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kids don't like to share #5

the last love letter.
it's better when you are far, not that good when you're near. the reason to that meaning is coming in clear. the distant between us makes us further away, fom eachother, thats why i bother when you come my way. running away from the hurt we once had. sharing in the pain makes me feel bad. because it's with one i cared for, before the time we knew it could never be anymore. i'm not going to take the assult, the lost, the cost from the insult. reject, neglect, forget, the wasteful regret when i think we should have never met. but once we had it all, but we stalled, then next the downdall we could never call each other, ever again. we could never call each other a friend. we broke away, dismay, my way or your way, we could never stay. so close thats why we are further apart. running from the start, we broke each others heart. we let each other down, with a frown, we will come around. we traveled down the same road but we both turned our seperate ways. from this day and the next, we could never refect in this mess we made each other feel, was it fake or was it real. how could we have known, we are better off being alone, living on our own. seperation we were hurting from the aggrevation. that caused us to fall. we were tough as a wall, but that fell, gone to hell. a shot in the dark took us both out. we are happier when we aren't around, we fell down. me and her we are so much over. together, forever, we will never be with one another.

dream for an insomniac.
when you're up all night, when there is no light. all the sunlight went down. the darkness opens wide, but i'm still inside, trying to fall into a trance. but there is still no chance. for me to fall asleep. so i'll try to feep my eyes from opening up. there is still no such luck. i just want to go to sleep. so i turn to screen. i mean the t.v. just it and me. up all night long, whats going on. flipping through the stations. another time, nothing to find, because nothing good is on. now it's twenty minutes past one. gilligan's island on t.b.s. now it's bewitched. so i switch to another channel. some guy in flannel hes fixing up someones house, next channel is a mouse, and a cat, what is that. it's tom and jerry. oh my god the next channel is scary, it's ron poppiel. whats his deal, food dehydrater, now it's getting later, g.l.h. spray on hair, my life is not fair. a quarter past eight, it's too damn late. whay can't i sleep, whats wrong with me. there is no turning back. a dream for an insomniac. i hope it ends tonight, fuck, another sleepless night.

save the world.
with all the struggle through it all. we know that we will fall. but we still feel like we can make it somehow. every now and then, the feeling we once had, makes us sad, cause we know that we will lose. but me and you, we choose to go on. when everything is done. and everyone is gone. we will still be here. even though our future isn't clear. we know where we want to end up. but there is no such luck, we're fucked. so you may think there is no other way. but we don't care, we will find a way. to stay an extra day. and maybe the day after. with all the destruction, we can still find laughter. in betwen, when nothing means what it's supposed to, but still finding a way to make it through. and even when our time is coming to an end. we will know how happy we were back then. and even when we look toward the streets. we know that we can never be beat. when money and power replaces love. we will never give up. we know money makes the world go around. and people in the world are heading down . in case you missed us, when there is no one to trust. we must go on. we must fight to see another day, to find another way to survive. to keep our self alive. to keep everything in it's place. to save the human race. we all must get along. when everything is done. we know that we can save the world.

so the day came to pass.
what's going on, what went wrong. why do i see our lives crumbling in front of me. i never knew i was doing the wrong thing. until i felt the heartache that you wished to bring. you brought up the meaning in which we fell apart. but when we had our start. there is nothing that brought us down, but when we both came around. we grew further away each day it seemed harder to mend the gap. there was nothing to attract, nothing we have said will bring us back. so the day came to pass. somehow we both knew this wouldn't last. our life together was gone. what's done is done. we didn't know what we had to do. i guess we knew what we couldn't prove. misunderstandings made us quit. i never wanted to control your life. i just wanted to be apart of it.