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kids don't like to share #1

being good isn't good enough.
not wanting to live, another reason not to give. never did anything wrong, but all the happiness you had is gone. you saw it in her face, a broken heart now took it's place. no reason to stay, one more reason to walk away. an empty place is where you stand, tried so hard to understand. you still feel the pain, lonely memories will always remain. something you can't erase, a smile has been replaced. your life completely sucks, nothings going to cheer you up. a chance you once looked foward to, feeling suicidal of what became of you. a favorite song a photograph, no reason to want her back. and you can't comprehend, what happened in the end. being good to what you thought was love, but i guess being good isn't good enough.

stand.
stand, a reason to understand, to comprehend, to have a plan. no need to stand if you don't want to see. the future is never what you want it to be. nothings wrong, carry on or things will be gone. see the moon, see the sun. the day after will not be fun. that day passes and through the masses. a difficult circumstance. never had a chance. a reason comes true, reasons come through. everything to do, believing what you want to. to stay, another day, never walked away. staying on the outside looking in, knowing you will lose thinking you will win. nothing is handed down, getting around, different beliefs from town to town. a will above the rest, a reason to be the best. through it all you could never understand, knowing it makes you a better man, believing you can, stand.

follow the leader.
you tell me jump, i say how high, but not anymore. you tell me jump, i say fuck you. i'm not listening to you anymore. i'm not jumping for you. i wont do anything you say, because you are nothing to me. you were before, but you lost the power or maybe i just wised up. i'll do what i say, i'll do what i want to. no one is going to tell me what to do. not you, not them, no one except me. you once said lets play follow the leader and i was to stupid to realize what you were doing. so i followed you everywhere you went, everything you did. i was your slave. i listened to the music you liked. i hung around with all your friends. i looked up to you. i listened to all your bullshit that you said, believing every fucking word. but not now. listening to you ramble on with every stupid phrase. all the shit that i thought was true that you said was complete bullshit. you were just being so controlling over me. treating me like a fucking idiot. i had enough of you. i was everything that you thought a friend should be. but that was not me. so one day you thought i was behind you, but when you turned around, no one was there. i made up my mind. i am never playing follow the leader ever again.

night time dreams.
well i see all those people running cuz no one wants to be alone. locking there doors once thay get home. the darkness rises when the sun goes down, the creeps come out to lurk around. when night time dreams seems to mean the same fake scene, then it goes away. when we pretend to be all friends so it happens again, during the day. people running toward the shade, dreams of darkness will be made. people come out during the night, attracted to all those bright lights. the day is for working hard, holiday barbeque in your backyard. people say they're having fun, running from the sun. the heat is hot, the cold is not. the sun burns the smile off your face, all your hopes have been replaced. in the heat of the night people do what they will, when the first sight of light comes from over the hills. people lurk in the shadows of the light, happy thoughts from the first sight of night and the night time dreams happen again.

outcast.
now that we know what's going on, mow that we know what has been done. why can't we find a reason why, why can't try, why do we still lie. step out of the way to get pushed back in. a memory loss because we didn't know where to begin. we wonder down the same old streets a hundred times. but there is no reason that we can find. to stay here until the bitter end. there is no chance that we can stay friends. we've been through too much disappointments to start over. so there is not one good memory for us to stay together. we will always have these scenes, but nothing more than fucked up dreams. no more expectations for us to see through. just lonely thoughts of me and you. the best times can also be the worst times, but we had the time of our lives and that is something i'll never leave behind. an outcast to the unknown. an outcast to know we have never grown.