Well, it just seems like I can't do a proper job of keeping this site up to date. I have the best news in the world! As of this past Wednesday I am no longer considered obese!! Yippee! I finally am down to 163 pounds and according to almost every BMI calculator I've used that is where overweight (for my height 5'2) begins and obese ends. I am so proud of myself. Never thought I'd be proud to be fat but by God I am just beaming with pride, lol. I love Weight Watchers and I am so sorry that I put it off for so long. The only program I've never used and the only one that works, for me anyway. I love going and I really do look forward to going to the meetings, although I don't always look forward to stepping on the scales. I've been OP this whole time, I'm going on my 11th week now. I made it through Thanksgiving with no problems what so ever. I'm hoping that Christmas will just as easy, although I think it will be hard for me to stay out of the candy and sweets. There aren't as many sweets at Thankgiving as there are at Christmas, so I'm definitely going to have to save up some points for the big day, I want's me some chocolate :o) I am still the slowest human in the world when it comes to losing weight. Sometimes it's all I can do to keep going on. I had a bad week last week, I gained a couple of ounces and it really got me upset. I know that a couple of ounces don't seem like that much, but I've been completely OP and been trying desperately hard to lose this weight for 10 months now, so having a gain of any kind is upsetting. When I lose one more pound, I will have lost 30 pounds total! I rock!!
My husband just came home from work with a pizza under his arm!!! He works nights, he got off early and I'm out of points and he's bringing a friggin pizza home with him! Damnit. I'm in the bedroom and mind you he just couldn't take the pizza to the fridge and leave it there or eat it in the kitchen, he actually brought the damn thing back here into our bedroom to show me!! Shit, do you see the kinda crap I have to deal with around here? The teenager is constantly bitching about the food we eat and that it doesn't taste good and that I USED to be a good cook and he's not on a diet so why should he have to eat healthy. And, my husband is constantly nagging at me to eat or taste something fattening that he's eating or pigging out in front of me or bringing candy home from work (he works in a candy factory, for Pete's sake!)! No support here at home, at all, zip! Geesh that pizza smelled darn good too! I told him to take the crappin thing out of here right now, but I know it's in the house and that is going to drive me crazy. Oh, guess I needed to vent, lol. It's almost time for bed anyway. Someday I will get pictures up, I know, I know, I've said it a million times. Maybe I'll have the hubby take some of me tomorrow..........don't hold your breath. ~Later |
