and this is what i deserve.
and when i go to the shows. i see her evey single time. but i can't find, enough gut. to talk to talk to her and this is what i deserve. i never had the will to say hello. so when i go to the shows. i always sit and stare at her. every second, every minute, every hour. but i still don't have the power to say hi., but i try, but i feel that i may something wrong. and when the night is done and everybody is gone. i missed another chance. why can't i ask her dance. she is the most beautiful girl in the world, but i don't know why i can't say it. to her face what i want to say to her right now. tell me now, how can i today. telling her everything i want to say, but i guess today wont be that day. what is wrong with me. why can't i see and speak, why do i keep these sentences in my mind. why can't i find a reason why. and on and on i must try. i will always keep my hope alive until the end. until i can speak again. right to her, this girl an maybe now i'll try it once more. i'll try harder than before. to make a single sound, but i will always look down with disappointing look on my face. i can never replace, my place or the place i will always have for her. i'll talk to her one day, because that is what i deserve. |
