giving families the ability to memorialize their loved ones who died. I do have to say Steve you are a little stiff on camera but your heart's there. Ask Jeeves Always let people know how you feel, you never know when they'll be gone, or even you 09/11//053:35 a.m. "Honor dies quickly, dishonor last forever" First off, Let me give a moment of silence to those that lost their lives due to Katrina, *moment* Let's not forget about the 9/11 victims *moment* Soldiers *moment* Everyone *moment* There will be two benefit concerts that I will be hopefully partaking in. One is on the 24th and the other is on Oct. 1st. The October 1st one, I believe, is at the Greensboro Coliseum. More info on that will be posted later. My thoughts on the Nondenoms. I have been debating on the thought of forming a band or hiring a band. My conclusion, at this time is to hire a band. I would still like to have my friends play in my band, but I need dedicated musicians and I'm also a bastard to work for. Though, either way there has to be great chemisty between me and the band. I was right about work, there is some sick shit going on in there. No hidden links yet, like I said in the New's section. I haven't had time to be online to update so unfortunately no secret message, but perhaps soon. "Is she hurting me more, 11:15 p.m. "The strength of the mighty camel's back - Project FIT America!" Well there isn't much to say but I'll still spout out some crap. I was supposed to update this last night but grew tired. Sorry... I may bestow my thoughts on the Nondenoms situation to you at a later date but for now, I leave it untold. My main concerns today is that work blows. It's just as simple as that and if granted the right melody in my head, I will create my "Grunt" song. It's been a work in progress for years but just more of a concept than a reality. There is something really screwy going on at my job and it just sickens me. I hope to expose these evil powers in my article, that will be released hopefully on September 7th. Look on my website for the hidden links to it. "Don't let the bastards bring you down!" "I love Primal Screaming!..." -Emperor "Rock School" 08/22/0512:15 a.m. "Here's to making a break for it, when given the chance" An interesting day... First day I haven't pushed the ol' grindstone in probably 2 weeks. Stayed in most of the day soaking in the empty goodness of nothingness. Neverending Story anyone? I hit one of the local social spots to see a friend's friend's band. It hit me hard today. Started thinking about how the band's members are aging and they still haven't made it big. They were a decent band for emo but they literally are sell outs or will soon be. Their record label is making them dye their hair black just to seem more emo. "Sad really... What's that?..." What does it take to get out of this town? It seems like it just swallows everyone or just keeps them on a leash. Everyone I knew from one point or another seems to just float on back here. Am I just missing something? To end the night, I'm watching some anime. Funny, I wasn't even a big anime fan until a little while ago. It's very relaxing and you always have to laugh at the horny japanese animators. "Older women can have a strong effect, a very painful effect..." -FLCL 08/19/0512:30 a.m. The glass is always cleaner on the other monitor Ever think something looks great from your eyes but then see it from another and realize that it's just not as good as you thought it was? Seems like I have many different bugs to fix in general, but I'm willing to keep at it. I feel like tomorrow (today) will be an entertaining day but I wouldn't mind one last day of doing nothing at all... but c'est la vie! Can't stop the moving cogs. Rock on with your bad self if you are viewing this site and enjoying it. I promise to get some music up here as soon as possible and some major updates. Thanks to your support. "Lately, all my dreams now haunt me, 1:00 a.m. Welcome to Paradise It's times like these that remind me of Green Day's "Welcome to Paradise." Living in the ghetto blows at times and especially when you can't go to a grocery store at night without being accosted by "needy" people. I'm living in the ghetto! What makes you think I have any more money than you. --- by the way guiness is not a jamaican beer. On a side note, what do the rebels do when their leaders bow out early? Good Night... |
