| MY DAYS |
| 9/5/04~ Welp it is time for a new page, I was tired of the old one. It is football time again, my boyfriend is happy now... lol.... Things are going really good for me, right now, i am very happy. I like my classes, there is only one teacher that i really don't like, but i will be ok. I got a new car, well not brand new, but new to me. It is a 1999 Honda, and i have it thanks to my man. He is taken care of his girl! He is the best thing that has ever happened to me, well next to my kids. I am very happy with him, and i hope and pray that it lasts forever. Babe if you read this, I love you! oh, and thank you, thank you....lol...I love my car...lol...I sold my old car to my mom, so you people who know me, it ain't me drivin it...k..... GO UT!!!!! Well i need to get in bed, i am tired...nighty...night...bye....bye...... 9/12/04~Well i got a job, I will be working M,W,F, in a office, it won't be to bad, i hope. Sheww, i bet i will be tired though, cause i already am, from just going to school and taking care of the boys. I had a good weekend, my man stayed with me, and we went to the big boy toy show and then went to a craft thing for me...lol...We had a good time..I am so happy with my boyfriend.. I hate the laundry mat, i need to find me a washer and a dryer!! ...lol....Poor little Aaron isn't feeling good, i think that he might have pink eye, and that sucks, cause i can't miss school, or work, and now that my mom is working, i have no one to watch him. Everyone works! I am going to take him to the doctor in the morning, hopefully it won't be bad, and he will be ok...I love my little booggers(Austin, Aaron), they are so wonderful, oh and my big boogger too.(John)...lol...Well i need to get in bed, and have good dreamys...lol...nighty...night...bye...bye..... 9/19/04~Heck yeah, way to go VOLS.....I feel sleep before the game was over, but i got woke up to my boyfriend hollering and jumping up and down...lol...he was happy...i thought that there was an earth quake or something ...lol...but it was just him...ha ha ha.....well i had a pretty good weekend..There seem to be more up than downs lately, and it is really nice....I am actually very very happy, for really the first time in my life. I could be alittle happier, but it will happen one day..lol..well i gotta get in bed, Austin has to go to the Dr.'s and get his shots tomorrow..that won't be fun...nighty...night...bye...bye.... 9/21/04~Oh,gosh yesterday was awful I had to take Austin get his shots and then we had to go to the hospital and have his blood took. It was awful, He screamed and faught and threw a major fit. I felt so sorry for the poor thing. It took all my strength to hold him down, I think that i was more tired than he was after it was all over with. I had to take him to the store and buy him a toy, i promised him...lol....he deserved it though, he was brave.....Well things aren't going as good as they have been. My mans ex seems to be jelouis of me and him, which worries me alittle, cause she is the only girl that my boyfriend ever ask to marry him, and he must have really loved her to do that...It just worries me, cause i think she is better than me, i love my boyfriend with all my heart, and i can't imagine life with out him by my side. You never know when life will end and i think that we need to live to the fullest and not put things off....make the best of it . I am afraid sometimes that i won't get to acheve everything that i want to in life....... I Love you John and nothing will ever change the way i fell about you............................................................................. Tomorrow will be one year since a wonderful man(Mike) went to be with the lord, he was brave through his fight and you might think that he was fighting to stay here, but aren't we really just fighting to get to a much better and wonderful place, called heaven....he is there now, making a better place for his family to join him one day. I am so thankful to Mike for raising such a wonderful son, and teaching him to be a strong and loving man...i could never thank him enough for the way he touched my heart.....but one day i will stand face to face with him and tell him..........My love and prayers go to my boyfriend and his family............. 10/3/04~Well things have been going great, me and my boyfriend are doing very good and, i can honestly say that life has never been better! I finally feel like my life is finally gettin in order. I think that i might end up very happy.................. I Love you John!!! well Sunday i am having Austin a birthday party, we are going to cook out and everything, i am just going to have a good time with my family. Austin will be 5 on Oct 12th. He is growing up way to fast, i wish that he was still a little baby. Gosh Aaron is gettin so big to, he isn't really a baby anymore either, he is a toddler now, and gosh he is so funny, he likes to make me and john laugh, he is trying to learn to talk....he is at the point were he trys to do the same things that we do..lol...Well i gotta get in bed......nighty...night...bye....bye..... 10/7/04~ Happy Birthday Papaw, You are always in my thoughts, and in my