Yesterday, my thoughts kept turning towards you, Michael. It was a physical pain as well as emotional.. like being king hit in the stomach. Just when I think I'm beginning to come to terms with your death, it hits me again like a bolt right out of the blue. My whole day was consumed with thoughts of you and I wished I could turn back time. Will there ever come a time when my heart will be able to let go ? Right now, I can't see this happening !
I began putting together my memorial page tribute to you. Aptly enough, it's titled 'Message To Michael'. It's a work of love, that goes without saying. Two songs keep repeating themselves over and over in my head and each reminds me of you. I've always loved both these songs and right now, they seem so very appropriate.
I know you're still with me because I feel you here. I see your face and hear your voice constantly in the windows of my mind. I thank God I still have my faith. I lost it for a long time but I don't think it really ever goes away. I'll always love you, little brother and I know I'll be seeing you again. Here's my candle for you and may it ever burn bright.
Your sister,
~ Kathy |
