Kavya, August 2003

           

Living in a Distant Universe

Shalini Nayar

  

The fishes are dying, one by one,

Cursed and mauled by a bigger, angrier fish.

It is nice to see some unevenness

Even in an ecosystem of an aquarium.

 

Once a sage of a writer asked

“Do your eyes light up

When your children enter the room?”

I am yet to see that light in your eyes, mother.

 

All you have for me are questions.

Questioning the same questions again and again

As if you don’t trust the right answer.

What is it? I don’t speak clearly enough for you?

 

I must be overly immersed

With my intellectual ability that

I have somehow abandoned the

Basics of speaking clearly.

 

You are the one at fault now, mother.

My world now crumbles under my feet

And slides away like a distant universe.

I am ashamed by all this. Care to rectify it, mother?

   

26 March 2003

      

A Creative Process

Shalini Nayar

    

There are only 2 things that matter

Enough for you to question them:

My studies and my weight.

Doesn’t it occur to you that I’m much more than that?

 

You say my poems are intense

And difficult, and hardly ever makes sense.

I think by now I realize how futile

Your comment are because I still make

 

My poems difficult to read.

It is sad that it takes a tragedy for me

To proliferate creative art, like poetry.

I hardly have any more ideas to elaborate.

 

Tell me, is it entirely a sin that

I love myself better than you?

I know it’s wrong

So what should I do?

  

26 March 2003 

Loneliness

Lesle Denver

     

loneliness

makes life tragic

loneliness

is the work of devil

if you are lonely

your world would be

without imagination

... a place without

dream and fantasy

Nila, 15 July 2003

Who Is She?

Logeswaran

  

When you look at her

she won't look at you

When you turn back

she would turn to you

When you talk to her

she won't listen to you

If you are late

she'll scream at you

But if she is late

you should take it easy

If you don't see her one day

she think you don't love her

But if she doesn't call

you should know she loves you!

Nila, 15 July 2003

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