For me, being an artist is a journey in which
I
search for images. Much of this journey is internal, and backward,
involves a longing for something lost, and a need to express that from
within myself. This journey is driven by the accidents of my
personal biography, the weight and lived experience and the finite nature
of time, work and life itself. The paintings produced along the way
are the detritus of that search, the residue of a process that is nothing
more nor less than one's life.
In such a context, the painting is the tip of an
iceberg: it is what "shows", what results from the extraordinary
complex creative process whereby the painted image emerges, evolves and is
made into a fixed and painted thing. In this process, everything is
of consequence to the practicing artist. You never know where your
art will lead you, or when. All you can do is be attentive to its
urgings. There may be no such thing as an original image, but each
individual is historically unique and possessed of a capacity for
experience and expression that is completely original to him or her.
it is in that context that the art-making dialogue occurs, and holds its
promise of renewal and rebirth,
Inevitably, my work is also a response to a
century of modernism, with its emphasis upon process, minimal means and an
awareness of the overall cultural and historical context within which art
continues to happen. I believe that my paintings could not have been
made before now. When I am asked how long it takes me to make a
painting, I reply " All my life. I did it as soon as I
could."
My basic technical concerns as a painter have
always involved the traditional practice of oil painting, and a primary
orientation towards "realism" and the realist tradition in
American Art. Within those concerns, I have had a general
preoccupation with the object hood of paintings an the painting of objects
as a subject of painting. To a certain extent, paintings are less
pictures for me than they are totems, icons and objects of contemplation
and meditative regard. A painting is a constant thing: it does not
change, though our understanding and perception of it may. Sometimes
paintings can change us; change the way we see, think, and feel.
The subject matter of my paintings, although it
takes its source from traditional still life presentation and motifs, has
focused on common, vernacular and abstract forms as these appear and
appeal to my anthropological perspective. These have included such
objects as hats, cooking utensils, bears, fruits, fireplugs, barrels,
implements and containers, objects related to the sea and the idea of
words-as-objects. in all these paintings, i have attempted to treat
the object depicted as an eternal sculptural presence and a psychological
metaphor.
As an artist, I don't know everything about what
I'm doing, though I do know some things about the origins and facture of
my paintings that no one else will ever know. At a certain level, it
really doesn't matter what I intend or think about my work. The
paintings have a life of their own, in time and space, beyond my life as a
artist. the only important thing, really, is that I paint.
Ultimately, painting in an act of faith.
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