I woke up in the morning. And I made a phonecall to check on matters related to the gym attachment that is coming. Then I made some copies of forms I needed during the attachment. And also a photocopy of a document I need during Poly enrolment. Did some of the usual things on my PC including checking my horoscope of today. Then it was time for lunch. I saw an interesting cartoon on TV today about one of the kids in a class who has asthma. Oh man, right now everything seems to be blurring out.
Anyway, I had lunch rather early today. Had an early nap and woke up a bit later then usual. Then I went out to try to sell 2 pieces of old memory chips for some cold hard cash. Although the shop had the picture of a PC, the guy told me that they do not buy such things. I had waited for at least one and a half hour. When you add in my travel time, the whole thing had been a waste of time. Then I went to the gym anyway although my energy level was much lower.
By the time I go to the gym it was rather late in the afternoon. I carried on with my workout as much as possible. But it did not felt as good as I wanted. I also felt alone and very preoccupied with various depressing worries and pressures. I cut my workout down to 40 mins instead of 60 mins. Then I carried on with 30 mins of cardio. But I did not do the treadmill. I did not have that much energy and the will was not there. Then it was time to go home.
After I got home, the rest of the story of this day was very much like the first paragraph. Mum was too tired and she had bought dinner home for my sister and I. I feel really messed up but I must somehow carry on.
