Poems Reloaded
Death
I see you with him and that's ok
I tell myself not to worry
She's smarter than that
But it kills me.

I see his arms around your waist
I tell myself I'm bigger than that
She'll see through it
And it kills me

I see him kiss your gentle lips
I tell myself it could be me
She'll come around
It still kills me

I see the fading fire in my soul
I tell myself she's long gone now
She's made up her mind
As it kills me.

I see the same feelings of old
I tell myself it's not too late
She'll change her mind
If it kills me.

I see myself not saying anything
I tell myself to keep it quiet
She'll always be a friend
Cause I killed us.
Mute
Why can't I express my feelings of love?
Do I even understand them?
Can unsorted feelings be expressed?
Not now, but when?
Will it ever be "time"?
Can it be so hard to get a try?
Even then, am I the one?
Have I missed my chance at happiness?
Why do I talk in the past tense?
When can I start something different?
What is God's will, when is His timing, and why won't He share?
Am I mute?
Feelings
I'd give anything for my feelings to be mirrored
I'd do anything for God's beautiful creature
Scale any mountain, swim any ocean
just to show how deep my devotion
My love never quits, it sees through all
but it bounces off her cold, hard wall
If I could only make her see
I'm sure with me she'd want to be
I want nothing more than to share her time
Us being apart feels such a crime
I love her so it makes me melt
Now I know how Jesus felt
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