I woke up in the morning and there is nothing that needs to be done. I know that there will be tasks I need to do to prepare for the dreaded Reservist In Camp Training. But that will come later, I still have a bit of time. Most of the day seems a blur right now. I spent more time reading the newspaper in the morning. Then I did the usual things like checking my e-mail and horoscope. I also made sure they did not trash a nick I used for online gaming. Then the horoscope seems almost the same. My horoscope told me to be a little lazy, take a trip of some sort and consider my present career.
After I was done with the newspaper, I decided to went online to chat a little while. The chatting turned out to be more fun then I expected. I even found a naughty gal to chat with. But whether the gals I chat with will ever reply at all is another thing. Then I cleaned myself up before having lunch. I watched a little TV before taking a nap. Then it was time to go to the gym. Felt that I had to go no matter what. The horoscope told me to just sit and relax. Later on, I found out why.
On my way to the gym, I SMS a friend to find out about the reservist. But I probably shouldn't have done that. Once the info came into my mind, I did not feel too happy about it. And the thoughts of carnage, cruelty and violence I said I would inflict if I went nuts in there surfaced in my mind again. I swear I must change my fate. I must break free of this unfair control the government imposed on me. Control and Change- these are 2 words I swore to use to create my life. With thoughts such as these, I did not have the usual drive to do my workout. The workout felt very hard. Even cardio was hard. But the endorphins felt after the workout was worth it. I felt less pain, more happiness and a sense of invincibility. Then I got home.
I got home and gradually felt less anger and pain over the R thing. I did the usual things after dinner and supplements. Then it was time to type this entry. And now I have finished this entry. I am going to try to follow my horoscope as closely as possible. Then tomorrow is another day and I got things to do.