heart..........I can remember your birthday in 2001, we had you a party, and you loved spending time with Austin and Kia....If i had only known then what i know now, i would have gave you more hugs, and spent more time with you.........But i know that we had a bond that noone can match..i love you pap........Well things are going ok with me right now, i hate math, but ha what is new....lol....I had a quiz the other night, that i didn't know that we was going to have, cause i had to miss a class last week....I failed it so bad, but the sad thing is that i know that i would have done good, if i would have known about it..... I just want to say thank you to my wonderful boyfriend that watchs my boys for me, while i go to class....... I couldn't make it with out you hunny..... I have been alittle stressed latley, with school, kids and wanting life to go bye alittle faster... I am a very inpatient person, my motto is now or never, i am trying to work on that though....but gosh.....i am not gettin any younger, and you never know when your time is up, so i am trying to live for the moment, and accomplish what i want to in life.............Just think the faster you accomplish all your goals, then the sooner you have to sit back and enjoy them........ 3 more months and i am going to try to find me a house to rent, i hate my apartments that i live in, they are turning into a dump....it seems like everyone is moving out ...i don't blame them, our apartments were built cheap, and everything is falling apart....and also i want a house cause it is the only way my man will stay with me, cause he needs a place for his bike.....gosh men and there bikes....you would think that they were made of solid gold, i mean don't get me wrong i love bikes and rideing them....but i am sorry i don't put material things before a person that i care about.......but to each there own....i don't care...either it will work or it won't............but lord i pray that it works......lol........... ............I love you John. . . . . . . . . . . .............Welp i gotta get to class...yea...fun...lol....bye...bye.................................................. 10/11/04~ What a wonderful weekend....I must say life is good and only gettin better....Well friday my boyfriend asked me to marry him and he gave me a ring....of course i said "YES"...I am very happy, he is wonderful and we are very happy now.....But we aren't going to get married for a while...we are going to wait till i get done with school....Well then on sat. UT played a good game...ha ha ha...i told ya they would win....i bet $1 on the game...lol....yea...ha ha ha.....And then yesterday i had Austin a birthday party at eastman cabins....we cooked out..and had a great time.....The weather was perfect...shewww i sure was tired last night though....i was beat....I am actually happy....i really didn't know that i could feel this way...it is truely amazing!!!! Well the only bad thing is school....sheww that dang math class is going to be the end of me....it is so hard now......I have a test this week...and i am not going to do to good......why do we even need all this crazy math..i know that i will never ever use it.....lol....I've almost got all my christmas shopping done...i am gettin it all done and out of the way..lol.....Well tomorrow is Austin Birthday....5 years old...gosh i feel so old now....my boys are growing up so fast.....awwwww.......well i need to get in bed..i have school in the morning...i love my John!!! Nighty...night....bye....bye....... 10/21/04~ Well things are still going great for me! I am very happy...I am thinking about closeing my web site, but i am not for sure if i am going too......I am doing ok in school...my classes are so boring though...I seem to almost fall asleep in all of them. This semester is alot diffrent that the others, i am not sure why...Me and John are doing great he is everything to me.....we actually get to spend some time together this weekend, my mom is going to watch Aaron for a few hours, and Austin will be at his grandparents....I can't wait it will be nice! Well I got all my christmas shopping done and all the presents wraped, i am gettin on the ball this year.....It is a big releif to get it done early, cause now i won't have to get out in those crazy christmas crowds....lol......Well John is still looking for a house, but it is hard to find what you want these days, but i think our dream home will come along one of these days....I have figured out that you have to wait alittle to get the best....... Well i gotta go to class now...Math...yucky.....Welp....bye peoples.........I love my John, and Aaron and Austin!!!!!!!! 