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| 11/2/03 ~Well a new page! I guess that i had a pretty good weekend, didn't do much. Gosh time is flying by these days. Lately i have just been sitten at home relaxing and watching movies, and doing home work, not much else to do. I haven't been as down lately, i guess i have figured out that life is just fine the way that it is. I am just sitten back and waiting...lol...Waiting for what? Well i am not sure myself....lol....Well i gotta go do some homework and play with my boys..later..bye..bye........ 11/3/03 ~I can't stand those people that stop by late at night and don't call to see if you are awake. Gosh...oh well...I didn't do much today, went to class and got out early, that is about it..Not much going on right now...later..bye... 11/4/03 ~Oh my gosh it was so so hot today! I think the weather is crazy. 3 weeks till Thanksgiving...yea i get to cook..lol..Hey don't laugh..i can cook!....lol...I got my mid term back in writing class and i got a 98 A....YEA! I did good......I am going to do alittle christmas shopping tomorrow..maybe if it don't rain. I am tired i guess that i will go get me some sleep..night. 11/8/03 ~What a long week it has been, I have had so much homework. I am still not finished with all of it. Well i guess it has been an ok weekend. Nothing really going on right now in my wonderful little life. I am still just sitting back and waiting, and i still don't know what for....4 weeks left of school! Gosh, John...i wish.........Well i am going to go get me some sleep...night...night...bye 11/9/03 ~Pulling all my hair out........I have so much stuff to do this week, it is going to be a busy one! 11/10/03 ~You would think that after 2 c-sections that i could handle a little shot in the arm. Yeah right, i am such a baby. I had to get my MMR shot today, and i almost passed out 4 times after i got it. My arm still hurts.....lol....Well anyways on the brighter side i went and did some christmas shopping today, I wish that i could buy everything that i see, it is so hard to make up your mind these day, cause there are so many diffrent kinds of toys......Gosh EX's suck, I can't stand them! All i have to say to them is, that you had your chance and you blew it! Oh well.....John.....I wish that......?.......Well i am going to get in the bed now..night..night..bye 11/11/03 ~John ....I have decided not to finish that , because i know that my wish will never come true. I am sure you can guess it though.......Anyways, today was an ok day, didn't really do much....I can't beleive that this semester is almost over, it has went by so fast. Gosh i am so tired, i am going to bed..night.... 11/12/03 ~HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIMMY! Well i am not going to have my computer for a few days, so fair well for a while........... 11/13/03 ~Well i lied i still have my computer, but i won't for a few days, after tomorrow...lol...my dad is going to work on it. My kids are driveing me crazy! My mom is going to give me a break tomorrow night, gosh that will be so so nice......I will actually get to sleep all night long. I have been waiting and waiting, but i have realized that it isn't going to happen, so for the last time....I Give Up!!! 11 months..........Gosh......well your the one that has to live with, knowing that you broke someones heart. Dang life is screwed up......oh well....Anyways....I have had a few offers to go out tomorrow night, but i think i will just sleep...sleep...sleep....I need it! School is going pretty good, but of course not MATH...I am going to retake it..i gave up on it ...lol...Well i am going to run on to my little bed now..night...night...bye...bye............ 11/17/03 ~Ok I am back! Computer is all fixed.....YEA! I had a pretty good weekend. I am to tired to type anything else, so night......night...bye 11/18/03 ~I am not in a good mood, someone has made me mad.......i am tired of having my feelings hurt! ....Well went to school today,and did work, work, work.....I have been putting some applications in, trying to find a job. And i am takeing my baby's daddy for child support, this should be fun..lol... I registered for classes, i will be takeing Math 2, computer spread sheets, comp 1 and principles of business. Sounds like fun doesn't it! .......Ha Ha Ha, Misty your so silly! Thank you for babying me friday night, you and travis make a good mommy and daddy...lol...Love you guys......Well it is time for me to go to bed now..night..night..bye..... 11/19/03 ~Ok