Blood Dreamer
Welcome to my site, who the hell are you and how the hell did you get here!?! Here you will find ramblings and just general stuff by me- the little known writer
If you don't like any of it or if anything written on here is offensive to you: get lost. I don't care what you reckon to my site; this is mine and mine only, I take sole responsibility for any views expressed here. Oh yeah, expect some 'bad' language; and if you don't like it, or don't like me saying/writing/whatever-the-frell it then tough and leave and don't come back. See if I care.
Point Two: I can write practically whatever I want here due to the right to free speech which is one of the best things ever, and although some things I do write may seem parodic or copy-cat-esque but I am no 'follower' of anyone, it's all my own opinion/thoughts.
I lay no claim to the layout since I got it from Aethereality.net so give them and the maker credit for it, not me. Maybe I might try and make one myself someday...
Hmmmm...
Random thoughts
--Well, ain't it been a while. Fucking bloody hell, fucking wankers. I dunno, I'm just annoyed about something but don't really know the way to find out exactly what. There's just something out there bothering me. Grr. Jesus.
--Oh bloody hell, what weirdos live in this frelling world?! Or at least in a version that is an absolute fantasy to them. Grow up, get a life and find the real world, cos that's where everyone else is living. Thing is I really doubt they'd be able to survive in the REAL world, I doubt many people would really. I'd be so glad to get rid of them...
--*rolls eyes* Don't joke about what you don't know, it's unfair on those who think it seriously even if you don't. Think of other people for once, think of how what you say could affect them... Seriously, I grin at oncoming cars when I cross the road...what do you think that means?
--20/4 Guess what that means to me... You'd never know and it wouldn't happen, but please, to the gods I don't believe in, please don't leave me alone on the 20th... You never know what can happen in a week...
--Tossing bloody bastards, screw them, what the fuck is that all about anyway?! How the hell can they do that?! I shouldn't care but I do...
--Fuck it all
--We are such bitches...but I love it *smirks*
--...thank you, don't worry what for...
--Nutjob. Ha. Find a better word. And no, I'm not crazy, that doesn't mean a thing to me, I'm just different to you. Fuck you.
--I'm frelling bored, ain't got nothing to do. Bloody everything eh? And who are all these people who are visiting my site, and how did they get here. Answers on a postcard...
--I wanna do something 'bad', something violent, I wanna hurt something...someone that hurt me...just...*trails off*
--Bloody fucking hell, get out of my fucking head! Just for bloody once I want to be free of you. I need someone else...someone new...
There are a lot of things in this world I don't get, can't be damned to mention 'em now...
--I love the techies! The absolute coolest and best people there are around. Jesus, who else whould even think of having a base bin and wedge and lights and mirror ball for a house party?! And not just a house party, a pub crawl too. It really was great!
--I'm a fucking idiot, it's true. I'm a bloody brilliant fucking idiot. How can you explain what you think about and what goes on in your own mind to someone else? Especially when they won't understand (old fashioned ideals) or you've known them for a long time. I miss her, I want her back. I think about her too fucking often. But she don't know that...I wish she did but I can't tell her...
--Too old, it's way too late, shouldn't be here...who can you tell that to? Don't want someone to try to tell me not to do it, just want to be felt like I'm wanted. If she'd never come back I wouldn't be here, I know that for certain, I only didn't 'cos of her. I will though, one day soon I will.
'Oh, so if you believe say a prayer for me, I won't be here tomorrow somewhere I gotta be...'
Like I say, no one reads this, or at least not to my knowledge...
--My msn name is so right at the moment: 'If it only it really was just two weeks'...if only it was...
--'Right now I'm trying to get fucked'- I so know what you mean mate, even though not everyone's life has got a time limit on it... Come on let's face it, no one ever reads this so I can pretty much write anything I want here and no one willl care.
--Hmmm...ponderous, the time is getting on...it's not right yet though...even though I wish it was...
--BASTARDS!!! Get out of MY capital! Call that terror- FUCK YOU!!!
--So, what the frell has been going on? Weirdly enough stuff that don't happen in my world...and why does that bother me? Why can't I be happy for people I care about and who ought to be happy without being jealous and bitter? Why can't I just get one thing I want? Other people do, granted they also get the bad side of stuff but in general they at least get for a while something that I don't. I just want something good for once...
--Bloody damned everything. Everything, every fucking thing all the bloody frelling time...
--I feel like I'm going completely insane sometimes, sometimes it gets too much. Things get crazy and it's not something I particularly need most of the time. I'm so glad there's not long left now.
--Bloody fucking bitches, people in fucking general- I hate you all!!! Especially when you hate me first. I HATE THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD!!!
--Bloody fucking people trying to screw me around. Talk about me behind my back why don't you, I know you're bloody fucking doing it so why frelling try to hide that you are!!! You better watch out though, I'll get you back and you'll be fucking sorry you ever got on the wrong side of me.
--Damn you all people!!! What the frell have I ever done to you?!?!
--20,000 bloody pages. Jeez, how much do they write (badly may I add), it's frelling fascinating though. And all fits on the one cd which is cool.
--Basement tapes!!! Basement tapes!!! Why does it take so bloody long to find anything! Although I think they're just audio but god, I want those tapes. Also found the 11,000 page report on them by Jefferson County Police, cool eh. Will save it to disc for a time when I get some.
--God, I HATE it when you want some information or something on a site then it goes down or just doesn't let you on it for some frelling reason or another. I WANT THOSE TAPES!!! I don't care how much space they'll take up on my laptop I want them, frell it!
--You know what I hate? People who 'understand', who think they 'understand' when they have absolutely no frelling reason to. When they have no idea what's going on at all, who have never experienced the same thing and yet they think they know what someone else thinks or what they 'are going through'. Jesus.
Updates
20/4/06 Nothing new, not going to be anything new either...
2/9/05 Added 'Cold Pain', never shown to anyone before...
6/2/05 Added a new page...
27/1/05 Made some alterations on 'All about me'.
6/11/04 Added almost all of my stories, there's only 'Roses' and 'The Followers Tale' yet to be done.
3/11/04 I actually have no idea of the date. Anyway, ain't I such a bastard (?) for updates? Well, I've been doing some and when I get home I'll add them...not long for that then.
27/8/04 Updates...yeah, right, I know I haven't updated for ages but I've 'been busy'. I'll try and get some more done soon; probably after the holidays though.
12/7/04 Added 'Victims & Revenge'....heh heh heh.
29/6/04 Added 'Those In The Gutter Can Never Reach The Stars'. Now, exams are finished and school's over I will probably be doing more to this now.
27/6/04 Added a guestbook the other day, so if you visit I would love it if you signed.
19/6/04 Do note, if the picture doesn't work then I've no idea why that is; hoping it's Geocities and nothing to do with me cos I have no idea how to make it work.
15/6/04 Added a couple of sentences to a couple of pages (namely 'All About Me' and 'Ki's Words of Wisdom'...I think). Also 'Hater Players' and 'Plans for World Domination' are now up and hopefully working
7/6/04 The Quote section is now attached, look under 'More Stuff', not much there yet though.
3/5/04 'Calm', 'No Night' and 'Scattered Hopes...' added. Idiot me doesn't know what the date is, damn.
31/5/04 We are successfully up and running, not many pages work yet, most aren't made but half of the menu is ok.