10/26/04~ Well this past weekend, wasn't to great....I got my feelings hurt alittle bit....but i guess things will be fine...It makes me feel alittle diffrent ...but anyways.....I can't not stand school, i have one teacher that i would like to choke.....She is awful.....Welp,me and my man have been looking at houses, gosh it is a major job to......There is a house out there for us....but i just don't know where it is...lol...if anyone finds it let me know....lol.... I droped my supper(beany weinies) all over the kitchen floor today...gosh what a cluts...John almost laughed at me....But he was a sweetie and fixed me some more food real fast, cause i had to go to school..thank you hunny! Well i guess i shall go now.....Oh yeah and some advice to all those guys out there, "Never take up for an ex girlfirend", that is the number 1 rule in the dateing handbook!!!"dateing 101!...lol...well i gotta go to math now...you all know how excited i am about that!!! Bye ....bye...... 11/01/04~Well I had a good weekend, The good thing about having kids, is you get to go trick or treating...lol...Me and John took Kia and Aaron out, i had fun..Austin didn't get to go trick or treating, he went to tweetsie rail road with his grandparents, he had a great time. We have tons of candy, shew ....I was tired though, after all that walking.....lol.. I am tired, i couldn't get to sleep last night....hum i wonder why...i didn't have my teddy with me... :( awwwwwwwww.....Well i gotta go, i have some homework to do.....bye...bye..... 11/03/04~Well thank god, BUSH won...I voted for him and i am proud of it! Sheww and i had to go to child support court this morning and wait for almost 2 hours and Aarons father didn't even show up. Then when i got home i had an e-mail from him asking how Aaron is, after he hasn't called or anything in almost 6 months. Gosh some people.... Well Aaron has someone that loves him and takes care of him and has been there for him since the day he was born. My boyfriend loves both my boys as if they were his own, and that makes me so happy, I don't worry about my boys not having a dad to play with them and teach them stuff and love them, cause they do, God gave us John, a wonderful guy that gives us everything that we need! Ohhhh, gosh, I am so terrified, i have to go to the dentist next week, and those who know me,know that i hate the dentist......John is going to go with me and hold my hand, but i might rip it off.....ahhh, i am scard.... :( ..... Well i gotta go, i have to study for a test in humanities 2 class....it ain't easy..lol...well bye...bye......... 11/8/04~Well it has been 3 years now since my grandfather died, I miss him alot, and a day doesn't go by that i don't think about what happened to him. I remember my mom asking me a few months before he died, If i could handle it when he died, and i said no, that i didn't want to think about it ever happening, but I never thought that he would go the way he did. I went through alot of changes the week he was missing and then the weeks after we found him. I think that i went through a nervous break down at that time, but who wouldn't..........Pap I miss you and i love you and i can't wait to see you again one day!....Love always your Kellog I must say that i think things have changed alot between me and my man, for the better, this past weekend, i think that we got alot closer. I Love you hunny! Oh, I have some new pics on my webpage, i put them on the front. Check them out! well, i gotta get in bed, i have school tomorrow...nighty..night....bye......... 11/18/04~ Sheww what a day, I had both my boys home and sick....And John is sick too...I have my hands full, and i ain't feelin to great myself, i think i am coming down with it too.... Well other than that everything is going pretty good with me and my life. Only a few more weeks left of school and then i get alittle break. I changed my major to Medical office administration. I think that i will really like doing that. And John got a new job today, at the wonderful eastman...But it is a better job...I hope that he likes it ...Well i have to run off to class now...yea...fun...fun..bye...bye.. 11/30/04~ Can you beleive it , tomorrow is Dec 1st, wow this year has flown right by...Well I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving, I had a pretty good one. I cooked all day thanksgiving day, and then had my family over, it was nice to have everyone together.I have been having a major problem with my leg, not sure what is wrong, we think that it might be a reaction to my antibiotics, humm dunno but it is not good!! Me and John are still doing good, life is hecktick right now though, I have finals next week and then John has to have surgery and he will be out of work for two weeks, i have to take care of him.... And then the week after his surgery i have to go have my root canal done...and i am terrified, i have been having nightmares about it...... :( Shewww.... and then after all that is Christmas... Thank god i have all my shoping and decorating done...so i don't have to fool with that stuff....and i have to go to court the day before my root canal with Aaron's biological father...that is what i am going to call him, cause he knows John as his daddy...His real dad has not been paying child support or showing up for court....So that crap stresses me out, i wish that he would sign his rights over to john.....that would make me feel better, but yeah right, if someone can make your life hell, then they are going to do it!!!!! Oh well..... Well i have to go to class now..yea how fun..and it is math too...lol...i love you hunny...oh and thank you becky! Bye..Bye... |
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