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| WASTED 7/5/00-3/3/01 & 6/6/01 All my romantically inclined life I've hidden my heart to avoid strife I would resent all the things you do Yet I�d be overcome by my pity for you All that was good-never seen nor acknowledged What a waste. Well, you never were my taste. I grew up and met you Never knew what a wonderful thing we could�ve been. However, I wouldn�t trust my love into your hands, So I replaced your emptiness with something less filling... My friendhip. |
| FEAR May-July 2000 I pushed myself forward, excitement uncontained. You had the thirst for blood; so I tightened the reins; Though it temporarily slows your speech, it can't control your mind. A mind of sweet and shocking thoughts, which belong to all. Some just hold them in better than others, Not my place to make the call. During the normal and mindless chit-chat I�ll find myself quite... detatched. I want to be closer to you, really I do... And somehow, I don�t. |
| DROUGHT 2-9-01 Six months ago you were the snow I let you go I reapt what I sowed I wasn't ready for a relationship Emotionally or mentally Did I mess you up? You said I changed you, For the better. Will you get better? My eyes are wetter I cry Yah, I know how to cry too Will you learn that there is better to get? Because I don't want you back, I just want you okay You dress in black and are full of rage... So jaded. I gave you advice, You didn't seem to hear it. Please see the light and be guided by its intercession I'm so sorry. |
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| AIRHEAD 2-12-01 I can't carry on an intelligent conversation You don't know what I'm talking about, You don't know where I'm coming from, You're an airhead With your shiny platforms on On your lofty platfrom with your head held high It's filled to the brim of the street walk, the sweet talk The cruel thoughts. What is left for me to do? Except, I suspose, to walk away. |