why doesn't anyone sign my guestbook, I know that there a few people reading all this crap...hum..don't ya'll loves me...oh well...anyways...I didn't do anything today. Had a visitor, that was very nice! Well i didn't get a response to my e-mail so i will take a hint! I was just trying to find out, but now i guess i know....Ok new plans for Thanksgiving, I am not going to cook, I guess i am going out to eat with my parents...oh well..Heck it is all food, and i won't have to do any work, so i guess that is good. The Christmas parade is this weekend, i think i will go, so that i can get in the Christmas spirit...Well i gotta get in bed, i have school in the morning..night..bye 11/23/03 ~It's about time for a new page.....Well i am glad that someone finally told me what is going on..Now I Know!!! Just "Best Friends"...And you just still hang out with me cause you don't want to hurt me..It's all good..That is just fine. And you don't want to hurt my feeling, well i think that you already have, over and over and over again..Well i guess we will see what happens...night night......... |
| 11/24/03 ~Well me and Austin put up our christmas tree yesterday, it looks pretty good. austin is so excited about christmas, this is really the first year that he really understands everything. Aaron likes to look at the lights on the tree, he is a silly baby. I can't beleive that i have to spend another christmas with a broken heart. 2001, broken heart, me and my husband split up, and then 2002, me and aaron's dad split up and now this year 2003, john breaks my heart! I wonder if i will ever be happy. Probably not....Oh well...I will just play the cards that i am delt..Well gotta go..later.. 11/26/03 ~Oh my gosh, Talk about freaking out, well i did the other night. I was on my computer and i smelt smoke and then i turned around and looked up and my apartment was full of smoke. I was running around tryn to find the fire. Well what it was, was my wall unit caught on fire and burned up, and now i have no HEAT! But i have 2 heaters so i am ok for now, and the landlord ordered a new wall unit and it will be here wed. So i will live! Darn.....lol....I am so tired, i cleaned my moms house all day today and did some more Christmas shopping. I am going to do the food thing tomorrow, YEAH!....lol....I think me and my dad are going to go chop down a tree tomorrow....Cool....well i need to get in the bed and get some rest.......Night....Night....Bye 11/30/03 ~I hope everyone had a very wonderful Thanksgiving! Mine was pretty good, I burnt my finger though, on the darn turkey. Then me and my ex husband got in a fuss. But i am used to that. Other than that i have had a pretty good holiday. This coming week is the last week of school, till January of course. I have alot of work to do this week, gosh i don't want to have to study. Oh well...When i find out my grades i will let you know...Maybe...lol....Last night was a very bad night, Let me tell you what can make you feel different about another person. When you say to someone that you love them and they say they hate you back, now that hurts! But the person was just kidding, but to me that just isn't something to kid about. But anyways, my feeling were turned around in one little night. But that is what that person wants anyways, For me not to be in love with them anymore. So he got his wish. And i have no more, Wishes that is!!!!....Well I am so bored, I need someone to talk to!.....Well gotta go to the store to buy some baby formula, my duty calls........later........bye12/01/03 ~Ok, I found out who my real friends are today! One friend spent time with me and we went and ate supper and listened to my problems and then another friend called just to see how i was, and i told him that i had a job interview in the morning and it just so happens that he knows that manager very well so he made a special call for me. But then there is the so called friend that called just to fuss and put me down and make me feel like crap. Hum so i wonder who my real friends are? Well thanks to the ones that are there for me when i need them and that truely love me!!! After all i have done for you!! Well i have to go stay at my moms now, cause i have no water long story!! Well night ...night....bye12/07/03 ~ Ok, my son has lost his mind.....HE shaved his legs, and cut his finger on the razor, he got one of my razors when he was in the tub, and i guess he wanted to be like mommy....lol...My son has NO hair on his legs...lol...i hope he grows out of it..j/k..lol...he