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I want to shower by the time I am done with this entry. I woke up feeling relaxed. In fact, it felt almost like a Saturday. But today is Sunday. I do not feel very happy. In fact there is still quite a bit of residual unhappiness. I don't think I want to even mention the reason anymore. If whoever is reading this do not know the reason, then feel free to refer to last 2 days' entry. And find a word beginning with R. And ends with a T.

  I woke up in the morning and I did the usual things. I had breakfast and I watched cartoons. But I really do not feel too happy. In fact, it felt unbearable. I took out the paper diary once more and wrote a little something. Then I went to the PC and checked out my horoscope. And it was unbelieveablely accurate. It mentioned something I had in mind for a very long time. And it also told me to have some fun. It also mentioned what would happened if I did not do so.

  For the what I had in mind for a long time part. I am afraid I do not have much money to invest in some new technology to incorporate into my life. I wish to have the newest version of Outlook. Upgrade the ram, backup system, Windows XP. And if possible get a whole new PC with all these instead. But I have not much money right now. The money ain't mine either. Spending your own money feels a lot better.

  As for the second part based on my Life Path Number- yes, that is possible. I had a pretty clear idea how to have fun and also not spend too much on it. I packed to go out and play Mini4WD. The experience did not turn out as enjoyable as I anticipated. My settings were not very durable. And I lost some parts. Whenever the car flew off, a lot of rollers came off. Then later on I knew what happened. I am not sure if someone said something bad about me. I thought I heard something. On the other hand, I really feel so down in the dumps. With what I feel today, anything sounds bad. Heard that there was a Thailand Mini4WD champion there.

  The usual friend was not there, his exams are coming and he had to study. I worked on my Mini4WDs on my own. The condition of the track was not so good. The rain and sand had got on the track. Asked for advice on settings and stuff from the shopkeeper there. But I also got this feeling that he was making fun of me. He asked if I had seen really thin rubber tires used in a race. And I said no. I saw he had these really thin rubber tires with friction cut into them. Then there were these parts that seemed really good. But I did not felt like following the trend. And I had already spent some cash on replacing worn and lost parts. And plastic is lighter then metal right? Anyway, after I achieved the level of perfection that I wanted, I went home.

  Before I even got home, mum called as she had already bought delicious dinner for me. So I got home, showered and ate dinner. Then I watched TV while doing maintainance on my Mini4WD. I had to do a good wipedown of my Mini4WDs due to the mud and sand. Then I took it apart and greased the moving parts. Then I washed up and kept the things. Then I wrote this entry. I have no clear idea on how to do the next day. But I do know I have a call to make and something else related to Poly to do. The later ain't that important. I am going to play some more before I get a good rest.
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