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| MASQUERADE 4/24/01 Sweet and tender Mild and gentle A world of love Masked by an atmosphere of lonliness The sun will shine through And bathe your face in its glory Never fear The stars are there Every night Watching you Loving you So bright Sweet dreams Good night. |
| MY COLD 2-25-01 I'm deep in thought, when... A flock of birds fly across my window What do they have to do w/ me and my relationships They go away in winter when its cold, Yet come back when the cold goes away. To keep them, we must be warm all the time A near impossible dream to me What is there left to do but to watch them fly by Eyes wide open... anxious for their return I wake up, and they sing. I look up, and they bring my beauty. It's thunderous and silent. When they go, all that left is a few lonely crows. Yet I must feed them too, Even if they aren't as beautiful, Their song not as melodious... They must be satisfied. Though they seem not as wonderful, I am filled with awe. They are so much more strong. For they had the strength to endure the cold, My cold. |
| 5/4/01 I thought I knew what I was doing Looking for something that wasn't there Everyday the same old thing I guess I just forgot to care Everyday is a new discovery Every second a confused thought. Everyhour deserves unfounded anxiety Why this unnecessary distrought? My pathetic self-esteem I tell myself, "he'd be a cool boyfriend..." "to some girl who's really cheap." I want to know him.. and then he opened his mouth. I'd rather break off a limb, than hold him near. If the lights were to dim I could still see clear Clear enough to detect the smell of pig. Well, I'm not impressed. How come it took me a week to figure it out? I guess I wanted to find the good in you. That was a waste of time. Especially since there wasn't any there. |