is silly, but he got in big TROUBLE for it..He will never do that again. Well, I had an ok weekend, i didn't do much. Went out to eat with a friend, well and ex-boyfriend friday, we went to applebees, and i ate too much. Then i hung out with another ex, what is with all the ex's..lol..i need a NEW guy. ..out with the old in with the new! .......I made a B in public speaking class...yea..I have my last 2 exams this week....so i gotta study.....stay away from the mall, it is a war zone!....lol...well i gotta go...bye..bye...12/10/03~ Happy Anniversary Mom and Dad............Aaron had to get shots today, and shew he screamed and screamed...poor baby...Today was a nasty rainy day, and of course i had to be out in it...yuck!....i got another one of my grades today, I got a B in writing class...yea!...not to bad! So far i have 2 B's.....the other grade should be in by friday, it is the one that i am worried about...well i will know soon enough. Not much going on this week, i gotta go to JC tomorrow . Gotta return some clothes. Well gotta go .....later.........bye......Ahhh , my reese's are WHITE.....lol....cool......I love peanut butter......night...night...bye12/11/03~ Well all my grades are in now.....All B's......not to bad, i am happy! 12/14/03~ Well i feel better, i got some sleep! My mom keeps Aaron like once a month so that i can catch up on my sleep, and she kept him last night. Misty called this morning and told me that Saddam was caught...YEA..Good job troops! I think I got to much sleep, i got a head ache now...Well i gotta go to laundry now...sounds like fun doesn't it....later....12/16/03~ Happy Birthday Mommy, well it was yesterday...lol....I went and looked at a house for rent today, i am not sure if i want it or not...It is hard finding a place that you really like and in an area that you like..but i think i am going to keep looking for a while. And hey, thanks for coming over today, and going with me......sweetie...hey did you like your corn dogs....lol...Oh yeah i went to the doctor , had to get some more meds, my chronic bronchitis is acting up. But they didn't have anymore flu shots.....oh no..i am in big trouble this winter...I am staying away from you sick people!!......well night.....night...bye....bye12/18/03~ Ok, I tried to make peanut butter fudge, It didn't work...Hey but i did really good on my brownies...lol...But i am going to try again on the fudge, i will try until i get it right! My son has really been testing me lately...Gosh he has never been this bad before, He is acting like his dad, and that is a very bad thing....shewww weee! Oh and Aaron said Da Da today..Great...lol..But the person that he thinks is his daddy, isn't ...ha ha ha...lol....John, sheewww weee did Mr. Anderson make you mad...lol...that was pretty funny..oh yeah and thanks for the ride!......... lol...Snow...Snow...Snow ... YEA..I love the snow! I want alot of it, cause i want to build a snowman!.I get presents tomorrow!!........YEA!..Ahhh my drinks are in my trunk!!:(Goodnight.....bye....bye......12/22/03~ Happy Birthday Sara...and Jabbar....Ok, so far i have gotten an OCC (orange county choppers) shirt, which i love and some very cute collectible ordaments, and a silver ball necklace, bracelet, and ear rings, and a bath set...But i got a surprise and i love it...a white gold necklace, with a cute 3 heart charm that has little diamonds in it....An angel got it for me, thats what you are to me, someone that watches over me and protects me.....I Love you..I wasn't going to say it anymore but i can't help it...sorry..lol...Well i am going for now.....bye..bye....12/24/03~ MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE~ I went to my parents house today and my sister and all her kids came and we ate and opened presents....It was fun! ...bye...12/27/03~ Well I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas! Austin is at his daddy's and i miss him, i hope he is having fun...John thank you for inviteing me, that was very nice. Well it is about time for a new page! Misty you lucky girl i hope you are having a great time in Gatlinburg, you know i would surprise you if i could, but now with aaron i can't do that anymore:(...but that is ok...i love ya...Well john..almost 1 year...ha ha ha...but i have loved every second of it....Just wish something would change soon!...But i know it won't cause heck i have waited 3 months..and nothing....oh well.....well i gotta go out for a while...bye...bye...... |
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